Oh love, wash me away

leave nothing of me

where I was

and where I’m not

You shall be

living, breathing

all of me;

and we shall live

beyond ourselves

at last

lost in love

one so vast.

He said these words to me

“You have Flight or Flight, you fight but fly off every time!!!”

This stung

but truth is not meant for feeling.

Reeling slightly, I stumbled

“Yeah, I guess but it’s always been for the best”

Yet with him, I fled when truly I should have planted my feet instead.

Heaven help me,

hindsight is foresight

and this last endeavour

taught I am not always in the right.

You double expose my film

every time, blurring lines

like the lens can’t quite focus

there’s always light strands

making you tinsel in colour

hues beyond words, floating

and that sideways smile

keeps me trying to capture

your perfection

I built my life

around you

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here I am

moons later

oceans tide,

so low

these heart beats

slowly waning

I ask thee true

“Have we sailed too far from the blue, to make our way back out of this storm ? “

as you try and find land, I wade in the shallow covered in these shifting sands...

You’ve become ice blue

like glaciers passed Meziadin

where we’d build fires

just to be close

before the next bend

your amber coals

fed me warmth

flaming heart smiles

Why are you so cold my love ?

I wonder, as I look back from whence we came.

Your colours have changed...

I am a mess, let's not pretend, it's simply complicated as dates roll up on me like crips and bloods running wild.

Deactivated my Crackbook once again, memories can be evil this time of year.

I have lost so many friends I give, ya know?!

Like ENOIUGH already but everyday brings LIFE and the way LIFE goes, flows, fast and slow, here I AM.

One of my oldest friends had a stroke

(no sympathy please, he is a lost boy and refuses to growup)

and I realized in a blink he would be another star.

I am ready for peace, for quiet, for life to be still and be one with my being.

Today I AM and tomorrow I WILL be as well.

I Love who I AM and that my friends is quite simply ENOUGH.

Love Peace

&

Ooligan Greese

all are invited

though,

no shows are a norm

I swirl and perform

mirror, mirror, I do recall

though,

certainly not the fairest of them all

I can sing and dance

and hope by chance to be seen

I am Queen Bee,

lonely or alone,

all has nothing on me

You still beat within

I still forget how to breathe

have mercy on me

#Haiku #Poetry #imissyou #tortured

the crown fails

the hand wavers

words crooked

lies are but a

back bone

to fall back on

and so on and so

Country falls wayside

once again, somewhere

in the middle, people

patiently waiting