I Think I’m Evil
I think I'm evil
And I don't know why
I can barely see things
In a better, gracious light
I am an ungrateful bastard
A witch in disguise
I am seldom forgiving
I keep a tab of every mark
But the funny part you see
Is that I am meanest to myself
I tear myself apart
I shatter myself into pieces
And I pick myself apart
Then I pray for someone to save me
That 'someone' though is just a farce
I think I am evil
But I rescue myself each time
I rescue myself from me
I am the hero of the victim
And an enemy to the witch in me.
"And at last, I see the light."
I have treated prose as a journal from a very young age, from the time in the past when I refused to talk to real people. So here I was, writing for myself and just for myself! I never had anything great or extraordinary to say but what I found here was nothing less than sheer gold. Every poem and every writer I was able to connect with was a blessing.
Just like in the old times, I don't have much to say today as well. All I wanted to do was come here, write, and revel in the things of the past.
'If eternity were a place,
We would have been humans of glass.
We would've shattered with a gust of wind,
Only if eternity was a place.'
#eternity #wind #young #journaling
What does a 'banger' blog look like? Pretty in pink, green with wealth, or as free as a pigeon!
I love creating the worlds unknown. I love writing about people who don't really exist but exist only through my words. I don't know what it really is. Maybe it is the sense of control or maybe the power of being able to express my self through my words. Or maybe it is the sheer creativity of how the characters and the settings come together and create a story which can be read and understood by many and not just my own self. Whatever it is, I don't really mind, I adore this feeling. I feel alive when I see my fingers gliding on the keyboard and the sound of every key, the sound of every error I make and the way that I am always able to correct it. I wish life was like that too. I wish we were able to mend mistakes and sometimes be like one of our favorite characters about whom we talk about in our stories. The feeling of being able to build up worlds untold and told altogether. It is about mixing and matching your dreams and your experiences. I love being one of those people who actually know how beautiful is this feeling and how weirdly empowering it can be. In hopes of being able to write some tales that would be read by many, I thank you prose and everyone who have had my back through these virtual doors.
#tales #keyboard #gratitude #writing #doors #virtual #theprose #alive #stories #story #empowered #magical
I used to write when I was sad. I had so much to say, so much to talk about. My friends, the closest had no idea what I was going through but Prose did. Prose knew so much, everything even the people around me didn't. This place understood my broken language even when I myself couldn't understand it. And now years later I am happy, I am thankful because Prose you helped me out just by being a place I could go to when I felt alone as heck. I am so thankful and proud of this community because I know we are far away from the toxicity that has built up on the rest of the internet. I am so thankful for all the support and I never plan on leaving this place because this place makes me feel gold.
Thank You Prose.
#prose #thankful #love #thankyou #sad #community #istillexistbecauseihadyou
I am Sure
I am determined,
To put it all behind.
I am sure,
That this time a change will be made.
I will be moving,
towards the golden days.
#goldendays #ever #forever #determined #sure #time #will #change #iwillmakeithappen #iwill
Words for Soul
I want to write about my stories
I want to write about the tales
Of when I was crazy
And when I was completely sane
I want to write a bit more than ever
I want to keep writing now and forever
I would like to write about dungeons and folklores
I really want to write about the times before
How can just few words on paper
Bring you back to your soul
And you are left craving for more
Its magical and mystical
How satisfying words can be
To write about everything you can and cannot see
#WORDS #LOVE #SOUL #US #EVERYTHING #WRITING #CRAVING #MAGICAL #MYSTICAL #SATISFYING #LOVETOWRITE #WRITINGLOVE #LOVE #SOULMATE #WORDS #ARE #ALIVE #ALOTLIKEUS
I looked right into those shadows,
I knew that I was at it again.
I realised it,
And I took off.
I ran fast so I was standing far away,
But the shadow kept lurking.
Kept treading closer,
Laughing at me having fun.
There in that sound I knew,
That running won't cut it I need something more.
I stood straight and asked,
"You're done yet or got some other creepy moves?"
#shadows #fight #the #fears #face #darkness #difficulties #yourself #problems #unknown #now #now #now #now #now #again #realise #love #you #universe
You’ll look for me in somebody else,
Trying to heal up from my made up help.
Longing to see me one more time,
And getting done with me all in your head.
I am self centered but alive,
You’re done living in the dead.
In your memories in your assumptions,
I have that image you still expect.
You still look for someone to have your back,
You want someone to hold your hand.
Want someone to have you,
When you can’t even sincerely have yourself.
What you should be,
Is more of a human.
With feelings and traumas,
I wish for you to stay more sober.
We know that we are all people,
Of our own wises and vices,
What would be better for you,
Is to care for someone except your own self.
I wish for you to find someone,
Who is good for your mental and emotional health.
#alive #mentalhealth #emotionalhealth #selflove #endofafling #memories #wish #good #feelings #traumas #wises #vices #somebody #once #upon #a #time
Wishes were pending
So were the dreams
Fulfilling them all was not that easy
She now had responsibilities
And promises to keep
She wanted options
She wanted a leave
But leaving her own heart at home
Will only lead to further misery
She stayed to love, to build
What she had created
And that is when she was sure
Her life had a meaning
To caress what she had
And to trust her footsteps
She stood up
Towards a better land
Which was nowhere else but within herself
#selflove #mother #women #woman #love #her #feminist #strength #path #land #peace #dreams #togetherness #family #anotherday #ilooveyousomuchmama