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SalingerTwain
Just when I thought I had left the island of loneliness, its waves dragged me right back to the shore.
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SalingerTwain
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A Letter to My Father

Dear Dad,

If the day should ever come

for me to have children of my own,

Then I shall be wary of the day

they ask me what you were like

Because I

Do not have much of an answer

With each passing day

my memories of you

Get fuzzier and fuzzier

Even now, I can only recall certain moments

When I used to be able to recall

Entire days

of just you and me

But now all that I am Left with

is the feeling

Of a Library having been burnt to the ground

Every now and again

When I wallow

just a little too much in my insecurities

An Eight year old me taps my shoulders

His memories of you fully intact

Oh how I wish,

I could ask that eight year old about you

If only to remember all that I had forgotten

But he is just an echo of my own memories

From before the Library was burnt down

My own Alexandria

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SalingerTwain in Stream of Consciousness
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Dear Mom,

I can not put your love into words

And the more I learn of your past

The more I realize

That I didn’t know you

Not really

You were able to see the depths of my soul

While I barely scratched the surface of yours

I would do anything to have one more day…

One more hour…

One more minute…

To see you again

You were stronger than I knew

braver than I could comprehend

Wiser than I wanted to believe

If God is unconditional love

Then I must admit

That I would have trouble

Distinguishing you from the Lord

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Your thoughts on equality.
Have at it.
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SalingerTwain in Philosophy
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The Fight Continues

Equality.

It seems so simple

Yet so difficult to obtain.

My culture is fetishized

Its ideas are stolen,

packaged, and sold for profit

at the expense of my people

My culture

It’s deemed problematic

The source of society’s ills

Despite the fact

that we built this country on our backs

Our story deemed irrelevant

Unworthy of history’s remembrance

The incredible accomplishments

of my people

Erased from history.

Equality

The fight goes on

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SalingerTwain
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The Double Conscious Man

“It is a peculiar sensation this double consciousness, this sense of always looking at one’s self through the eyes of others, of measuring one’s soul by the tape of a world that looks on in amused contempt and pity. One ever feels his twoness, - an American, a Negro, two souls, two thoughts two unreconciled strivings; two warring ideas in one dark body, whose dogged strength alone keeps it from going asunder”

- W.E.B. Du bois (Souls of Black Folk, 1903)

The Midsummer night has finally arrived

and the Double Conscious Man

who Lost and Neglected

the Creeping hours of time

finally Tires of waiting on Freedom

finally Tires of

the Incremental pace of Justice

he Weeps into the night

Hoping that Joy comes in the morning

for grass Grows in a burnt field

and his Scorched soul

can feel the ever Gentle breeze

one that is

both Nurturing and Uncaring

both Loving and Hateful

full of Compassion and Regret

But Atlas,

even glory Fades

The pain

of the Double Conscious Man

is the nostalgia of the Powerful

And it Blinds the eyes of a nation

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SalingerTwain
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The Day After (7/20/2020)

My mind switches

from reminiscing the past

to worrying about the future

All the while demanding

I live in the present

Trapped between the past, present, & future

Time has lost all meaning

Minutes last an eternity

While days last but only a second

And it it is here

Where I have been forced to resided

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SalingerTwain
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What Shouldn’t Have Been

I was a child that wasn’t suppose to be born. When my mother was just three years old, she was diagnosed with Sickle Cell Anemia. The doctors told my grandmother that mom wouldn’t live long enough to become an adult. When she became an adult, doctors told my mom that if she ever got pregnant she would die during childbirth. Two years later, she was pregnant with her one and only child. Me. She brought me into this world and despite what the doctors had said we both went home a few days later. She saw me graduate high school in 2016 and she saw me graduate college in May of 2020. She passed away on July 19, 2020. She is deeply missed and forever loved. She was 55.

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SalingerTwain
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Texas bama

I am from sweet potato pies, red velvet cakes,

cornbread, and collard greens.

I am from big yards, blistering heat, and

crowded Churches filled with women runnin’ up and down the aisle cryin’ thank you Jesus

I am from stop walkin’ in and out that door

And you better get yo ass inside this house

I am from Daddy Boo

telling me his war stories

from Korea and Vietnam

I am from lighting fireworks

with Paw Paw and Grandma Ann

Of Dad driving down Alabama country roads

with the radio blasting so loud

it hurts my ears

I am from cousins singin’ and dancin’ at bbqs

And rooms filled with the laughter

of drunk Aunts and Uncles

telling old embarrassing stories

of their youth.

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15 word challenge: "You ever notice how..."
Write 15 words, four of which must be: "you ever notice how" ... so really it's an 11 word challenge.
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SalingerTwain
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You ever notice how we never truly appreciate better days until they are distance memories?

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write an original, impactful one-line sentence
Write ONE sentence, no more, no less, that will impact your reader. It must be original. (I've been obsessed lately with writing one-line sentences, if u looked at my account XD) I wanna see what you guys have... BLOW ME AWAY--and tag me! :D
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SalingerTwain
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Expectations

I thought we were Romeo and Juliet, but it turns out that I was Julius Cesar and he was Brutus.

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SalingerTwain in Journal
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Recent Events

Dear America,

It's been a minute since I've had thoughts that I'd wish to express on paper. Lately though, tons of thoughts have been swirling about excitedly around in my head like an 1980's suburban middle class white woman who accidently walked in a clearance sale at Costco's. I've been thinking about all the recent events that has occurred lately. Covid-19, mass unempolyment, the taking down of confederate statues, and the Black Lives Matter protest that have occured in the wake of George Floyd's death. Most importantly though, I've been thinking about how their all connected.

America. 2020 has exposed the horrible intersection of your broken healthcare sysytem, your classist and racist two tiered justice system, and the fragility of your economy. Many thought your economy was somewhat stable, but it turns out that your economy was more fragile than a glass vase being thrown off the roof of a 20 storied building. America, you could not save the more than a quarter of a million people who have already died of Covid-19. You could not give peace of mind to the millions of people who have lost their jobs as a result of this pandemic. You could not protect George Floyd or Eric Garner, or Tamir Rice, or Breonna Taylor, or Sandra Bland or the countless number of people who died as a result of police brutality. In fact, many of their killers still have a badge and a gun. America. 2020 has taught us the one thing you wanted us to never find out. You can't protect your citizens. Not from pandemics, Not from an economic crisis. Not from police brutality or civil unrest. And you certainly can't protect them when all of them are occuring at once. No, you are far too concerned about the foundations of your free market fundamentalism and the sensibilities of the profesional managerial class. Now they want change. And their going to get it.

#journal #letter #politics #recentevents #change #policebrutality #covid-19 #coronavirus #civilunrest #America #economiccrisis #unempolyment #GeorgeFloyd # BreonnaTaylor #georgefloyd #breonnataylor #thoughts #blacklivesmatter

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