You left me to figure yourself out, I guess you could call it a heart break.

You have always been selfish, though, never was one to give but always one to take.

Your deceit was hidden in the grass, you're a snake.

Thought it was real whenever I was with you, but something in my gut always told me it was fake.

What happened to everything you said to me?

How could you act so well when you would hold me?

We went through so much.

I can barely remember your touch.

I gave you my all, let you take down my walls.

Now when I need you, you won't even answer my calls.

I was living too far into our future that I skipped out on the present.

So that when you took what we had away from me, all I could feel was resentment.

I give my life to others like a gift, and your present, to me, was your presence.

But you don't have a giving heart like me, because you took my gift back, and left me with your absence.

So, you thought you could play games with my mind, fuck with my soul; hell no, my love doesn't come cheap, there's a high price to pay for your cold blooded deceit.

Allowing you back in my life, believing your good intentions, your devoted undying love for me; right, you took a piece of my soul, you burned out a light, my eyes are burning, yet I've regained my sight.

Feeling the past creeping up behind me, a hot breath blows across my skin, chills quiver down my spine; my heart is closed, my memories take over, remembering the day I let the devil in.

I will not let you see the heartache that you caused, the one staring back at me, the one searching for my face. You don't get to see my emotions so you can be amused, while I am disgraced.

Being a fool more then once, you played me well, I never suspected your love wasn't real, you had me under your spell. I lower my head from the shame I now feel, allowing you once again to seduce me, then destroy me, keeping me in hell.

Denying to myself such an evil mind can exist, still being manipulated with one poisonous kiss. "Who am I?" 'Where did I go?" Slowly fading away, the truth I do not know.

"Who can I now trust?" not even myself, the proof is there, but i'm now somebody else. You vow your innocence, but why then the ruse, explained away by another excuse?

I want so badly to believe what you say, if it weren't for your actions, the ones that threw me away; I see you care, it can't be pretend, yet I still have my doubts, since the day I let the devil in!

Your words suffocate me.

But your pull is so gravitating.

Your smile is radiant.

But your brown eyes so intoxicating.

Being in your presence brings me warmth.

When I have a moment of weakness, you bring me strength.

But all these things, they seem so pointless in the end.

You make me feel this way, but I don't make you feel the same.

With you, I see happiness, but when I look into your eyes, I can still sense pain.

Maybe because you're not ready for me.

You're still hurt by somebody from your past.

What is meant to be will be.

So I will take these feelings with a grain of salt, because some good things aren't meant to last.