Building this temple in time, setting each brick in its place according to its role. I finally took control; doing what I had to do to keep up this project of perfection. Taking all the lessons needed to mold this creation while maintaining its stability upon the foundation of trust, faith, loyalty, commitment, and love. In pain as I train, taming the mind in discipline of my heart; to stay strong through this struggle of destructive opportunities that can possibly take claim to this work of art. Understanding this construction; I follow through with the directions to completion. Closing the opening with a roof in the end; providing its protection from the storms to come. Imprinting my signature; I mark my territory. With the key in my left hand attached to this ring; I take vow to protect its preciousness of beauty inside and out, fighting and destroying the thieves through each moment of life we stand united. I proclaim, this temple to be our love; that if it shall fall I shall begin again in construction; step by step, repeating the process. In sweat ill struggle, in pain ill remain, in love Ill rise above, and in doubt ill sprout in faith, locking the gates in the security of protection. Obtaining all affection; all that I am will provide as a stem, to the leaf; claiming full responsibility. The walls will be white of pure love and innocence, washing away the black mold of the bricks from the past; this color shall last. Finished and Renewed;my temple shall stand for eternity, through me; who holds the key inside the walls of certainty. For you my beloved, coming from my heart, I hope you love it. Bleeding out the words from my soul as I cry out to you a truth untold.

I cant sleep; thinking about the next story i will complete;

daydreaming, I lie awake, wondering what to say

trying to stay away from the past and all the broken glass

that lies patiently in time; trying to take a scratch at my mind.

i don't understand my sleepless nights

because everything in my life right now seems right,

but i visualize of the worst to come

haunting my eyes in the devils kingdom,

fear by my side, who holds my hand

as we struggle through life as if sinking in quick sand,

listening to the motion of the fan

as it chills on my skin;

i reach for my blanket of fabric too thin,

still lying awake as the room begins to shake,

my vision comes to break

I witness pictures in my mind.

finally, lost in time

in the comfort of this star of mine,

contained by the darkness; it shines

lighting my way to a safe place.

where nothing can invade my space.

Dreaming; I lye asleep

where the darkness, can no longer haunt me

In the dark, my eyes cannot see. My heart cannot feel and my mind is not free.

 As a seed in the soil not knowing what's to come; trapped in the Earth awaiting the unknown. Planted in time, without a clue of what I may become, in darkness, away from the world. In my home of comfort, patiently waiting until the day im able to indure the light.Then reaching out of the ground as a dead corpse; I finally come to life... 

What's next? As the seasons change and so do I?

What's my purpose? What do I do?

When the next season is not my season.