I have learned.

You pretend to smile

At others who know what you did. 

You play a role that elicits sympathy 

From those who fail to see the real you.

You wear a mask of happiness,

You still prey on those who care.

After all the trials, tribulations,

Lies and sacrifices...

You still know not what I now know.

I know now how to love myself.

I know now how to wear a smile

Showing that I am truly happy.

I no longer pretend to be someone 

I am not for the sake of others. 

I know now that I need not cling 

To others to be happy. 

I now know that only I

Can love myself for who I truly am. 

And it pains me to say 

That you know not what I now know.