Lost
It's like wondering in a forest
Knowing there's no way out
Walking an one way road to hell
An endless lonely hike to your death
As if you were the last person on earth
No dramatic painful story
No happy endings
Just the sound of wind blowing through tree branches
A peaceful but lonely walk
No more pain but also no more love
It's the price you pay
For wishing to disappear
Dear Diary,
Mummy said to go hide in the attic and not come out until she said so. There are these weird people walking around outside. They look kind of sick and they have glowing red eyes! I've never seen them in my neighborhood before but one of them kind of looks like my friend Ellie. It's so boring up here and I wish I could go outside and meet these new people! Mummy baked my favorite chocolate chip cookies yesterday. Do you think they would be my friend if I gave them one?
WAIT I think I hear Mummy screaming! I'll be right back!
They Say
Child at heart they say
Curious mind and adventurous soul
With dreams that touch the stars
Sleepless heart and restless mind
Millions of thoughts running
Wild and free they say
Dancing in the moon light
Hair tangled with the wind
Young and reckless
Falling in love with a storm
Alone they say
Scar ridden soul and shattered heart
Tears streaming black streaks
Trying to find misplaced trust
Never to love again
A World Like This
The emptiness in your eyes tells a story
Of an endless war
For happiness and peace
But I think we all forgot
Why we were standing here together
The pain became unbearable
All reasoning disappeared
Hoping that you could stand here alone
I bid my goodbyes
Engulfed into loneliness
I wish I never knew a world like this.
~ inspired by the song Konna Sekai from the anime Akame Ga Kill
I Don’t Need You
I know I don't need you
I just want you every time I see you
Because you look so wild and beautiful
I want to be close to you
Because you look so untouchable
I want you because of the butterflies in my stomach
And the smile that brushes across my face
But I don't need you
Because you drag me down
I don't need you
Because you don't ease my loneliness
And most of all
I don't need you
Because I don't love you.
Let’s Play Pretend
Let's fake it till we make it
Let's pretend you don't give me butterflies
Let's avoid all the what if's
And just acknowledge the fact that we weren't meant to be anything.
Let me believe in these lies
so that I can fake my happiness
And pretend everything's alright
So that one day
I'll make it
Without you