I’m on my own, now, finding myself. Learning the hard-way that happiness should not be dependent on the woman lying next to you that following morning. But I have a long ways to go. Still I wonder when I’ve found the one when I look out that window will I be in Nashville, New York, London, Los Angeles, Toronto, Tokyo, the Down under or Dubai.

The sky sees my soul and begins to cry. It’s streaming tears turn to snow. The avalanche rolls in and I’m stuck in the ice. The universe’s pity is burying me alive. The hand of God itself reaches out. *And as it goes to grasp my forearm. I snap it’s wrist. *”Don’t touch me, let me die. Stop forcing me to push on!” Death hears my call, and at the last second I see your face and I choose to climb out. I will find you my love I won’t leave you behind. You chose life so you could serve others now my only purpose is to serve yours.

I know your pain not. But I know it would be enough to make the toughest of men want to give up and die. Yet you push through always. I write to you to let you know I’m transforming my sensitive soul into that of a soldier. I am sending it to the academy for strengthening. All the bumps, bruises, slices and cuts to come. I welcome for the chance to better understand you, my hero, my love.

“Part of me hopes the Queen of Chaos. Is still alive and stalking us from the shadows”... his advisor interrupted “She made an attempt on your life sire”

He looked at Alexander his advisor from the rat clan like he was a traitor to the empire of light. “I never truly lived until I met her. My heart beats only for her. I greet with open arms a surprise attack from her armies. I will let her close in on me and before her blade can pierce my heart. My words will melt hers.”

You think you are cursed

with your writer’s block.

You say you can’t write

without the proper inspiration.

In my case,

I write to find the inspiration

necessary to live through the curse forever on my heels.

Her ghost,

my depression,

my anxiety,

my fear.

They try to pull me down

with intention to put me

6 feet under.

One day

I will break these chains.

Until then writer’s block

isn’t an option.

I must live.

You are a strong woman who has already moved on.

I am a sensitive man,

who won’t let go.

You are going places.

I am staying still.

You look for love elsewhere

I see no one else but you.

You can’t forgive me.

I can not forget you.

I was born in heaven,

but belong to Satan

Living like a demon,

I scorch the earth around me, so I can feel at home.

You were born in hell,

but belong to The Creator.

With the heart of an angel, you bring peace to the world, so others can know a love you never knew.

I can feel you calling my name on the wind. Lately it’s become a scream.

Your phantom has started grabbing at me in my sleep. I must be dreaming I’m seeing only what I want to see. You pushed me away, but your heart and the universe cry out to me. I cannot ignore it anymore. If you are hurting I must be there to end it.

You are the wind

that fans my flame.

You are the fire

that fuels my desire.

You are the earth

that keeps me grounded.

You are the water

that heals my pain.

#elements

We weren’t meant to be together.

So we bent reality

and broke all the rules.

We chose to be together

against all odds.

So we angered the gods

and they came after us

with a vengeance

We chose Life and Love

over Death and Damnation.

So by sheer will power I slayed a god and became the first god killer.

Nothing is more powerful than love.

#love