A Progression
I hold multitudes of ideas
with paper hands,
each a spectral amalgam dyed in
the fleeting, busy shades of life:
innocence, experience,
my weary-youthful brand an
artisanally awkward blend of both...
Ideas,
waiting for pendulum pens to realize,
and gift relative permanence to their
scattered echoes.
Ideas,
like an evanescent sand,
searching to find the small of
the hourglass and
make a grand(ly clumsy) escape.
To soar away with the color of
ideas; to taste the night beyond
self-wrought bars of radio silence,
white-noise-dipped thought.
For now...
Ideas rest dormant in the depths of
smooth hands.
And I’m here...
Waiting with
trapped breath, for age to
perch at trembling fingertips
and vein its way through my
gasping system.
I wasn’t re—
And then...
Waiting for neglected ideas
to be tapped;
and to spill carelessly-awry from
the fissures of my core.
Years softly evaporate.
Ideas rest restlessly,
electrically shiftless,
erratically dead.
The neglect decays all it touches,
and what once danced on
an irregular smile and painted a child’s
powdery laughter collapses on itself
and tumbles, resigned, into a black hole.
Ideas rest dormant in the depths of
cold hands.
Now unable to be realized.
#fiction
rivers of galaxies
she was everything and a galaxy in the sky
a mesmerizing sight i never wanted to look away
as i was nothing but an empty river passing by
nicotine smile, i felt like i could fly
bleeding lips, words that hurt so much to say
she was everything and a galaxy in the sky
blue waves, i can’t look her in the eye
drowning, searching for shore but theres no way
as i was nothing but an empty river passing by
fake diamonds, her voice caught me high
broken glass, pain has found its way
she was everything and a galaxy in the sky
blue jasmines, late at night her songs i cry
heavy fragrance, my heart became a runaway
as i was nothing but an empty river passing by
stars reflected on my waters don’t ever say goodbye
paradise; whisper my name and i’ll forever stay
she was everything and a galaxy in the sky
as i was nothing but an empty river passing by
- deathetix
You’re Real; I’m Not.
I love you,
But, my Darling,
You are real.
I am not,
I am solely a creation from someone's mind,
someone's imagination.
Just a creation,
An unreal,
Perhaps, one could say fake,
person of someone's imagination.
Just a thought,
that was nurtured into an idea
and then
an object,
but an unreal one,
one that cannot be
seen,
touched
or even
heard.
My Darling,
the only thing that is real,
however,
is your interest
in my character,
your sympathy,
your pity
and
your love.
Go spend it on something real.
And not imaginary.
20.6.2020