The mysterious me! That's a question.

Okay, I am not mysterious in any way apart from the fact that I am highly empathic. I can sense moods, intentions and, most times at least, lies before you speak.

I am old, I am experienced and I know well the tricks of man. I also know a good heart when I see one, or hear one or even read one.

I have had many experiences in my life, and I have emerged wiser, at least I think so. But, owing to an incredibly unstable childhood I am by nature insecure, open and fearful. I cannot help this, it was not my doing, I was shaped by forces outside my control and what I am is a result of that.

I am inquisitive, being naturally curious, have a flair for imaginative work but am stifled, being homeless and entirely dependent upon my employers for lodging and food. I do realise that my existence is at a tenuous point, but am powerless to do anything about it except write.

For some reason that I am unable to fully explain I have always been above average at writing and creative thinking, this is despite my secondary education.

I hate above all else, unfairness, bullying, assertiveness and any other form of aggressive control. As a Veteran of fifteen years I know that human beings respond best to leadership. Shouting and issuing edits is not leadership.

I believe in heroes. They are sent for us to follow. Sadly, the western world is devoid of heroes right now, that is why uncertainty and fear grips us all. But I am nothing if not hopeful. I do believe that a hero will appear, and soon.

I do not believe in UFOs and little green people. The universe is huge beyond our capability to grasp it.

I am trusting and I am loyal like you wouldn't believe.

I am Yowwa.

The mysterious me is edgy, always looking for the next big thing. Educating myself on the subtleties of the world around me, to have a small knowledge of everything. I don't often smoke, but when I do, I prefer cigars, no cigarettes, no e-cigs, but the cigars, and the slow burn they bring. I educate myself on the more primitive things such as my defense and learning how to improve it, be it with weapons or with my body. The mysterious me is still searching to travel the world to find a means to either educate the people on bigger things (not necessarily the spread of English), or to look to help other countries make resources more available to those that need them.

The mysterious me always looks for long term projects that I want to get involved in. DIY things, sometimes learning how things around me can be used for weapons, learning how to talk to the fairer sex, and being educated enough not to come off as a sexist or an asshole, to which I feel I am neither, but the latter is up to the person making judgment. The mysterious me, has many things not submitted here that are longer stories, and am still wondering about "publishing". The mysterious me sets very strange goals, and rarely lets anyone else know, just so I'm proving these things to myself.

The mysterious me is ready to return to the mystery.