Did she expect it to hurt? Yes

Did she expect it to be awkward? Yes

Did she expect to feel lonely and empty after? No

But that’s what she got. Although it was their first time, what she least expected was that he’d turn away from her the moment he was done. She wanted progress and he gave her an end. She loved him so much to give herself over to him, which she shouldn’t have.

Does she expect to move on? Yes

Pieces shattered

Scattered everywhere

They’re black and some are white

Broken gruesomely

As if thrown at a wall

From a distance,

They lay

Waiting for someone

To come pick them up

To put them back together

To fix the mess.

But I know

From deep in my heart

That no one will come

That these pieces could never be whole again,

These heavily shattered pieces of my heart.

- It's a Sunday

- Got to clean my room

- Got to do 1 week's worth of laundry

- Got a project deadline looming ahead

- Grocery shopping

- Feed the cat or he'll bite me... again

- Water next door plants cause they trust me, a complete stranger, I don't even know why

- Brush me teeth cause my mouth has started to stink

- Get up because it's the normal thing to do

- Eat something else I might die

- Sleep some more cause it's good for the skin...

Cracked,

Shattered,

Reflecting your soul.

(First time trying this! Thanks for the oppurtunity ! )

@Danceinsilence

She lay there trapped

Beneath a dried leaf

Beside a twig

Wet

And alone

With her light

Her own light

That shone from her heart

Burning out.

She used to be a wanderer

Through night and day.

She used to fly

Wings spread, free and gay.

She travelled through the forests

Over the plains

Across the water

Never tired

Never paused

Until that one fateful day.

On a dawn so beautiful

With light reflecting

From the dew drops

Like sparkling crystals,

She was skipping

From leaf to leaf

Lost in her thoughts

When she first saw him.

A human boy

A face so kind

With a warm smile as he slept.

Such a peaceful face, she'd thought.  

She perched on a branch

And watched him from afar.

The boy came every day

And she watched him from afar

She smiled when the boy smiled

Frowned when he frowned

She admired him

And she knew she loved him.

She was aware

Of the frightening myth

Among the fairies,

That if fairies fall in love they die,

But she didn't care anymore.

The boy was all that mattered

She devoted

Her remaining breath

To watch the boy

To wish him joy

Until one day

The boy stopped coming.

So, as she lay there trapped

Beneath the dried leaf

Beside the twig

Though alone

She was not lonely.

For her heart

Was filled with the boy.

Her light was burning out

But it didn't matter,

Cause her face showed not

The tiniest bit of sorrow.

Beautiful, she thought to herself

As her light burned out

Into the darkness.

.....

#fairy #love

I was a lonely wanderer

In the darkness of the night

The black clouds stretched across the sky

They hid the moon so bright.

Feeling scared, lost and unsure,

Through the shadows I slowly crept.

Passing by those peaceful inns,

Where the other wanderers slept.

It was dark as the underworld

And the silence never ceased.

Fear crawled up through my skin,

The caution I felt never eased.

And then, amidst the closing darkness,

I see a shimmer of light.

A tiny glow of hope swells in me,

And I gather my strength, my will, my might.

I walk towards the flicker of life,

Ignoring the darkness creeping now.

It's the only thing that keeps me going,

Prevents me from falling down.

At last I reach the source of hope,

And a surge of joy flows through me.

For, standing there with a lamp in his hand,

Was my beloved father, waiting for me.

Just say it once,

I need to hear it from you.

I know now, I truly do

That you feel it too.

When you look me in the eye,

My head's a garbled mess.

Coherence jumps out the window

I'm dazzled more or less.

I hate that you can make me feel

Happy, crazy and confused at once.

I hate that your annoying smirk

Stands out among a million ones.

You are what my heart desires

Binding my body and soul.

You hold the key to my entire existence

You complete me, you make me whole.

So, say it, I must ask of you

Those three words that mark my beginning and my end

For I need to hear it from you

To let my torn heart mend.