Meditation on Hands
I press mine against yours
And marvel at the way
Your fingertips overshadow mine.
There is strength
And immense power hidden
In the sinews and lines
In the thin, nerve-ridden skin
But there is also great tenderness
Love falling with every touch.
I trace the edge of my index finger
Down your wide palm,
The thick muscle under your thumb
And turning your hand over
I kiss each of your fingertips
Decorated with ragged flat nails
Chewed by the stress
I wish to erase.
I find the scar that
You don't know how you received
And I kiss that too.
Some people memorize faces.
I memorize your beautiful hands.
Ostracized
The room was open
And breezy
Spring sunlight filtering
To land on clinking forks
And crystal glasses.
The room rang with
Laughter and clinked rings,
Shook with tossed heads and
The sound of educated voices
Talking books and art.
The room was happy
All but one corner
Housing a loneliness
That all eyes skipped over:
A waif, longing to belong.