The Psych Ward
Yeah so I ended up here
With a girl who was Jesus Christ
A bloke who carried gold playing cards
And you picked the high card
Ace of hearts so all was cool
A girl who screamed abuse at nurses
Everytime she had an injection
And you couldn't really blame her
Nothing metal nothing steel in
The ward so you walked in socks
With no belt and unshaven
Finally protesting in the TV room
Piling up sofas against the door
Becoming legend in the ward
Known forever more as the Tetris
Master of Flynn Ward in a battle
That was finally won in a place
Where winners were in short
Supply or you wouldn't be here
Leaving finally shaven shoed
The final great escape but not like
Steve McQueen only better.
Synesthesia
breathing the turquoise like lavender,
and sipping the blue summer.
bitter cold clouds glide and morph lava lather,
floating whispers cut by sweet pineapple sunshine.
soon, a moment, now
rhythms ripple the sky like skipping stones
we jump the music like puddles
splashing in the frequencies.
cobalt bass rumbles the earth hungry,
pumps the air with springing spirals
pushing and pulling the senses,
reverberating through cells.
heavy mud humming, stomping
echoes through our atoms dizzy;
balancing tuned body to innate electricity
the fizz of circulating lemonade energy.
we jump the music like puddles
splashing in the frequencies.
strawberry melodies spilling ribbons,
dolphin leaps of the spaces inbetween beats,
lines of colours overlapping,
colliding, mixing, merging, blending
in with the forest.
washing over souls the life fire sparkles
like a clear water cleansing harmonies,
sound waves crashing against inertia.
phosphorescent glow of re-charged love
for the world, for being, animation
flowing through burnt smoky ashes
of sapphire charcoal skies;
dimmed radiation of chlorophyll emerald days.
the smell of salt, dry bark, fluffy carbon mists,
trembling lights softening the eyes'
grip on outlines, loosening lies.
watching the cycles of patterns
tumbling colours through a mill rotating,
and the silence of listening
when the music comes to an end.
The Ledge
"I don't know about that."
"It's better than it looks."
Trust, not blind but with skepticism.
The worst part of the hike is the rope, I've never done this one before, and for some reason I go first. It takes a while to figure out how to climb up the twenty foot near-vertical face that's so eroded the dirt footholds have turned to slippery sand, and the ledge by the tree that's holding the rope seems like a mantle to nowhere, so instead I go left and once to flatter ground I promptly sit to collect myself. I don't look down the hundreds of feet drop below. It's better not to.
"It'll be better on the way down, right? There's nothing else like this on the route, is there?"
"No."
No to what, I wonder.
Merrily we hike, an endless ridge, granite towers, purple flowers, dwarf fireweed, signs of mountain goats and wolves, and eventually the turning point is the front door to the ice field.
The return hike, yellow flowers, sun in our eyes, side hilling to save our tired legs, I can see home far below by the water, ravens follow us, it's perfect.
And then, we're there again.
The down climb is, yes, just as bad. We stop, collect ourselves, mentally prepare. Slowly, safely, not exactly trusting the rope but letting it guide us down. I sigh when we're all safely to the ridge below, the scariest, and best, behind us.
What's the worst that could happen?
You fall, get hurt, really hurt, or you don't and then you get to see it all.
SYNÆTHESIA: Alien Senses
I could smell her loveliness
Her fragrance stands beautifully in my way
Her voice can caress my flesh
Or cut the bone away
Before reaching my ears
That strain to hear a message in the bottle
Warm to the touch, chilling my heart
Casting off layers to make my swaddle
Her inner embers distort the air
Sinusoidal conversation
Wafting aglow in night vision blurs
Begging illumination
She tastes of woman, bittersweet
Has tongues everywhere to savor every flavor
She speaks in tongues, forked tongue-in-cheek
Sings songs in one gasp of misbehavior
She whispers in a shout
And laughs with the might of all her tears
She knows what is and how and why
But grows younger to my years
I see, smell, hear, taste, touch with alien organs
Thought and sensation zigzag moiré nonsense
My mind is her game, synapses overloaded
Interweave peaks and valleys of welcome penitence