Not Alone
The fears
They build
The worries grow
A host of insecurities
A million voices
Telling you
You're wrong
Worry holds you back
But also remembers
All the times
You never spoke
All theses feelings do
Is grow
And grow
And grow
It might never get better
But all you need to know
Is I feel it too
You're not alone
You never were
Remember that
Where are You From?
Where are you from?
Are you from a world without love?
Or is love all you’ve know?
Is your world full of people?
Or do you live alone?
Is silence your struggle?
Or do words fill your soul?
Where are you from?
Is your world full of hate?
Or of kindness to others?
Do you come from control?
Or do you let loose?
Where are you from?
Do you come from a family?
Or have you grown up alone?
Had your world turned you hard?
Or kept your innocence firm?
Where are you from?
And who has it made you?
Silence
Have you ever felt silence?
A calmness of soul
No words or emotions
Filling your thoughts
A calmness so deep
The world fades away
No twitter
No facebook
Nothing to pull you away
Have you ever felt silence?
A calmness of spirit
A world of no worry
A moment to breath
To recharge your soul
No words
And no worries
Just a calm sense of silence
Mask
Every word
Every thought
Planned out
And analysed
Your face
Just a front
A mask of control
Walls you built up
As you crumble inside
You look so together
As you fall apart more
The words you hear
The hurt you feel
Hidden away
Just out of site
Your heart falls to pieces
As you put on the mask
You never let go
And always hold back
Just you all alone
And nobody else
Title
The truth is
You will never truly know what
Everyone thinks of you
So before you go around asking,
Keep in mind they will not always be honest
And do not ask in times of anger, or sadness;
Emotions will affect their response
Just remember this:
You are both the cause of someone's anger
And someone's joy.
You will never be only one or the other.
Perception is key.
Do not assume your importance,
Or how much you are treasured.
Because the answer is more
Than you think,
And more than one person can say.
that boy
that boy
he makes me want
to cry
to sing
to be happy
to dance
to smile
to love
oh that boy
when I look into your eyes
they are amazing
during that game
we played together
when a goal got scored on me
you were like
"sorry, my fault" or
"they score one, we score one"
that eighth game
it was amazing
your voice was amazing
I just want to hear it forever
I just love you
and you are amazing
I just want to be there,
in your arms
loving you
sitting with you
under the stars
oh boy
I love you
like no one's business
I just want to be with you
forever
till the end of days
I can't tell if you like me back
just stay with me
play with me
till the end of days
stay with me
till the end of days
just stay with me boy
why can't I tell you that
I just want to be in your arms
sitting under the stars for eternity
with you
when you move down that court
and dodge the goalie and score
you distract me like no one on that field
why can't I even bring my self to say hi?
I love you
and I want to be with you forever
that boy
he makes me want
to cry
to sing
to be happy
to dance
to smile
to love
Claustrophobia
It was meant
To be a joke.
When I went
Into the room,
My cousins threw a blanket
Over my head.
I stumbled
And fell
And with a whoop
They climbed on top of me.
I could smell
The dusty beige carpet;
My face was pressed into it.
One of them
Sat on my chest
The other lay across my head.
My hands
Were tangled in the blanket
From trying to find the edge
So I could get my head free.
I was screaming "Let me go! I can't breath!"
Aloud,
Or in my head
I couldn't tell,
Because all I could hear
Was their laughter.
I don't like tight spaces anymore.
