Our elders complain that they were not guided.

Guidance for them is knowing the destination.

I say my generation is not guided.

Guidance for me is to know where to keep each step.

×∞ Adin

21 March 2020

Probably 15 or 20 times

Sometimes I lose count

Counting for this long can damage the mind

The mind is a fragile thing

Probably 10 or 12 times

But hey, who's counting?

I am I guess, but why?

Who knows but I ain't stopping.

Sleeping and waking, sure I get rest

And even though my bed's not the best

I don't care cause I'm off in dreamland

Counting my steps to the mountains

Closer and closer ever farther away

A treadmill-like rush, I'm just lost in the race

No finish line, I don't think this ends

Till it does

And I wake up gasping grasping for air in a cold sweat drenched soaking my hair my shirt's sticking to my back and I'm cold and shaking just barely awake

2:30 AM

It hasn't been long

More like 5 or 6 times

But I could be wrong

-ch