Surrounded
I’m surrounded
By the innermost thoughts of my anxiety and depression
Flying around my head like hawks
trying to confuse me and trick me
into being their prey
And right when I think I’m safe
they attack
to let me know
that I’m never
ever
safe.
-Z
Sorry this is so short! I just didn’t know what else to add to it..
Universial
When I get angry I become universally unstable.
My mind races to different dimesions searching for another way out to leave this anger filling my soul and starting a riot within my brain.
Creating curves and cracks within my cranium, be I stand in my anger lost and confused.
My heart starts to race rapidly and I begin to become depressed and confused as I see peace in one world, but chaos in another.
I begin to tremble in fear when my anger takes over and I feel my veins feel with adernaline.
i begin to quiver my lips as my tongue begins to swirl and prepare deadly words aimed to kill.
When I get angry all I see are worlds, different lives I could where this very anger could have been avoided or to where my anger takes over.
I ponder at my emotions and feelings, but I stand in my own right faced with the rights and wrongs of what is to be done.
Sparta
Madness is waiting for a moment, a thing, a person who will make you happy.
Why madness?
- Because that’s the name of the illness that will come over you, while waiting for that thing who will bring meaning to your live.
So happiness is meaning ?
- Yes, because what else?
Why Sparta?
- Because Xerxes believed that he needs to rule the world in order to feel complete, but king leonidas said “madness?” Not here, here we are minimalists and happy with our simple life, because “this is Sparta”!