Winter Feels
Barren; open; still
Empty;
Heavy like the weight upon the snow covered ground;
waiting still for better days.
Winter feels
Silent; isolated; alone
Violent like the cold;
and Death will certainly collect what’s owed.
Winter is
renewal; resurrection; rebirth
Beauty like the awe new life brings;
and promise that soon will come the Spring.
©S.J.Reed
The Need For Knowing
Tell me about winter Father,
Tell me about the cold kisses,
and the longing touches of the wind
The pinches on my cheeks and
the tickling on my nose
Tell me about winter Father
For there is more I want to know
How it comes and it goes
and how it snows
Tell me more!
Tell me more!
Tell me why such a cold season is such a cheery time
And why the snow swallows me up
Oh look how high!
Tell me about winter Father
I want to know more
About Mrs. Winter
And how she goes.
The Faces of Winter
As a child, my favorite season was a bright sparkling world. The clouds poured their glittering white flakes over the house, the yard, the trees, the road, and the little pond in the neighbor’s yard. Before eight in the morning, a snowman had to be erected. If mom couldn’t be persuaded to part from her red scarf, I had to use dad’s. It was threadbare from years of use and covered in little linty pills. But it would do. Sometimes mom let us have hot chocolate with breakfast. We could only have candy canes and marshmallows if it was the afternoon, however.
In winter, the world lives in slow motion. My feet did not run as fast, and the air was slow to come into my lungs. Even the bird that glided on the freezing currents did not pivot or dive as they did in the springtime. The sun slept more, and the nighttime creatures prowled about. I was never afraid. I had a house to stay in. Night held wintry treasures of its own. I’d sit with dad and my baby sister, and we’d listen to the barking coyotes and sometimes the howling wolves in the deepest month of the winter.
Dad’s birthday was in January. He always asked mom to make him a German chocolate cake for his gift. Christmas always distracted us, and too soon, dad’s birthday was upon us. He didn’t seem to mind the homemade cards written in crayon the day of his birthday or the lack of gifts. We’d go to the high school to sled, me, dad, my brother and my baby sister. Mom told us she liked to stay inside, where it was warm.
It has been years since I’ve spent the winter with my family. My dad’s tastes have changed. He no longer wants cake on his birthday. My brother has been at college for a few years, so we don’t see him often. My little sister is studying to be valedictorian; it’s hard to drag her out of the textbooks she lives in. My mom still doesn’t like the cold. Mom and dad had another kid when I was in high school. He likes to build snowmen. I see the same giddiness in his face when the snow gathers on the ground, but it isn’t the same.
That big bright sparkling world has come to be my least favorite season. The sun shirks his duties. The sky obscures the roads and traps people in their homes. The wind ices the road, with ill intent. It becomes so unbearably cold. Even the air I need burns my lungs and freezes my heart. The darkness whispers things that I hadn’t been able to hear as a child.
Where I once saw beauty, I see danger. Where once I reveled in joy, I sink deeper into darkness. Has Winter changed, or have I?
Sad
I stand out there alone in the cold
Warm and embarrassed, and now just alone
I told you how it felt and you said nothing back
I stood there in shock
When the sharp winds of winter attacked
We stood there in silence and you said "Lets just be friends"
My on going nightmare
I should have said nothing to them instead
But why did I admit to him, these feelings that I had?
I know that he didn't like me
Now I'm alone, and cold and sad
Winter
I’m a winter child
Born in middle of January.
The snow was deep
And winds blew cold,
I was told.
Now that I’m old
Winter makes my blood run cold.
It chills my heart, veins and bones.
I don’t hide from it though.
I don’t hibernate.
I plow through the deep crisp snow,
Soaking up sunlight and vitamin D,
Covered in down from head to toe.
I’m a summer child at heart now
And in the Caribbean I’d like to winter,
Soaking up sun and vitamin D,
In my birthday suit,
On a warm beach by the sea!
Winter in California
Winter in California is a three-year-old girl,
Smiling, giggling,
Charming you with her sunny laugh.
You share pictures of her on Instagram:
“Look at my Winter!” you want to say.
“Isn’t she beautiful!
Don’t you wish she was yours?
I must be doing something right
To deserve a Winter like this.”
You go out to bask in your Winter,
Your glorious life-choices,
Your wonderful parenting.
That’s when Winter stops and howls,
Raging on the sidewalk,
Flailing, hitting, spitting,
Screaming.
You stand helpless,
Alone and wet.
Drowning in the humiliation
Of being caught unprepared
By this sudden tantrum.
The national news shakes its head.
“Isn’t that just like California
To have such a crazy Winter?
Those atmospheric rivers.
Those bomb cyclones.
California’s Winter is so crazy
They had to make up whole new weather names.”
Your family sends texts from places like Ohio.
“Are you okay?” they ask.
“We heard about your Winter.
Why don’t you move back East where Winters are normal?”
You struggle to explain,
“She’s not always like this.
She’s usually so well behaved.”
They shake their heads,
Grateful for their cold, predictable Winters,
Their impeccable life choices.
Your Winter takes a shuddering breath,
Stands up from the sidewalk,
And beams.
Snowflakes
In the quiet embrace of winter's chill, a world adorned in a pristine blanket of snow, each flake a delicate masterpiece, I come alive. The air, numbingly perfect, carries the scent of pine and the promise of a silent sanctuary. Trees stand as guardians, their branches heavy with the weight of glistening crystals, sparkling under the moon's tender glow. Footprints leave a temporary mark on the once blank canvas. Cozy hearths call to me, casting warm glows on faces adorned with rosy hues, as the world outside is hushed in a serene lullaby of snowfall. Winter.
Winter is Relative
There might come a time when
winter is not about snow fall but
about the whitewashed stucco
the slide of anticipatory dial tone
the noise of a vehicle but for now
it's about the picture postcard
softly falling fireside the curl
of smoke that escapes the mouth
of a mountain man lying on
the ground not sure if dead or
sleeping sound in nighting gown
obscuring the coolness of forehead
and collected reason of a silver capped
fountain pen in the pool of moonlight
that broaches the outside of the sill
with unearthly silences to wake...
02.11.2024
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