The trouble is, you think you have time, Antiro.
"In a moment," Antiro said, barely glancing up from his workbench. His latest potion simmered, on the brink of unlocking youth itself. Hunger and the outside world held no sway over him now.
Zenaya, his daughter, set a bowl of steaming soup beside him, her kiss a fleeting warmth on his brow. "I'm off to the village," she said, her voice a soft intrusion into his concentration. "For the festivities."
He grunted, his mind chained to his experiments.
"The festivities, Father," Zenaya persisted, her words heavy with the echo of missed moments, "for you."
"That's tonight?" he asked, the realization dawning like a distant storm.
With a sigh, Zenaya donned her cloak. "Be there," she implored before disappearing into the evening.
Her exit was nearly thwarted by Dr. Etaro, his entrance marked by a polite tip of his hat and a concerned gaze.
"Good evening, Zenaya," he greeted, stepping aside as she hurried past.
"Doctor," she replied, pausing. "Remind him, please."
Inside, Dr. Etaro found Antiro ensnared by his quest for immortality.
"Chasing shadows again, Antiro?" Etaro's voice was a mix of humor and concern.
Antiro's grunt was his only reply.
"Antiro," Etaro said, more firmly, "we need to talk."
"I'm close, Etaro," Antiro said, his eyes never leaving his work. "The potion, it's nearly complete."
"Antiro," Etaro interrupted, "you're ill. The tests showed a rare condition. Your time is running out."
Antiro scoffed, denial his first reflex. "I've never felt better."
"The disease won't wait," Etaro pressed, his voice laden with unspoken urgency.
Antiro fell silent, the truth settling in like a heavy cloak. "I know," he admitted, a whisper in the dim light. "I discovered the disease after testing the last batch of potions on myself.
"Then come to the village," Etaro urged, "live the time you have."
Antiro wavered, torn between his life's work and the undeniable truth of Etaro's plea.
More words flew back and forth. Voices raised as the dawn's light approached.
Etaro turned to leave, pausing at the door. "The trouble is, you think you have time, Antiro. You don't."
Alone, Antiro was left to confront the silent witnesses of his obsession—the unfinished potion, the empty chair, the fading light. In the stillness, he pondered the cost of his pursuit, wondering if the true elixir lay not in his flasks but in the fleeting moments of life passing him by.
Tick, tick...(silence)
The only thing we truly have is time
Looks fade, friendships drift away
Relationships sour or end in pain
Health is fickle to the point of cruelty
Even our memories eventually melt into confusion
And yet - what is time?
It is both our master and our slave
At once, abundant and scarce
The whip and the salve on the wound
I don't have time to cook that healthy meal
I don't have time to read to my child
I don't have time to care for my ailing mother
I don't have time to walk in the forest
I don't have time to take a bath
I don't have time to cry or feel or be
Today, it feels like time has abandoned me
There is none and tightness binds my chest
Constricting my throat - stifling a scream
I feel I'm falling, I'm failing
And yet - I do not despair
For there is always tomorrow
I believe this time will be restored
Sometime in the future - there will be time
For all these things that should be precious
Perhaps there will be time
Or maybe it's all run out
Sad
I stand out there alone in the cold
Warm and embarrassed, and now just alone
I told you how it felt and you said nothing back
I stood there in shock
When the sharp winds of winter attacked
We stood there in silence and you said "Lets just be friends"
My on going nightmare
I should have said nothing to them instead
But why did I admit to him, these feelings that I had?
I know that he didn't like me
Now I'm alone, and cold and sad