Trust is something that can’t be gained easily. Trust is what makes a bond. Trust is what you regret giving to those, who you thought would be there for you at all times. I can trust my family, I can barely trust my friends, and I definitely can’t trust a stranger. Call it experience, but I used to trust everyone I met. The benefit of the doubt started to fade away when I noticed that my trust that I gave often got misused. But it’s not their fault it’s mine. It’s my fault for even opening up to them. Nowadays, I’m just a closed book, and those I trust I have known for a long time. Trust goes a long way. Trust means you can count on anyone, trust means you can have someone always to lean on. I don’t know if anyone trusts me, but I never ever talk to anyone about anyone else’s problems so i wouldn’t see why not. But to each his own.

I hate the world. Not the earth as a planet, but what’s in it. Not the core, but whatever that annoying creature is that breathes and walks. Not the animals, but the disgusting things that are taking this earth’s life away. People. I hate people. But not all people. People who can turn a great day into a bad one. People who can tell what your going through and make things worse. People that don’t care about what you’re going through, and make it worse. People that discriminate against another person for being themselves. People who feel so bad for themselves and just play victim. People who pretend to be nice to you just to get something out of it. People who stab you in the back. There are so much more, but it’s these people that I think of when I hear the word hate.

The clock struck midnight and he knew he had to be home soon. His house was not that far, but it seemed he was walking down an endless paved road. He was walking in the freezing cold with his ripped black jacket and dark blue jeans, and if someone were to see him, they could easily mistake him for even a shadow. That’s when he heard a noise. He began to run. Where was his mind? What was he thinking about that got him so distracted? That’s when he realized it was just all in his head. And he finally woke up.

My friend, it has only been a few weeks since you left this earth, and I wish I had told you lots of things. I wish I had told you how much you meant to me as a friend, a brother, and someone who was just a great person overall. You left so early, too early, but I can only do my best and live in dedication to you. No matter what, you always found time to keep in touch with me and even though I left the school we both attended, you kept me as a part of your life. You were the most positive person I know, and was always himself no matter what. I miss you bud, and I can’t wait to see you when my time comes.