The dark side in my heart is

grief from the past that cannot be wiped away.

It’s alright, for I don’t give a damn.

I fired my blaster and stretched out my hands.

I’ve detached my life from myself so that I could gaze into the picture frame.

However, there’s no proof of my existence, and I can barely even protect my very self.

The path I’ve been avoiding and unable to pass has been like this for a while.

And then, everyone has disappeared off it...

Destiny can eat shit and die.

If I can’t achieve something, I will cry for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world, an aria of love resounds.

Things such as the distorted real world, twisted wishes,

or the ideals and tomorrows that are crumbling away,

they’ve become so tedious that I want to just throw them away.

Goodbye, precious life.

The dark cloud in my heart is clearing up,

and light is shining onto my path.

Let’s fight, without any fear, with a double-edged sword brandished over our head.

My life is not so lonesome, for I am being guided by the voices of my comrades.

With the proof of my existence reaffirmed, I released my very self.

The path I’ve been avoiding

and unable to pass has always been like this.

Now my hesitation has completely dissipated...

Destiny can eat shit and die.

I will be a reckless daredevil and cry for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world, I can hear an aria of love.

Things such as the writhed world wish to be fulfilled,

or weak grumblings, I have already crushed them with my hands.

The more I threw it away,

the more precious it became; it’s my precious life.

Destiny can eat shit and die.

If I can’t achieve something, I will cry for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,

an aria of love resounds.

Things such as the distorted real world, twisted wishes,

or the ideals and tomorrows that are crumbling away, they’ve become so tedious that I want to just throw them away.

Goodbye, precious life.

I will simply repaint my destiny.

Even if I become covered in wounds, I’ll try for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,

I still sing about love. Things such as the writhed world wish to be fulfilled, or the bond and the future we are starting to build up and consolidate, they are still precious in the end even when I have thrown them away.

It’s my precious life

Inexperienced

Heartless

But even so

Be beautiful

No Destiny, unworthy

If it’s like this, then probably things will go well

If we just talk as if it’s never enough

Things, money, love, words,

I’m tired of self-asserting myself already

Déjà vu, what are you so unsatisfied about?

You’ve said all sorts of selfish things,

What more could you possibly want?

I kind of don’t mind that about you

Honestly, “I’m sick of hearing that line”

The one thing I don’t want is ambiguousness

Enough. Even if you say to do this or that,

Even if you say love me, or why?

It’s easy if it’s just for fun

How many times are those worn out unexpectedly

Are serious words going to be used?

We were hoping anyway, even if it was a fixed race,

Even all those quoted phrases,

Making backtracking words taboo,

Take a hint, don’t let it rain

I don’t like dull conversations

All I want is the minimum amount necessary, please tell me in under two characters

The crimson butterfly would never send any type of texts

It just opens its frail fan-like wings, isn’t that more attractive

It’s just a mystery

If you can’t respond, please leave me alone

If you’re lost, please go away

If the most important things aren’t being taken care of,

But if you shower me with

Words that are supposed to make me feel better

Wouldn’t it make you want to open an umbrella too?

Just like this

I just wanted to keep hoping, and I closed my eyes

I wanted to change things, so I tried to act older than I was

But I lost it, and I couldn’t go back in time

So please, please don’t stop showering me with those words right now

Copy, Paste and Delete. I just keep repeating

I inhaled and exhaled

But

That’s okay, I just want to be here

I give up

Even if you tell me to do something for you.

Even when you ask me why you should love me

It’s easy for you to just play around but when it comes to a serious relationship everything is just chaos

Those lies you tell me without thinking

Should be considered taboo, don’t you think?

I think

I was hopeful, even though the outcome was already predetermined

Let’s get rid of those phrases that we keep telling each other

I’ll stop habitually going up on my toes

Please god, judge the situation and make sure it’s not sunny today

It rains again today

Let’s just put down the umbrella and get wet as we go home

I’ll Picture your smiling face within the dazzling

Wind

At the moment when I can be honest

Shaken by the smallest things, I’m vexed with my weak self

Even when I want to cry, I looked up

There’s something that only I can do

I won’t give up; I’ll keep protecting you

At and unstopping speed, my feelings overflow

I don’t want to lose; I want to shine more than

Anyone

Even on a day when I can’t see see the stars, light

exists , I’m sure

Believing...is wishing for the future

Because we can meet in that sky

Disagreement is painful, my chest aches with

tears

When it’s tomorrow, will it disappear…?

For the next stage, I’ll create a strong me

There are things I’ll lose, too, but that’s still okay

You can’t grasp it if you only hang your head

Don’t miss your chance that only comes once

With honest eyes, let’s shine on the world

For the first time, I learned that I can’t do

Anything alone

I’ll go beyond the dream I told the moon, forever

It won’t end… prayers, reach there

Pierce through those clouds

That’s wight, don't be afraid

You should unhesitatingly fly with all your might,

You’ll be alright

Please tell me, no matter when, talk some more

I believe you,i can get over the lonely nights

You,re next to me, and just with that…

At an unstopping speed, my feelings overflow

I don’t want to lose; I want to shine more than

Anyone

Even on a day when i can’t see the stars, light

Exists, I’m sure

Believing… is wishing for the future

Because we can meet in that sky

Because we can meet in that sky...

Your lips so soft and red, 

the thought of kissing you is stuck in my head. 

Your beauty so bright and warm, 

shinning through the darkest storm.

Your eyes sparkle like stars in the night sky.

When I stare into them I feel like I am soaring high.

My love for you is pure and true.

I never stop thinking of you.

The sound of your voice saying, "I love you," makes my heart pound, 

because I know my one and only I've truly found.

I promise to love you for every moment of forever, 

and when everything else crumbles, I will never.

I am your armor to protect you from harm, 

like you are to me, a lucky charm.

For you are my heart, my soul.

Baby, you are my whole world. 

There’s a lizard in my shower;

Manatees in my pond.

Ants snuck in my bran flakes

To build a little farm.

Dog sleeps on the sofa,

Kitty on my chair.

Critters seem to do just fine,

As if I wasn’t there.

Mosquitoes buzz my hair-do;

Moths dance on my lamp.

Flies fly by & dive-bomb.

(Hate those little tramps!)

If they do this while I’m livin’

& treat me with no dread,

What will all these creatures do

When I’m finally dead?

A mother sings a lullaby

Night is nigh

The Child sleeps

Full of peace....

Knowing that angels

Keep watch through

Each passing hour.

A mother whispers

Into her little one's ear

You deserve better Dear

Reach for the stars....

Even aim for the moon

Follow the beat of your heart

There's no greater tune.

At times that look's

For me, 

And then when

She goes out...

Into the belly of the 

Naked city...

...I'll very rarely know 

Her route.

Sometimes in her

High heeled 

Shoes,

And low cut dress

That slides 

Into the shadow of

Her perfect breasts...

...I'll see a love

That hides,

And ponder over

Who will hold her,

Turn her under

Light...

...Marvel at 

Each subtle 

Nuance,

Regardless of 

How slight.

At times that look's 

For me,

And then 

She'll dress in 

The night sky...

...Draped in stars,

That shine and sparkle...

Forced to live so high.

Tell me what

You dream, 

Sweet star?...

...Your blue rose

Now in bloom.

...The night is 

Teaching you so

Much...

...I long for your 

Perfume

To rouse me 

From my 

Dark persuasion...

...At times that look's

For me.

...While all 

My high 

Hopes 

Stick to raising...

I'll see you in my

Dreams.

©

2017

Bunny Villaire 

You noticed the times I yelled at you to eat your veggies.

You noticed the time I didn't allow you to go out with your friends.

And you noticed the time I was mad at you for not obeying me.

But little one..

You didn't notice me checking up on you at night to see if you're safe.

You didn't notice the pain in my eyes when I saw you ill.

And you most definitely didn't notice how it broke me to not have a conversation with you..

It's because I love you that I have to keep checking you. I just want you to be the best my little one.