Ty,

Such a simple way to say beauty,

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

And when I see Ty I see stars

Cause you make me float on a cloud

A cloud so high.

Ty,

A name like that would make you wanna

Scream to top of your lungs

How much you love the person you love.

Ty,

A smile so divine

Like fine wine

Or a good time

Or enjoying fine dine and nickels and dimes.

Ty,

Type of person to make you wonder why,

Why she does the things that she does,

That makes you smile all the time.

Ty, she puts me on a natural high,

When I'm around Ty

My pain says goodbye.

Ty, every moment with Ty

Is like a whole new reality

Changing for the better

But you know it's just a fantasy

I see.

Ty, I tell you no lies

No lies when I'm around you

All it is is my truths

Being told.

Ty, everything I ever told you

Or will tell you in the future

Will always be out of love.

Baby no lies

No lies cause with you Ty

I am in the sky.

Ty, you could be treated so fine.

Ty, please trust in me.

Ty, I'm writing this for you

Cause you're my motivation

Inspiration

I have admiration

For ya,

while I sit and write how I feel about ya.

Ty, but listen

You put the fuse in my heart

You're the muse in my brain

I promise I never felt this way.

Ty, with you it's like

I'm the grinch

And my heart grew 6 times bigger.

Ty, still tryna figure out why,

You're not with me Ty.

Baby girl you're driving me crazy

Like a car on an icy road.

Ty, I think I'd rather die

If I went back in time

And I never met you Ty,

It's a metaphor for Ty being with me

Baby ride with me

Die with me.

Let's grow old together,

Be my number 1,

Please baby.

When you're in the room,

There's no one else around us.

Time stopped,

But my heart keeps beating faster.

Ty, I could go on for pages

Why you make me smile

Or why you should be with me

But I'd rather show you the real thing.

Ty❤️

Knowledge is not only in school and college knowledge is everywhere and anywhere,

Whether you seek it or not you will learn. However, as much you seek as much you gain.

I seek just a little and learned some from pain.

Feed me...feed me from books and pain

Feed my hunger water my thirst

Squeeze my arrogance show it who I really am!

knowledge! 

Flush into my mind

through an invisible thoughts to build and create.

Create bullets for destruction and medicine for aid

Make wars!...build constructions

Knowledge! 

Manipulate our minds-

weakness in skulls called brain

Give one material, give one blood

and give another a chair

Give one pen give one light

and give another heart of fair

Knowledge! 

Feed my hunger...squeeze my arrogance

show me how much ignorant I really am!

I bought food in a plastic and metal can

with fancy label on it..beneficial table to it

And expiration date on the butt

"good for use from now to some decades ahead"

Healthy and vitamin-ate your organs needs to maintain

I drank blue, yellow, purple and pinky fluids

they said on TV the labels never lies

Will keep you fresh and safe from dehydrate

and "Guardians" were never a fraud

Knowledge! 

Feed my hunger and water my thirst

Tell my arrogance how teeny tiny I really am!

how much a page can weight and contains of secrets,

powers, mysteries! or order and chaos

how much a little tiny virus can destroy

and flip upside down my existence

in thoughts or flesh and blood

and a button can create massive mess!

or perhaps sets homes on fire but flameless

how much can merged ink with fancy sheet

creates 1% and poverty on the other hand...grants

enhance...feeding up pockets and banks

Knowledge! 

Flash into my neurosis like fire

burn down my arrogance my ignorance and residence

As blindfolded from darkness I shed light

I know what's good, I know what's right

while the truth of my knowledge standing from afar

on the other side the, side of the real light-

In depths and heights and limitless

Knowledge! 

Thank you for one more lesson!

Therefore, I confess, I acknowledge!

I am, an arrogant, ignorant and way too far

from the knowledge

but for knowledge I thirst...hunger and search!

For my brain and thoughts are limitless

And love in my heart will still exist

Love for partner and love for knowledge.

This piece would take me a lot to break it down, but not boring you I'll just touch on some important point really quick. So, In first place I meant to scolding myself for if in some moment I've might thought that I knew alot while knowledge is just limitless...also I'm trying to say that everything we did/do/doing/will do ^_^ basically built on knowledge. On the other hand, I resembled knowledge as if it was weapon or tool, build or destroy or just keeps us blindfolded and deluded by the "Money Makers" manipulations, depending on what kind of knowledge people have, which also means basically we're the tools that used/directed by knowledge, which! As of my knowledge..."Physiologically" correct :D

It was the best of times.it was the worst of times when you left the house

slamming and sludging your beer pub around 

you tossing & turning in your sleep

you staring at the mirror and trying to grab ahold of yourself

you bringing home roses and then getting mad and shredding  them to pieces mad because you couldn't get hold of your addiction

but what do I care I don´t even like roses?

It was best of times.it was the worst of times when you died

the house is awfully quiet

 the wind whistles a strange tune 

it is sweet & melodic.

the cat misses the smell of jack daniels hanging in the air 

and so do I she used to sit on your lap and lick your drunk self to sleep.

the kids miss you too 

it´s okay that you were imperfect because I didn´t ask god for a perfect man