There's too

Much noise.

All around me

Constant

Noise.

It's too much.

There's 

No space

No time

To think.

All the noise

Is drowning me.

So I cover

My ear

And close

My eyes

Against the noise.

Worst of all

Is you 

Constantly

Saying,

"Don't tell me to shut up!"

"You need to grow up!"

"Brooke, this is stupid..."

No matter

How much

I plead

And beg

And shout

You never 

Stop.

Please stop talking.

At least until

I can breath again.

I feigned disinterest

As you watched me

From a distance.

Engulfed with mixed emotions

Fearful,

Yet

flattered,

By your obsessive devotion

As you Learn

routines of my days..

Enamored

Yet

Disdained

by your infatuation.

Stifled

Yet

Delighted

With your teasing glimpses.

Then..

You vanished

Leaving footsteps cold on my trail

Relieved

Yet

Long

For your attention.

Once again...

i can sleep

i just choose not to,

for i have fallen in love with the way my mind

plays in the dark night with thoughts of

you.