"You know how I said there was nothing you could do to make me hate you? Well I lied." I said through choked out sobs. "You said you'd be here. You said you'd stay. How could you lie to me? How dare you leave me right now."

It came out more angry than it should have but I couldn't help it. She left me when I needed her most. How can I forgive that? I should. It's not her fault. But I can't stand to think about her being gone.

"I'm sorry. I just wish you weren't gone, ya know? How am I going to survive without you?" I shake my head to clear the thought of actually having to live without her. I place my finger over my mouth to try to stop my trembling lip. It's too much to bare right now. "Okay, I have to go now. I love you. I'll talk to you soon. Promise me you'll be with me until I come back." I close my eyes to try to feel her response. Waiting for some kind of recognition. I hear a bird sing a familiar tune and take that as her answer. A nod my head and open my eyes, wiping away the tears that are threatening to come back down. I stare a little while longer then raise myself off the cold wet ground. "Bye big sis," I stare at the grave for a second longer then walk back to my car.

The melody is soft yet fierce.

A penetrating sound that seems to ripple through your ears in the most seductive way.

The lyrics aren't a "listen to them once then it's annoying" kind of thing. It relaxes you and strangely excites you as well.

The tune is a familiar kind but every time you listen to it you seem to find something you didn't hear the first time.

A beautiful song choice that should be on every track.

Two worlds:

The upper class

The lower class

One that reigned the sky

One that walked the earth below

Conflict

Rebellion

War

The two worlds tore themselves further apart

With no way to get to the other side

Blocking the view of the other world with a reflection of their own

Forbidden to speak of that dreadful day

It soon became a tall tale

One that nobody believes in

*WARNING!*

The government has been using us like lab rats. They have been injecting the USA's mo with a deadly poison. They are sucking out our blood, mixing it with the governments experimental poison then releasing the chemical into our bloodstream. These mosquitoes are advanced from the governments years of testing so it only takes milliseconds for the virus to be released and within minutes the virus takes its effect. Research shows only 1 out of 5,000,000 aren't infected.

Symptoms of this virus include:

ITCHING, SWEATS, FATIGUE, SWELLING, CRAMPS (abdomen), HEADACHE, MUSCLE WEAKNESS, DEPRESSION, AND DROWSINESS

This virus has been infecting America's men, women and children for the last 60,000 years and its only advancing.

This disease is commonly known as Poleceneramatanemus (po • li • seen • er • ma • ten • i • mus) or polermus for short.

Research shows the government is using this as a war defection. Causing us to grow weak from the substance and die faster.

The chemical has a addictive substance in it so when it enters your bloodstream more and more of these governmental mosquitoes can sense it and are attracted to it.

We have yet to find out why the government is wanting to weaken us and kill us faster, though we do have our speculations. No concrete evidence has been found to pin point an exact reason but rest assure, we will find out.

Stay tuned for further updates.

L.A. trip, as I flip from the grip of the dark sky to the shine, warmth divine feel, drinking a pale ale with my meal, on a deck by the beach is for real. Reach to the teal sky as I stretch out my arms high, relaxed as I sigh and think about the life, I live away from L.A. My mainstay, would never trade it ok? But I will say, Californ-I-A is cool for this one winter day.

Thoughts find their way into my brain. Constantly moving always hiking, always running in a race try to just catch up with me and reality.

Always thinking always wondering always curious never stoping. Thinking of possibilities journeys, memories dreams, nightmares, anything they just never seem to end.

I feel like wolfgang and how music was always following him he would always have a song in his head always driving him crazy...well I always have thoughts filled with knowledge.—Terra

I am human

You are not

I am real

You are bought

I am mom

You are dad

I am good

You are bad

Then there is:

The We

I am her

We are she

You are him

They are he

All there is

There will be

Everything

Contained in We

You ask me

To define in verse

The questions of

The universe

Who am I?

Who are you?

We ARE

What we DO

I was quiet

They were not

I could talk but they couldn't hear

I could cry but they didn't care

But it's like they can read my mind

They know exactly what to say to make me hold my breath

Now

Casket closed

Six feet under

It's like I never made a noise