Being open
coming out of the closet is one of the most scariest things for a person in the LGBT community. i myself am bi and i still working on the courage on telling my parents. knowing that coming out of the closet can end up good or just terrible. you don't know if the people you love and trust will excpet and love you or just hate you and think of you as a lower being. there maybe people out there that except people like us but there are other people who don't care and like you for who you are. luckily i have friends that care about me and i feel comfortble around but, also there were people that i had to say goodbye to because they can except change and are stubborn. if anyone out there is scared to come out of the closet remember that there are many people like you that are there to support you no matter what.
Me
i'm a person who is always quiet
i'm a person who gets her work done
i'm a person who doodles for fun
i'm a person who wants to doodle for a job
i'm a person you can lend an ear to
i'm a person who will protect her friends
i'm a person who is willing to do anything to see the people she loves be happy
that is the type of person i am
Protect me
"Lacey are you sure you know where we're going. We've been walking in this hallway for 15 minutes now."
"Its this way i promise." She said twirling her dress.
"And why would I lie to royalty especially when they saved me."
"Wait, why did you call me-"
"um-look we're here." She said interrupting me then ran to the middle of a large room.
"Did she just call you royalty?" Selena asked me
"I thought i was the only one who heard it."
We ran in to what seem to be a battle arena.
"Lacey stay right next to me, Selena and I will look around and try to find a trace of the monster."
Lacey nodded and stood next to me, then Selena and I separated to the opposite sides of the arena. the entire time Lacey was giving me a weird look, like she wanted me to say something.
"Why are you staring at me like that. Its creepy."
"Sorry your majesty, but I couldn't help myself to realize that you are in love."
"What are you talking abo-"
"And its with two people. How cute your in a love triangle."
"No I'm not in love. This is a game not real life, so love doesn't last long here. And stop saying your majesty."
Lacey looked confused then said "But why? You are a witch of darkness and your eyes are purple as proof. Only the blood of royalty have purple eyes and can control darkness, so you have to be one of them."
"How did you know i was a witch?" i asked
"Luna! Luna! I think you need to come over and see this!" Selena yelled.
I walked to Selena with Lacey trailing behind me.
"What's wrong? What did you want me to see?"
"Just look inside the cage." Selena pull off a old cloth blanket and inside was the bones of monsters and humans.
"Wow, now this place is officially creepy." I said
"Do you think their players?"
"They might be." Selena answered
From the back of the cage was a new corpse with fresh blood dripping from it face and what used to be its legs.
'Looks like our friend was here recently." I said
From the hallway that led us to the arena, two people were yelling.
"Luna! Selena!"
"We finally found you guys!"
It was Ren and Daniel running faster and faster to us.
Lacey leaned herself to my ear and whispered "So those are you knights in shining armor, how interesting." In the most sinister voice as possible.
"Ren! Daniel! What are you doing here?" Selena asked
"Get away from her!" Daniel warned.
What did he mean by get away.
Ren was able to run faster then yelled "Get away! She's the Leviathan!"
That was when Lacey put her hands on my shoulders. She digged her nails into my skin and was starting to make me bleed, as she dug her nails into my skin, I could feel her nails and fingers growing.
I turned to see Lacey's face changing. Her nose and eyes were slowly disappearing and her mouth growing longer across her face.
"Please, your majesty. Please protect me. I am one of your kind, my princess."
I look back to see Selena backing away getting ready to cast a defense shield and Daniel and Ren running recklessly towards the Lacey and I.
"Please your majesty." She whispered "Please protect me. If you do I will tell you about your destiny and of your brother."
Confront
Because of my wound, I had to stay in the infirmary longer than usual. Selena would bring her books to the infirmary so I would have some company. When she was done looking through her books, we would just talk for a bit then she would go off fangirling, shipping our friends together like a lunatic.
"I don't think that would make a good relationship."
"Come on Luna, don't you see it. Ren and Daniel, they both care about the same person then later start developing feelings for each other." Selena said fangirling.
"Right now their more of hating each other than developing feelings. and besides i think they rather kill each other then date each other or even talk to each other, it happened twice already."
"Well i ship it even if the ship sinks."
Selena to her pile of books when I notice a book called "Solaria Monsters".
"Hey Selena, is it okay if I could look at that book right there?"
"You mean this one." She said holding the book.
"Ya that's the one." She handed me the monster book and I started to look through it, the book had some of the basic monsters like changeling's, trolls, nightmares, and demons. After a few 100 pages I found a page about fallen angels.\
FALLEN ANGELS
THESE CREATURES WERE PREVIOUSLY ANGELS OF GOD. IF THE ANGEL BECOMES ALLIES TO A DEMON OF THE SHADOW KNIGHT, A FELLOW ANGEL HAS PERISSON TO TEAR THE WINGS OFF OF THE TRAITER. IF THE SHE/HE TRIES TO FLY IN THAT CONDITION, THEIR NEW WINGS WILL SPROUT WITH BLACVK DARK FEATHERS. ANOTHER WAY TO BECOME WINGLESS IS TO HAVE ANOTHER FALLEN ANGEL RIP OFF THE ANGEL'S WINGS.
"So you found the fallen angel section. Ya, those creatures are very dangerous." Selena said looking through some of the books.
"What do you know about fallen angels."
"Hm...well I heard that they manly spawn in the abandon castle area where the final boss might possibly be and also its an angels worst nightmare. Other then that, I don't know anything else from what books say and gossip."
"Do you think there is a way to reverse the effects? Fallen Angels are still players after all."
"Ya I guess so but when they become a full fallen angel their like zombies unable to control what they do. so their pretty much dead anyway."
I closed the book and handed it back to Selena.
"Well, I just checked your stats and everything is in perfect levels. I just need to see if you can summon your familiar to make sure your magic is okay."
I grabbed my staff and created a magic circle with purple light.
"I summon Lucifer the demon cat."
From the center of the circle was the siloet of a cat and appeared Lucifer as the circle disappeared.
"Hello Mistress, how may I be of service for you." Lucifer said bowing his little head.
"You seem to be able to summon a familiar without any problems. i would say your in perfect health now." Selena said in a smile.
"Thank you Miss fairy lady. You were there to help my mistress when I couldn't. so I thank you and I hope I can repay for this act of kindness."
"Don't worry about it, I like to help out as much as i can. But I would like to see you in a butler costume for now on." Selena answered.
"Selena, that's ridiculous-"
"As you wish." Lucifer accepted.
Lucifer was then dressed in a little butler outfit, had a tiny mustache on, and was holding a white clean plate.
"Is this acceptable Miss.Fairy."
Then the next minute Selena and I started to laugh like crazy.
"Ha, Ha, Ha yes. Yes is very acceptable." Selena barley said while laughing.
"Come on Selena don't be mean. Lucifer you don't have to wear it if you don't want to."
"Actually mistress, I might just keep this look. after all you are my mistress and it would be better if I dressed the part. And I do look...Um...cool in this." Lucifer said with a little twirl.
"Sure you be you, I guess."
"Well since you are all done, I would suggest we go for a walk in the garden or go the kitchen before dinner. I heard someone was baking a few batches of cookies for a snack." Lucifer said in a British accent.
"Okay Lucifer, our new mission is to get those cookies. Come on lets go." I said running to the door.
"Be careful now, I don't want the next time I see you, your covered in blood and lost a limb." Selena warned me.
"Not making any promises."
"Hey do you think they have chocolate-chip cookies?"
"Do you enjoy that type mistress?"
"Yup, their my favorite. I know this is just a game but I just want to have a cookie even if I can't really taste."
"If you enjoy it that much I would be happy to make you some."
"Lucifer, I know your just wearing it because you like it but don't start acting like a real butler okay."
"Fine, but I would be one hell of a butler though."
Lucifer and i were just a few hallways away from the kitchen and were on the hunt for cookies.
"I really hope they used a lot of chocolate chips in the cookies. what if they also had sugar-"
Lucifer stooped in the middle of the hallway and then leaned against the wall.
"What are you-"
"Shhh!"
"I was just-"
"SSSSHHH, look."
I looked to the corner and saw Daniel talking to Ren.
"Wow its Snowflake, who knew he would bless me with his presents." Daniel said
"Shut up, don't call me that."
"What about Snow prince."
"Look I need to talk to you about Luna."
"You mean Miss. Moon, sure what about her?"
"What did you just call her?" Ren questioned
"Miss. Moon if you don't like it i could always go back to calling her little missy."
"No! That's perverted- you know what, forget it."
"She is very short so little missy would be a better name for her. You know Christmas is coming, i wonder what kind of dress she will wear."
Ren grabbed Daniel's sweater, lifted him in the air and slammed him against the wall.
"Stay away from her! It was your fucking fault she got hurt! She nearly died and it was your fault!" Ren screamed.
"Ya, tell me something i don't know. Look i don't know what your relationship or past is with Luna and I don't care. But you need to chill, its because of your temper that she is angry with you. And that goes for her too, you too are way to a like. Also if you care about her so much why don't you ask her the question?"
Ren lowered Daniel back to the ground.
"I made a promise to her older brother an I planned to keep it. But when they came to Solaria everything changed. I had a weird feeling in me when I talked to her, but when her brother died I was determined to protect her and make sure she gets back home."
I looked back a Lucifer and he nodded his head.
"Mistress, you need to talk to him." Lucifer whispered.
I shushed him and continued to listen.
"Tell her Ren."
"What!"
"If you tell her why you are protecting her, she might forgive you. A true man would apoligize for his own actions."
Ren looked at Daniel and smiled.
"Thanks I guess your not so much of a bad guy after all."
"No problem." Daniel said trying to act cool "I did promise her that I would talk you. The least I could do is full-fill that promise."
Daniel was starting to walk away until Ren grabbed his arm.
"Before you go, can you tell me how she is. I don't want to talk to her without knowing anything major."
"Well before I tell you that, can I ask you something. Why didn't anyone tell me about her curiosity? It was because of that she nearly died. Has she even heard of curiosity killed the cat."
Then they both started to laugh.
"Mistress, what will you do?" Lucifer asked me quietly.
"What do you mean?"
"I know you care about them both, I'm an extention of you so I can tell. And I know that one day you will have to make a decision."
I picked him up and started to walk away.
"Mistress, what are you doing?"
"Now isn't the time to think that. Maybe one day I'll have to choose but not today. Not right now."
Where am i?
A void.
A white void was all I could see.
Nothing but the color white.
I was on the ground, motionless in a white void.
I feel helpless, no strength, not even having a purpose to try.
"Luna get up."
"I can't"
"Luna get up"
"I told you I can't"
"Let me help you."
Someone grabbed my arm and helped me up
It was Luke.
"Your always so lazy."
"Luke is that really you."
He nodded yes.
"Luna, your strong so stop acting weak."
"Easy for you to say General."
"So you found out, look I know you miss me and I miss you too. But I will always be with you." Luke said pointing at my necklace.
"Just believe in yourself and trust your allies. Now go back to your friends."
Everything started to be pixeled.
"Remember your heart and mind is the key to beat this gone."
Then he disappeared.
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I woke up to see Daniel covered in blood crying in tears.
"Luna your awake, your finally awake." He said in a smile. "For a minute there I thought you were dead."
"Wait, where's Jason! I need to kick his ass for what he did to me."
Daniel then pointed to Jason's corpse. His head was detached from his body and his chest was shot and stabbed multiple times.
"Did you..."
"Ya I did." Daniel answered.
"But why! He was your friend!"
"He was spy. He was working with the final boss."
"What!"
"The king gave me orders to kill him so I could be apart of the mission. When General Cara told me you where with him, I ran all the way here to protect you and eliminate him."
He then looked at my wound in my chest from the sword. "But I was to late, I'm so sorry."
"Jason and Maria kept on telling me to stay away from you and that you where a monster. Is it true?"
"Is it true that you're a witch?"
"How did you-"
"Jason was saying that you were a witch while I was fighting him. I thought he was crazy because from the amount of gun shots and stabs i gave him, but I guess its true."
I stood there quietly then said "So are you really a monster?"
"Yes I am a monster. I'm a fallen angel." He answered quietly.
"But how, you don't look decade or monster like."
"How much did you find out about me." He asked
"That you were a general and killed Marina."
"Yes I was a General but I didn't kill her. Yes, I used to date her but I wasn't the one who killed her. I was with her when the fallen angels attacked us, we tried to fight them but it was to late. They killed her and they ripped my wings and I was in charge of that mission too. So many people died and it was my fault. All of my friends died that day and the one i loved the most died right in front of my eyes."
"I'm so sorry Daniel I had no idea." I said trying to comfort him.
"So when I saw Jason nearly kill you, i killed him without any regrets. I'm just so happy your okay."
I smiled then coughed on my hand. I looked at my hand and saw blood.
"My god!" Daniel said "We need to get you a healer. I was able to stabilize you but your getting worse."
I would of argued with him saying that I was okay but i kept on coughing out blood.
"The king just gave me a teleporter, your going to be okay."
I was starting to feel light headed and passed out.
I opened my eyes to see myself in an infirmary and Daniel and Selena standing next to my bed.
"My stars your awake, how do you feel?" Selena asked.
"Better. why are you always the one they ask for when someone is hurt."
"I'm a healing fairy, even though I hate being only thought as a healer, I'm always okay with healing a friend."
"What's your healing level."
"Thanks to the wound of yours, now it's maxed out. It was pretty serious but I was able fix it up and ended up maxing it out." Selena grabbed my hand and smiled.
"And thanks to Daniel you were able to live. i guess you choose the right guy to hang around."
I looked at Daniel smiling in relief.
"Selena is it okay if I could talk to Daniel in private please."
Selena nodded yes then walked out of the room.
Daniel grabbed the closest chair and dragged it next to me.
"You seem to better."
"Ya, not like death or zombie."
Daniel laughed at my joke.
"When you said you got your wings ripped off by the fallen angels. You don't mind if I saw it, would you."
Daniel turned his back facing me and took off his jacket. There on his back was the remains of his wings, small teared broken wings, they were so ruined you couldn't call them wings.
"If I tried to fly with my wings like this i would become a full fallen angel. as long as i don't do that I'll still remain like this." Daniel explained putting back on his jacket.
"I don't care what you become or what you did in the past. I will always think of you as Daniel the former angel general that I can call my friend."
Daniel smiled at me and said. "Thank you, Luna."
"Just, thank you."