Prom night was an ugly disaster

My heart was hit with a blaster

GF kissed a man not worth after

I watched at the gate of disaster

My heart cracked then it shatter

I sat inside watching everyone

My heart sank felt like a heavy ton

My gf turned around and spun

Fake love shot me like a handgun

Till the time i don’t trust anyone

I never knew my gf would cheat

I running down the bloody street

My heart broke to the beat

I can’t stand this deceit

My mind is off beat

I need a ugly time sheet

My love is in retreat

I can’t even compete

My game is off set

I’m not even a threat

People lose a bet

They show disrespect

Live with no outlet

I’m so upset

Can’t cash a check

Time to reset

Ballin my eyes out

Lord end this now

I yell and shout

Oh please bailout

Love makes me doubt

No love right now

cant live it out

Prom night right now.

Everybody has rough days and rough nights, it’s all a part of life.

Yet in the middle of those rough instances you always have a person you want by your side during that time.

For me that is Anna, she is kind, she is trustworthy, and also I have a crush on her.

She always shows me signs that she loves me, which sometimes can be hard to predict.

I have never had a freind like her, who no matter the circumstances she will always be their.

She always tells me the good things going on her life, which brings joy in my heart.

Though when that time comes when she is going through a rough time I will be their with her every step of the way to make sure she doesn’t fall into sadness.

I’m so proud of her because she is now a manager at a resturaunt, were going to meet at the senior patio today during lunch.

I got a special gift for her for the great achievment she has accomplished.

Since the day I met her I can’t get her off my mind, I tried drawing my feelings for her off but it doesn’t work.

I showed her the drawings I drew, I precieved she was touched, she touched me on the leg and gave me compliments. She gave me her number, and a green heart made of fabric and told me to sow it in my sketchbook. She also lost her ID badge and needed to pay 5 dollars to get a new one, so I gave her five dollars. She had a temporary ID which is a sticker she put it in my sketchbook on the frontpage. My Birthday is in a week and I cant wait. I’m going to ask her if she can come to my birthday. She already asked if I wanted to hangout at the beach with her which I said yes. The future is unpredictable but only time will tell if this is true love. Yet the last day of highschool is going to be a great day because she is going to drive me home

Don’t go to deep in love that it catches you offguard.

Love is sometimes a traitor, that quakes the heart.

Love can make you go mad till you can’t live without it.

Love can also lead to the death of your entire soul.

Love is in our human nature, it can divide and also combine.

Love only lasts till the time you give it no attention at all.

Don’t over saturate love because it will run away forever.

Love if taken for granted can blind your eyes in deception.

No one is a love expert because they don’t know everybody

That is why you should be yourself and not other’s advice

If you feel uncomfortable listening to other people dont follow

You willl not be confident in your own abilities and will fail

Don't go to deep in love that it catches you offguard.

Love is sometimes a traitor, that quakes the heart.

Love can make you go mad till you can't live without it.

Love can also lead to the death of your entire soul.

Love is in our human nature, it can divide and also combine.

Love only lasts till the time you give it no attention at all.

Don't over saturate love because it will run away forever.

Love if taken for granted can blind your eyes in deception.

No one is a love expert because they don't know everybody

That is why you should be yourself and not other's advice

If you feel uncomfortable listening to other people dont follow

You willl not be confident in your own abilities and will fail

Everybody has rough days and rough nights, it’s all a part of life.

Yet in the middle of those rough instances you always have a person you want by your side during that time.

For me that is Anna, she is kind, she is trustworthy, and also I have a crush on her.

She always shows me signs that she loves me, which sometimes can be hard to predict.

I have never had a freind like her, who no matter the circumstances she will always be their.

She always tells me the good things going on her life, which brings joy in my heart.

Though when that time comes when she is going through a rough time I will be their with her every step of the way to make sure she doesn’t fall into sadness.

I’m so proud of her because she is now a manager at a resturaunt, were going to meet at the senior patio today during lunch.

I got a special gift for her for the great achievment she has accomplished.

Since the day I met her I can’t get her off my mind, I tried drawing my feelings for her off but it doesn’t work.

I showed her the drawings I drew, I precieved she was touched, she touched me on the leg and gave me compliments. She gave me her number, and a green heart made of fabric and told me to sow it in my sketchbook. She also lost her ID badge and needed to pay 5 dollars to get a new one, so I gave her five dollars. She had a temporary ID which is a sticker she put it in my sketchbook on the frontpage. My Birthday is in a week and I cant wait. I’m going to ask her if she can come to my birthday. She already asked if I wanted to hangout at the beach with her which I said yes. The future is unpredictable but only time will tell if this is true love. Yet the last day of highschool is going to be a great day because she is going to drive me home

Today I realized that family can sometimes be unpredictable.

You believe that they are on page with you, but later on you realize that they are not.

It’s hard being 19 and living in your parents house, yet sometimes you feel a sense of security when you live with them.

I have struggled sometimes living with my parents because I want to be my own man, be independant at the finest state.

I have one freind named Anna who believes in me, and never disappoints me, she has said I am not disabled in any way and i can reach any platform in life.

She is my joy and inspiration, and is a God given gift who I never want to be without in my life.

My parents believe that i’m not ready for the big life ahead of me because I missed my medicine a couple of times, which in fact i was in a hurry.

Lets keep in mind I been trying my hardest to be the most responsible man i can be to prove that I can be independant to my parents and my family.

I have been giving my parents the uttermost disrespect these 3 years in highschool.

Now that i’m a senior and I have a month left of highschool, I have realized it’s time for me to grow up and be my own man.

I’m worried about my future and it’s bringing me into tears because mom wants to put me in supervised housing where people come in and check on me.

Also I been put in a career development class where they teach me how to do a job, which the job i’m doing is too easy, and in fact I can do it in my sleep. After I graduate I will have to come back next year, Which is going put me in a state of depression.

Lets also keep in mind that my Dad has said to just finish out the school year because we may head back home to Auburndale. This my only last hope of being a free independant adult.

I want to go to the California Institute of the Arts to get a animation degree, and also get a bachelor in buisness.

I love my parents and my family dearly but I wish they knew how I felt, without precieving that I am manipulating which I regret doing my whole life.

Only time will tell how my future will be, but I will do whatever I can to reach the point to where I want to be.

Today I realized that family can sometimes be unpredictable.

You believe that they are on page with you, but later on you realize that they are not.

It’s hard being 19 and living in your parents house, yet sometimes you feel a sense of security when you live with them.

I have struggled sometimes living with my parents because I want to be my own man, be independant at the finest state.

I have one freind named Anna who believes in me, and never disappoints me, she has said I am not disabled in any way and i can reach any platform in life.

She is my joy and inspiration, and is a God given gift who I never want to be without in my life.

My parents believe that i’m not ready for the big life ahead of me because I missed my medicine a couple of times, which in fact i was in a hurry.

Lets keep in mind I been trying my hardest to be the most responsible man i can be to prove that I can be independant to my parents and my family.

I have been giving my parents the uttermost disrespect these 3 years in highschool.

Now that i’m a senior and I have a month left of highschool, I have realized it’s time for me to grow up and be my own man.

I’m worried about my future and it’s bringing me into tears because mom wants to put me in supervised housing where people come in and check on me.

Also I been put in a career development class where they teach me how to do a job, which the job i’m doing is too easy, and in fact I can do it in my sleep. After I graduate I will have to come back next year, Which is going put me in a state of depression.

Lets also keep in mind that my Dad has said to just finish out the school year because we may head back home to Auburndale. This my only last hope of being a free independant adult.

I want to go to the California Institute of the Arts to get a animation degree, and also get a bachelor in buisness.

I love my parents and my family dearly but I wish they knew how I felt, without precieving that I am manipulating which I regret doing my whole life.

Only time will tell how my future will be, but I will do whatever I can to reach the point to where I want to be.

It’s the year 2100 where the world is almost fully depleted of the rainforests and jungles. Man has took full advantage of its power over nature and the environment around them. Where man has no sense of fascination of the uniqueness between each living organism and their traits. When the human race began to believe in Evolution and that animals can adapt to the changes around their ecosystem, without knowing that the scientific monstrosity they believed would negatively affect the way they lived. The sensual belief of a creator was shrunk down to a group of believers who have to overcome the scrutiny, higher powers, and the face of death to save the human race and the organisms that we call Earth home.

Chapter 1: Born A Hero

Roger a 57 year old, former army staff sergeant, who was honorably discharged was in the Legendary Bar and Grill with his 32 year old son, Clyde, who was an injured veteran by a biological weapon unknown to everyone in the public except he and his dad. In the meantime he and his dad, Roger were discussing the topic of this weapon. “Dad do you know what the world would be like for me if there was no war? “You wouldn’t be a hero, Clyde” Roger said with encouragement. “Yeah, Dad but in today’s world no one gives any respect to war veterans” They only give respect to the ones who give us our energy from the environment, like Kenny Jackson” “What a Dictator”!!! “He doesn’t give us energy, he uses the environment to create biological weapons”!

“Clyde, I understand that Kenny is a wolf in sheep’s clothing but if we even try to expose his practices, Kenny’s public puppets will deliver us to him, and we would be a spliced lion’s dinner” Roger said. “Not If we have an army of thousand thirsty warriors that want the blood of Kenny and Envo Corporation” said Clyde. “Clyde even a thousand men who served around the world wouldn’t match the firepower of Kenny and his corporation”, “first he has the United Nations on his side, the Russian government provide him one-fourth of their military personnel and supplies, and you know the media if we go against him, they will do what they always have done, make the good seem bad and the bad seem good” Roger said. “Dad are you telling me that you would just sit around knowing that the human race is in jeopardy” Clyde said with frustration. “I’m not saying that”! “I’m saying it’s best to just to avoid any confrontations” said Roger. “I can’t believe you Dad, if you’re not going to join me I will fight without you, I was born a hero, and my brain damage from that dictator’s actions is not going to stop me”! Clyde left the bar and headed to parking lot, he saw his nice 1969 Chevy Camaro. KABOOM! The car went up in flames and Clyde was knocked of his feet, all he could see was flashes of light. Roger was in the Bar “oh no” Roger ran out the door to the parking lot “Clyde! Clyde! You ok Clyde” said Roger. “I’m ok I just got to get up” Clyde Grimaced. “Stay Down! stay down”! Roger looked around and saw a mysterious man in a black van driving off across street. First you injure my son, and now you try to kill him, you messed with the wrong sergeant” Roger said out of anger. ‘Come on Clyde lets get out of here’ Roger picked him up and put him in his car. “Where are we going Dad” said Clyde. “We are going to a place where that son of a pest doesn’t know” Roger said

I’m on the way to freedom.

Freedom offered it’s gifts of joy.

It offered the gift to choose my own destiny.

So I can impact the world in glamorous ways.

I’m on my way to freedom.

My future is shown clear as day.

I’t shines because of my forefathers.

I’t thrives like flowers in rich soil.

I’m on my way to freedom.

Chains no longer bind my soul.

My scars heal from head to toe.

I sing with joy without persecution.

I’m on the platform of freedom.

It’s finally here to comfort me.

The breadth of life fills my cavity.

I’m able to live another day.

Divine Love is not ordinary love

Divine Love is from the heavens above

You can never can get deprived of divine love

Nor You never have to do heavy labor to get divine love.

Men can’t comprehend this very subject

For divine love in all it’s glory is perfect.

The unprejudiced is what divine love protects

The intolerants and the partisans is what it detects.

Divine love scares the evil demise of this world.

Divine love shuts the sinisters in the underworld

For the great demise in hell he is always curled

Cursing mankind to which he envys them in the real world.