"You have dropped a grade."

"You will need to study harder, harder!"

"Why haven't you been getting your job properly?!"

"You are such a disgrace!"

When can this cruel stop? ...

When can this huge part of my brain stop thinking about the problems?

It's making me go crazy all over...

Why do I have to go through this?

It really has no point.

Every year, many people lose opportunities because of it.

Every year, many people become depressed because of it.

Every year, many people die because of it.

When can it ever stop?

Never.

It doesn't get erased.

It's not what you can erase.

It just cannot get erased from your life.

You can't just have the stress be erased from your brain and have a happy life.

No one can!

Even a superhero or a person with magical powers.

No one really can.

Unless...

You whiteout stress.

as if that will do anything...

A world so unfair,

No one to trust,

Believing would be crime,

Pathway to hazardous nightmares.

No swords

No army

Just myself,

and a shield.

Dear Dreams,

I dreamt of a horrible view last night

I don't get why it is shown.

I remember it very bright until now,

That I think it will happen to be bowed in real life.

The day I left my house

I felt cold,

Alone.

No one was there for me

The world without population?

No human beings?

Did it happen this fast?

A spread?

Is there really anyone?

No one?

"..."

I guess I'm alone in this world now...

May I love you?

Beautiful as a butterfly,

Scented like perfume,

Perfect as books

but bleeds me...

So can we be friends now?

Not yet, I still need more time

I thought.

So can we be a partner?

Not yet , I still need more time

I thought.

So what is the matter with you?

The matter is questioning for no reason

She said.

Quoted by Someone

Saying rude doesn't affect me.

As you hear my words to you,

You get a comment.

Can you guess it?

Stress

Stress

Stress

When can this cruel stop?

When can this huge part of my brain stop thinking about the future, future, future?

It's making me go crazy all over.

Why do I have to go through this?

It really has no point.

Every year, many people die because of it.

Every year, many people cry because of it.

Every year, many people lose love because of it.

When can it ever stop?

Never.

It doesn't get erased.

It really doesn't!

It doesn't dissappear from your life!

It's not what you can erase.

Totally not.

You can't just have the stress be erased from your brain and have a happy life.

No one can!

Even a superhero or a person with magical powers.

No one really can.

Unless...

You whiteout stress.

Why am I born? For what reason was I born into?

All of my life, I wondered.

Why is everything leaving me?

All of my delights have left me.

All of my friends have left me.

All of my family have left me.

But, but why?

Am I that weird? Different?

I feel like all doors and window covers are closing and leaving me in darkness.

I feel like all of my properties are flushing down the toilet.

I feel like all of my blood are turning into black ashes.

I feel like my mind is shutting down, unplugged.

Wait... do I need someone?

Someone to unplug my loneliness?

But my real question is why am I unplugging?