for a while i didn't expect myself to stay

i thought my future was in my grave

but recently a few rays of hope

have come and knocked upon my door

with the trust that i had left

i opened up a little bit

and the bags under my eyes

are slowly dissapearing

so i write to you

a letter to someone else that is myself

only with a few gray hairs

did you take advantage of the crack in the door

did you open it up wide

and run with the dreams of mine?

do you have a husband or wife?

kids with curly hair that you braid at night?

do you work with the children

that some say didn't devlope "quite right"?

i wonder who you are

and if you are what you want to be

did i grow up to be enough

adequate and plenty of

i guess soon i will see

Hey you girl! I hope you are doing ok and that you survived all this nonsense. You became a better person, you did something amazing and now, you keep working hard for you!

If you finally made it and you studying the one thing you love so much then I'm happy you did it, I did it!

I'm proud of you dear myself!