At last
You left me,
and my heart sputtered once and died.
Collapsed into itself and burst in to flames.
The scent of that betrayal lingered,
clinging to my skin like ink.
Ink that painted pictures that nobody could see,
inside of me.
Ashes, ashes,
the walls fell down.
The basement of my soul
littered with the charred remains.
In disarray I found myself,
Hidden in the fractured wreckage,
and willed myself to love again.
Transcended like that mythic bird of lore.
Bade my heart to heave the burdens of the past
And then my love, it was reborn at last.
Rebirth
Existing upon the oneness of the universe
Complete, yet diverse
Entering the physical world, which is the cutting edge of creation
Experiencing life with multiple senses in this incarnation
Assuming the roles of ancient obligations
While searching for explanations and inspirations
Creating an evolution of philosophies and innovations
While making progress toward universal recognition
Attempting to complete the entire journey
While longing to return to the universal sea
Rebirth
I’m waking up from
A previous death,
I’ll spread my wings
And fly to the skies.
I’m waking up
To a whole new world,
I wear my crown,
And rule the world.
I’m waking up
To a whole new me,
I spread my arms,
And welcome life.
I’m waking up from
A previous life,
Leaving the burdens
Behind me in Rebirth.
I’m waking up
And I’ll make a change
I’ll rule the world and start again.
-Emily
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Change
I am troubled.
I am unknown.
I stand alone on a snowy hill,
And all around me is still.
The wind whips into a frenzy,
And I am lifted up.
Lifted away from the snow,
And the hill and the stillness.
I am troubled.
In the air I am unhinged,
Adrift in the sky.
I am unkown.
As I fall to the earth,
I think of my hill,
And the stillness and the snow.
And when I land upon sand,
I am unnerved.
And the waves rush toward me,
Threatening to take my breath,
But the water is warm.
I am untroubled.
I am known.
Rise Up
I had a dream
that I could
and to prove to myself that
little
I went
then I revealed a crack in my shell
and secrets poured out
and now they all know who I am
and they're watching me
screening my every keystroke
but they do not know
that they track an empty carcass
and the heartline has gone flat
and now here I am
rebirthed from my prison of watchful eyes
they don't know me like they did
but they will
and then I
will be free to run rampant.
for the other was taken as the Devil's own pet
to die in a gilded cage
and now I cackle over the grave of my weak, broken dreams
for now I am born anew.
Born to new, freedom, soon to be new chains.
but I will do it again.
and as a phoenix rises from its old ashes.
trail of tears
I walked through a barren desert
where cactus spines pierced my skin.
My tears drenched the parched earth.
In my arms I carried my future,
while I sank under the weight of my past.
When I felt I could walk no farther,
I looked behind me.
Flowers grew from the cracks in the ground,
following my tail of tears.
Out of my pain came a growth of beauty and grace.
With a lighter load and a lighter heart,
I let go of the things that didn't matter.
The dusty ground swallowed them
and I took a step forward.
I will finish my journey.