A laugh sweeter than strawberries, I began to watch amazed. At first, I only noticed the mossy curling of their hair, completely fluffed atop their head. It was simple, my longing was younger.

Then, a horrible blossoming began at my stomach, I felt it inch within me when I looked in their eyes. I was completely sick with love.

"You're an idiot!" Their voice softened to a fondness I had not heard much. It was gentle and friendly. "You're welcome." I snarked back. To my satisfaction, a laugh followed.

One horrible night, deep sobs heaved from me. I indulged in being close to them, asking wordlessly and desperately to be loved.

"Do you want me to read to you?" The ache in my chest softened. I would die a thousand deaths to live a lifetime with them.