In my veins, a tale of tragedy weaves,

A legacy of sorrow that never leaves.

Each heartbeat echoes a mournful tune,

A melancholy melody beneath the moon.

Generations past, their trials I bear,

Their losses etched in my every stare.

From ancient wounds, my spirit draws,

Strength amidst life's relentless claws.

Yet, in this blood, a resilience thrives,

Through tears and pain, hope survives.

For tragedy's mark is not my end,

But a journey where I transcend.

So let my voice speak of resilience found,

In the depths where sorrow once crowned.

With courage forged from trials deep,

I rise, I stand, I dare to weep.

For in my veins, though tragedy may flow,

It shapes me, molds me, yet I grow.

A testament to the human soul's might,

In every darkness, there's a dawn's light.

October is a new chapter for me.

It's the time when sun shines

And my skin doesn't hide.

It's like the burning ember

Flowing in my vein.

They can set me on fire

But October always makes me shine.

I feel my soul turning red,

As if I'll eat the sun if it ever tries to burn me instead.

The moon goes further and the emptiness whip,

I used to wonder if the ghost will take my breath.

But then the October came with lots of witches that can use stupid spells,

I should be afraid but all I see is my strong will to stay.

People say October is haunted and I agree

Because from now I am also a living dark spell.

The house of mine,

Doesn't even shine.

It has a black wall,

Where my demons crawl.

Haunted with words

that pretty much sounds wrong.

How will I call it my home

when it feels nothing but a dome?

Tears dry on the couches textile

I wanna go home...

But I'm stuck in this dark hole.

Hide, hide from every ride.

They are dangerous, they won't let us glide.

Hide, hide from every lie

They make us plead but we still hide.

Marks on my skin, they took the blade;

Didn't see me bleed, they just put the blame.

Hide, hide from every guy

Who left us alone, with soggy fries?

Oh! I bit it and it turned out dry!

Hide, hide before it dies

The falling sky and a sad goodbye.

Hide, hide from the lover boy

Who'll love enough

but you will still hide.

They made me hollow

and screamed for the love I borrowed.

Hide, hide from the child

She'll get broken, if she sees you getting bruises.

So hide, hide... Before all of them eat your pride.

"Why I'm not in love with you?" I sigh and drop my head in my hand.

He comes closer. So close that I can feel the air he's exhaling.

"Because", He whispers in my ear."If you were in love with me, It would have been perfect. And this life can't bear perfect things."

He pulls himself away from me. I look up into his eyes his eyes are shining in love. Glowing and telling me that he's the only one who'll love me always. Like the moon always orbits the earth. But here I am, even after knowing

everything, feeling every bit of love he has for me, I couldn't make myself fall in love with him. I didn't choose him. I just couldn't. My love is so stubborn that it makes me do everything it wants. It made me fall for a person for whom I'm too much. The person who only loves a version of me who isn't alive anymore. Who only loves daytime when I only exist in dark? And even though I've a person who loves me unconditionally, loves every version of me whether it's the happy one or the dead one... Who can turn the whole world around just for me, I can't love him. Love didn't allow me to choose him. Love made me wait for the person who's going further and further without turning to me once. Look at me I'm the dumb girl who's controlled by love. I'm too intoxicated with the sweet poison. My sweet poison Nyle.

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A sweet love turning into poison.

The day you left,

Was the day I drowned.

Before that, I never knew you could drown on the ground.

But now when I look at the ocean,

I'm ashamed to meet their motion.

But you my love...

You are the strongest.

You made the mother nature useless,

The day you were ruthless.

You made a clown of love.

And I, my love! I drowned.

Don’t you think,

What you do to me ?

Of cource you don’t!

If you had a choice, You’ld trade my soul with your satisfaction.

You try to break my bones with your scream.

You push me into the water,

Whenever you see me breathe.

Tell me…

How am I suppose to believe that you meant no harm,

When all you ever do is,

Crushing my soul and letting it burn.

No! I can’t believe you meant no harm, And I can’t sugarcoate the pain you cost.

Because all you ever did

Was try to mould my spine into a stick

To break all your-self made bricks.

Love is the most stubborn thing in this whole wide world. Love doesn't consider thinking about who you deserve or who deserves you... It just makes everyone do whatever it wants. We are nothing but puppets that is all in control of love. All my life I hoped for someone to come and grab my hands and pull me out of my darkness but all I ever did is getting doomed in my own love that I never gave to myself. I fell in love so hard that all I wanted was, to become the place where he'll bury himself whenever he tends to hide. My heart only longs for him. I loved him, I love him and I'll always love him.

[Teenage Life]

-Ayra... A teenager who is confused about the mess of her life. She is lost. She dwells in darkness even when her presence spreads light. She was drowning in her grief and thought that love will save her, it will hide her inside its warm arms when the cruel coldness of her life tries to kill her. But little did she know, the love she thought was sweet ended up being a poison for her.

The poison Ayra is drinking, will she be able to save herself before it can take her life and soul?

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