Letter 1 of 1000 & BEYOND-GRATITUDE
Dear God,
Today, I want to thank you. I recently noticed that I have been demotivated lately. I don't know if it's pre-period blues or something else entirely but I want to thank you for dragging me out of it as you always do. When I fall into the depths of my own doubts you pick me up and when I feel like my worth is depreciating, you remind that I'm actually special as a child of God, blessed and worth more than I know. Thank you for being you - the merciful loving forgiving God and thank you for allowing us to share your good news with others, all of humankind which you love.
With love,
Lees345
The Quiet Conquerers
Four strangers sit across from one
another in a packed room,
where talking and words pulled
from a written script are expect
to be clearly heard.
It'll stay this way for a while
until they're comfortable
enough to strike up a talk
on their own, but until then
there they sit with each other
throwing and catching glances
yet not one utters a word.
They don't know each other,
obviously...
but a connection exists in the air.
The glances speak volumes of their interest in each other, the thoughts
are such as these, lingering in their heads:
I wonder what stories you carry.
Are your dreams parallel to mine?
What would you say is paramount
to you always?
Do you always wear a smile?"
The teeth come apart in something of
a social attempt.
Sadly, the throat and lips never cooperate so the tongue is made to stay.
Time is up,
Time to call it quits
for the evening, until next Friday
promptly at five for the silent
socializers of this introvert club
who understand all too well that
introversion will take a while
to overcome, however to that end, they'll
work till they're there.
The Quiet Conquerers
Four strangers sit across from one
Four strangers sit across from one another in a packed room,
where talking and words pulled
from a written script are expect
to be clearly heard.
It'll stay this way for a while
until they're comfortable
enough to strike up a talk
on their own, but until then
there they sit with each other
throwing and catching glances
yet not one utters a word.
They don't know each other,
obviously...
but a connection exists in the air.
The glances speak volumes of their interest in each other, the thoughts
are such as these, lingering in their heads:
I wonder what stories you carry.
Are your dreams parallel to mine?
What would you say is paramount to you always?
What would you say is paramountto you always?
Do you always wear a smile?"
The teeth come apart in something of
The teeth come apart in something of a social attempt.
Sadly, the throat and lips never cooperate so the tongue is made to stay.
Time is up,
Time to call it quits
for the evening, until next Friday promptly at five for the silent socializers of this introvert club who understand all too well that introversion will take a while to overcome, however to that end, they'll work till it's done.
for the evening, until next Fridaypromptly at five for the silent
for the evening, until next Friday promptly at five for the silent socializers of this introvert club
for the evening, until next Friday promptly at five for the silent socializers of this introvert club who understand all too well that
for the evening, until next Friday promptly at five for the silent socializers of this introvert club who understand all too well thatintroversion takes a while
for the evening, until next Friday promptly at five for the silent to overcome, however to that end, they'll
for the evening, until next Friday promptly at five for the silent to overcome, however to that end, they'llwork till they're there.
The Return
Dear Miss Grey,
You probably are not expecting me to respond to your simple question asking how we spent our summer vacation, with such shocking honesty as I am about to but I feel that I owe it to you, not to lie. I don't like it! I don't like having to return to school after experiencing a taste of summer awesomeness: the lemonade, the PlayStation gaming, the pools, the parties!
I had tons of fun but when August 31st arrived, I was heartbroken. Like Phineas and Ferb, I felt like more fun could've been had but thanks for asking!
The Echo of Love’s Departure
Our introduction of love came as suddenly and luminously as the rising of the sun boasting colourful hues, setting the scene of a cherished love on the horizon in front of me. The initial spark and happiness of our relationship swept me clean off my feet. Cloud nine couldn't reach me, I was above and beyond happy.
We were happy for a time but they say all good things must come to an end. For me and you-this was our beginning of end. The story of the gradual unraveling of our love, once firm then unflattering, there they were-some hundred red flags. Signs of a growing distance and fading affection, miscommunications and the death of a relationship.
The sudden departure of love filled my heart with shock and pain, the realization that love once in my grasp is slipping away. The final moments of togetherness before the inevitable parting are the hardest. Your feelings linger and so do your hands on the soon-to-be ex-love beside you.
There's an aftermath of lost love. Its associates are feelings of emptiness and void. Sometimes, depression can ensue. You sit in the balcony of the bright quiet calm of the sun's embrace where memories flood. Ones that can haunt and comfort in equal measure once you regret as you reflect on them truly.
True Love is a gift, a present one gives to another freely. It is not envious or boastful, arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way, it is not irritable or resentful nor does it rejoice at wrongdoing but it rejoices in the truth. Love leaves you with the impression that it is better to know it and have it, than to not know or have it at all. This was the wisdom and knowledge I got from that experience I called love.
A deeper reflection on love left me feeling gratitude for the lessons and experiences shared.
Though I'm experiencing the enduring impact of lost love and the bittersweet nostalgia that follows, I've accepted love's departure as a painful but necessary journey that one may experience as you live.
In conclusion, the wisdom gained from lost love can last an eternity. However long that may be on this side of the stream. I'll acknowledge the enduring beauty and significance of a life with love, though now for a moment in mine, I've lost it. Now for a moment in time, it's absent.
The Breath Between
I inhale deeply.
And take notice yes of the disharmony.
The hustle and bustle of life colliding in
a whirlwind of movement and sound.
With a symphony of discordant notes filling the air round. Something like an orchestra of honking horns and screeching brakes or the cacaphony of voices like clashing waves.
Troublesome tyrants in my brain.
In the Pause, the suspended moment, exploration commences in the respite of quietude. Search begins for calm. Once found.
I exhale fully.
And release with that fleeting vapour the
dirt of emotions that were the cause of my worry, stress and certain anxiety.
Life can be like that, sometimes all too suddenly. Before you know it, your head's hot and your clear path is fogged with the misery of uncertainty. The bombardment can take its toll on your sanity.
Spiritually, Physically, Mentally.
That's one of those moments when you meditate: "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you".
The Art of Letting Go: A Tale about Forgiveness
Kazuya's phone pings - a notification follows.
Suddenly, he barges into the living room showing a photo
of his wife Lavonne with another man.
"What is the meaning of this photo, Lavonne?
Approaching and grabbing her hand roughly he demands an answer to quell his anger.
Approaching and grabbing her hand roughly he demands an answer to quell his anger.
"Who is this?"
His wife responds: "You're getting worked up over nothing, Kazuya. This is not what you think it is!"
His grip tightens around her wrist, "Answer the question!"
Continuing, "He's an old classmate from secondary school in forever. It's nothing but a coincidence that we met each other again as we were both buying our coffees and lunches
at the same cafe on third street....Satisfied?!...Now, let go!"
she responded demanding that he adhere to her wishes however he does not and his anger only intensifies. He elevates his hand.
"What? Are you going to start beating me now?!" Finally, as he regains his senses, he utters, "Forgive me!" She sighs a breath of relief.
"What? Are you going to start beating me now?!" Finally, as he regains his senses, he utters, "Forgive me!"
She sighs a breath of relief.
"I was just about to do something unthinkable to you - something that never should have crossed my mind or manifest...forgive me."
Lavonne mustering all her strength says, "I forgive you, Kazuya...but I also can't do this anymore. You need to change!
There's barely any trust between us and I fear that sooner or later our marriage will crumble because of it. I don't want that!
I still love you!"
Tears shed from her eyes as she struggles to stop herself from bawling, "Something's missing in this relationship and I don't think I can spot it if I stay here...with you...right now. So, I'm leaving to go stay at my mother's house in the country."
Later that night, as Lavonne lay in her bed, she picked up on the
subtle clues that her mom was dropping as she told her stories about her and her dad's rocky relationship. Their relationship had been on the brink of collapse many times but stayed intact due to their reliance on prayers, Bible verses, and when they learned what marriage is actually about: maturity of both partners, trust and amicable communication based on truth which removes doubt and suspicion, respect among others.
This was a great comfort to her but her mother in her wisdom wasn't done there so she asked,
"You said you forgave him when you two had that fight, didn't you?...At that time, Did you forgive him with your heart or just your mouth?"
Lavonne bit her lips into a purse position. It was a glaringly obvious signal to her mother that she was embarrassed to say that she meant the latter.
With that in mind, her mother answered, "Yes, well...for those times when the forgiveness doesn't come that easily, it helps to remember to forgive 70 x 7 daily says the Lord....Darling, sometimes it's hard but once you give it to Him it's not impossible to forgive others!
She smiles gently, "You two will definitely make it. Just put Jesus at the center of your marriage. It'll be okay."
Fairytale World...
When you said
this line of words to me
it hit me like a rock
To think now that a
simple sentence you
uttered spoke of
unseen truths about that
which I knew not a lot about.
The content of the
7 o'clock news merely touched
on the matter though
there was so much of it
then as is there is now
sadly it's as clear as day to me
more than ever now.
Imagine as a child hearing
the shocking uncomfortable truth that snakes which you
thought as evil, sinister in
their tracks - dangerous
ain't got nothing on the likes
and insidious works of humans.
The truth isn't always fun to hear in fact we might want
to erase but it's better than
believing the world is a
fairytale or a game that you
get to replay when it is
but no such place.
Insatiability
Insatiable is a word that hides a darker colder truth for it speaks of humanity's greed that crawls deeply and subtly in the human heart but displays itself for all to then see.
Forever yearning with a fierce hunger for what's not ours even with the wealth of all riches we have gathered is not enough.
Always craving and salivating over our neighbour's treasures never satisfied with what we ourselves possess. Our greed knows no bounds as we go in search still for more power.
Humility, a virtue can be lost
in the pursuit of vain thoughts.
We grasp for what we can
at the cost of swiping from the neighbour's hand.
How good would contentment and humility be so that no sense of grace and mercy towards another is lost in selfish vanity.
Therefore, it's a good idea to put greed and insatiability
back on the shelves and see the beauty in what we have.
Unstained & Unstrained...
Five little babies so small and cute, each a bundle of joy though they may be born prematurely.
Resources it will take to keep them all surviving and healthy.
No matter, they bring blessings to their mother and father who are thankful for this miraculous 1 in 55 million of a rarity.
But there's no denying that caring for and raising them will take a lot out of them both emotionally and
Five tiny fingers of ones born after the next, through their position in and later exiting the womb.
As they live and grow, the uniqueness of their solid bond in love and support, they'll show. From infancy to childhood, they'll explore and learn about the world.
There will be moments of laughter, happiness and sadness spilling into portions of their lives but joy they will retain. For the odds of them being together and alive are odds they'll take any day.
Five little heartbeats in a symphony of harmonies will grow, tall into adulthood and beyond but their connection will still remain unstained and unstrained blossoming into more so than before, every precious day.