{Inspired by the poem by E.E. Cummings}

someone asked me what home was,

what it felt like to be alive.

I thought for a moment,

dared for a tenth, hundredth of a second, to live in a dream.

all I could come up with were three things;

love, wanderlust and the ocean.

from the back:

the ocean.

funny, most people don't realize we have two oceans,

one above and one below, you can dip your toes in both.

below,

the water stretches far and wide,

pushing waves from below the horizon,

a darkness hiding the rich reefs and beautiful bioluminescence below,

storms will lumber across, great and electric,

meteor showers rain down from below, a summer shower of magic,

a gift from one ocean to the other.

above,

a great fabric, a synaesthete's sandbox,

full of supernovas, singularities and stars at the edge of the ephemeral,

our world spins and dances along the galactic bow shock,

thrown deeper and deeper into sidereal time,

some scintillating soothsayer smoking dust into stars,

lights flashing from Beetlejuice and the Dog Stars,

letting us know we're home.

wanderlust.

you see it everywhere at home,

on the great ships prowling the sea with unicorns on their bows,

on the Swiss army knives cutting branches for firewood,

on the graffiti in the inner-city, murals with no artist standing for time eternal,

on the children diving into the lake, only to surface with cubes of pyrite,

on the planes falling out of the sky, diving towards the ground (only to fly back up on sunlit thermals),

on the exhaust from cars spinning in epicycles around flags hoisted by gales, their grills too pretty to be clean,

wanderlust dusting the fingers of the new Americana, ephemera, copper to gold to jade,

(always platinum to us)

a smell like petrichor, like musty Moleskine, like a breathless run amongst the cloud forest.

love.

at this I pause, thinking--

the weight of five thousand years of writing about love,

from cuneiform, to Mesoamerican glyphs, to proto-Chinese characters on the steppes of Mongolia and China,

never mind centuries of American music and poetry alone, set to describe this very feeling.

I didn't try to trump any of it, instead,

I said:

love is running breathless through the forest,

a canvas of stars providing illumination, or maybe just the constant blue of the sky,

tripping over branches and skidding, stopping suddenly, whenever the pelt of a deer comes into view,

knowing nutation will make this moment shorter than it needs to be.

love is being able to look someone

(or several someones)

in the eye and say,

"feels like I'm always lost, and I'm probably gonna cry,

I'm sorry, I can't hide it from you."

only to see their eyes explode into color,

irises you can fall into, kaleidoscopic and dizzying,

an anchor in a darkling sea,

sensation erupting, lightning free from clouds,

whereas the world turns a dark grey,

there's something in their eye that evolves into something more,

transcending even violent violet,

lotus flowers budding from chrysanthemums and carnations.

love is the last feeling before death,

where no matter how cold and hateful you were,

sheer warmth and painful love rushes into your chest,

an entire ocean of pressure beating in your ribcage.

love takes the saddest part and makes it beautiful,

outshining the galaxies soaring above and below on great Jovian waves,

even as it all comes down, 

and with tears searing holes in your cheeks, 

moissanite, silicon carbide, shattering your eardrums and piercing your heart,

love makes it okay, alright,

a great human emotion, one all share,

at home.

 Penny couldn’t find Otter. The dog had disappeared.

He murmured a soft curse under his breath— “sashafyre,” something he heard his dad say all the time and not in a good way— before catching himself. Good boys didn’t curse.

Good boys didn’t let their baby sisters die, either.

He fought back tears as he stumbled onto his bike and began to pedal, sticking for a little bit in the freshly watered grass. He wouldn’t cry. Good boys didn’t cry. From the will of suppressing emotion, he shook.

“Otter!” he called, a high-pitched cry that barely carried down the street. Verior nox-- the second night of each day, after starlight passed from dawn to covered by the sea to below the horizon-- was setting in, the world cooling by the second, as the sun and his mistress the darkling sea stole the warmth every night. His hair spilled into his eyes and he had to spit it out. He couldn’t let Otter go missing. Not now. Not while his wrists were still bleeding and his lower back still stung from the belt.

You don’t want that again, do you?

Don’t worry, in time, you’ll learn to love it.

He screamed for Otter until his voice was hoarse. He sucked in his breath and came back home, dumping it off by the shed.

From somewhere, there was a rustle, like a hog hiding in underbrush. He couldn’t tell by the sound if it was too big to be a beagle.

“Otter?”

The rustling froze before disappearing rapidly in front of him. Despite himself, Penny’s heart started to beat fast.

Slytharines aren’t scared of anything. That’s the only rule of this family. You scared of something? Scare it back. Scare it even if it hurts you, even if it makes you more scared than before. Scare it back into wherever it came from.

Penny shivered as he opened the door to the shed and turned the light on. It flickered and, thankfully, stayed illuminated. He started to go through his dad’s guns and his own airsoft ammo before pausing. There was a whimper outside, in back of him.

Penny scampered out of the shed, barely remembering to turn the light off. He heard a howl and was pedaling through the muck, back onto the street, before he even realized where he was going.

He crossed the bridge over onto the other side of the river, towards old Pyrrha the Crone’s house. He paused for half a moment and continued again at another howl. He jumped off the pavement onto a small dirt trail that led behind Pyrrha’s house, into a small sliver of the deep forest.

Overhead, the darkling sea rumbled like thunder, but he paid it no mind. Instead, he banged on his handlebars, trying to get his light to work—

The bike hit a rock and he tumbled down. Shaking off his fear, he wrenched the bike out of the mud and wobbled towards a clearing. Someone was there, and that was where the howls had come from— had his father found the beagle?

“Otter?” he asked the forest. He kicked himself— his voice was timid. If he was scared of a bunch of trees, he’d never get anywhere.

The trees are alive. And they know. They know what you don’t know about yourself. His mom was always the more superstitious one. She believed in the forest, in the raw power of the sea, of nature.

And in that moment, Penny did, too. Just a little.

Penny got to the clearing. No beagle, no humans— just a bunch of glowing toadstools on the ground. And a horrific, orange, pulsing carpet, woven together chaotically, crawling up the trees. On a couple, carnations grew out of trunks, somehow in bloom, despite the season.

A whimper. He briefly got excited before it dawned on his that he had whimpered. What did the Dr. Kizimir call it? Dissociation? Dissonance? Some big word with too many S’s. Good boys didn’t have to pronounce all their words right.

He kicked at toadstools, pulling back as it rippled and reacted. Forgetting the bike, it fell into another part of the patch. The toadstools erupted into motion, the pulsing orange threads spreading, spreading over his bike. Suddenly, the forest was ablaze in more light than he thought possible.

He didn’t have time to move before someone behind him said his name.

“Pendragon.”

Instinctively, he turned and was struck over the head. Crumpling, he shrieked as he fell into the fungi, kicking and screaming. Quickly, he lost all resistance. Not only because his body had gone slack, but because he felt a vague— somehow comforting— pressure over his entire body. He mustered enough strength to pull his dizzied head up and saw the orange threads conquering his body. He was too dazed to fight and let his head hit the soil, a warmth and pressure invading his skull, his ears, his open mouth. He could feel his skin, bones, marrow collapsing.

Above, the darkling sea had erupted into light as some sort of craft— an aircraft, but the size of a building, sleek and pyramidal and planar and shining with impossibly bright lights— descended into the forest. It hovered, lowering something off to the side of him. A ramp? A bridge? Several people— or people-like figures— stepped off of the craft, whatever it was. He could hear them conversing in Continental— Continental! Sashafyre!— somewhere, before the original man who had assaulted him stepped into his view. Smoothly, a pistol appeared in his grip, the end of the barrel maybe six inches from Penny’s bloodied forehead.

He barely had time to croak out “Dad?” before there was a BANG! and an explosion of light and suddenly he was choking, choking on blood and vomit and fungi, as his body decomposed, decomposed while he was still in it, until he went numb. The fungus had taken over, taken over everything—

Within an instant, Pendragon knew what it meant to be a slave.

There are nights in which no rain falls,

The ones where electrical mustangs thunder through the clouds,

Which run across the sky like chariot races of old.

It is with one final storm that the stallions say farewell,

As my car plows through fields, away from Colorado,

A forever home of mine.

Before I go--

There is one final word I would like to say.

It has not been easy;

God, have the years been the most turbulent of my life.

But there is something I must get off my chest,

A thank-you, long overdue.

I say thank you to the silence,

The pitch-black hue of the Cave of the Winds,

Where darkness holds you tight in her arms and doesn't let go,

Where if you jump high enough you can see the stars,

Reflected on the buildings below.

I say thank you to all the mountains that tickle the sky,

The clouds that run in eternal races high above,

Dancing in azure.

I say thank you to the trees that grow to scratch tunnels into the earth,

The lakes as pure and crystalline as Heaven itself,

Towns as free and wild as "frontier" can be.

I say thank you to the wilds,

Where dirty paws can run through the snow,

Where streetlights shimmer on frozen glass,

Ferns and foxes underfoot, falcons and night-flyers circling overhead,

Ice-flats and mud-flows standing sentinel.

And I make a note to self of the beautiful people, 

Of the angels who will sing long after I am gone,

Of the faces I knew less than a second,

Whom still hold an infinite amount of love for me.

Most of all, I say thank you to the hope you have brought me.

Without you, Colorado, I would have never found myself,

And for that my gratitude will span centuries.

I. Camera Obscura

The picture is cold. You know how an object can be colder than another object at the same temperature? Below zero, yes. I shake the photo. The strands tremble, and with a little prodding, the sand begins to fill around my feet, a sempiternal, non-gravitational hourglass. The people in it start to move and I taste salt in the air, ephemeral whitecaps fizzing in and out of existence. Even under the sheet, I feel how cold this day is-- but there are two sources of heat, and it is this that I turn my attention to. I blink, and the people begin to move. I only recognize one of them.

II. Adjust Aperture

The shoot diaphragm, a nine-blade iris, moves like sharks, each swimming through a sea of metal like it was oil. Each one glitters, a microscopic sliver of the sun. The lens flare is pixelated, turning sea into sky. The scene luminance was minimal, except for two lone stars. A binary star system, that’s what a physicists would call it. Gravity, the quantifiable, particle physics description of love-- it’s everywhere in the photograph. It weighs me down, makes the sheet that would otherwise loft into the air settle near the ground, the body underneath skeletal. The camera scintillates, hardened quicksilver that stays well out of the way of the flash sync terminal. No electrons travel there now; there is no flash, no miniature explosion of a lightbulb.

III. Strands

I watch as the child, infantile, the color of the Moon, plays. There is a hole, there, next to them. What’s it for? I couldn’t tell you. Digging holes, then bridging them together with tunnels, maybe, most likely in fact. I have to remember so many lifetimes at once, piece them together-- well, never mind. This is raw, this is unedited, curated or calculated, and I must say I smile as I see the utter confused joy on the child’s face. They’re happy, but it’s clear from the hat they’re windblown, at least on the inside. All I can see, oh Mother, all I can see is love.

IV. Silence

You can almost see the glass that makes the waves. At least-- you can see it when it breaks, fragments over the beach, turning golden sands into broken stained glass windows. The child looks away, almost as if the love goes unacknowledged. And that’s the saddest thing, isn’t it? Unacknowledgement? Do not worry, ghosts do no harm, they are used to being unacknowledged. We normalize it, and that scares me. But here, no, it’s not that. It’s merely a child, insatiably curious, stuck peering through a keyhole. My mother doesn’t see it.

V. Frost

In this photo, yes, I’m probably cold. California gives you a chill, one that I am still not rid of. There is one thing that makes the Californian ice melt. You know love, that head-over-heels, sucker punch feeling? My mother and I, we share it, cultivate it. Nipping even a bud, even so a beautiful chrysanthemum can bloom, hurts more than lightning. I try and let go as the shutter is released.

VI. Ghost Story

The sea spills out of the frame, the sands swirl around, golden stardust. In the background of the frame, I can see a white sheet fluttering, like one of those ghosts kids dress up as for Halloween. A benign spirit, that’s what a pagan would call it. The same deep, dark eyes, those eyes filled with violent emotion, that crazed bit of green shining, that fills the faces of those in the frame, you can see it behind them. You can’t? Look harder. You’ll see me, the little ghost, behind there. In the waves, the hills, every little granule and pixel, a little ghost with two piercing eyes and a bedsheet-white body, windblown. It’s a note to self, a ghost story I never realized was there until I myself was the phantom.

Part Two: The Prototype

I.

Behind him, Storm undid her bra and let it slide down her back. A tattoo of a viper, the kind that gave her family their name, was coiled, as tense as her muscles. The Atheris family was an old one, almost as old as Pendragon's, the Slytharines. The only thing Molossus Slytharine had given his son were the glacially cold and abysmally dark green eyes. Storm, meanwhile, was a copy of her mother, Abysida. Both had a peculiar quality of making the air around them hum, something like summer. His hair stood on edge from it, whistling softly against his exposed chest.

"Where's Percy?"

He shrugged. "Said he went running with Ari."

"We have ten minutes to make it to the Parthenon."

"Missing ten minutes of Pastor Midas' sermons isn't going to destroy us."

"You know how your mom gets when you're not on time."

He ignored the comment. She sighed and started to wrap her chest.

"I assume you're thieving tonight, then."

She pulled the bandages tight. "Rairyx wants to stop a train car from reaching the Capitol after a round at Vick’s."

"Where's it coming from?"

"Aquitaine City."

"Damn."

The air grumbled as if in agreement.

"Smoke?"

It was Pendragon's turn to grumble. He took a drag and blew the smoke into the mirror. When it cleared, his reflection was back, slightly fuzzy at the edges but interiorly defined.

There was a knocking at the door downstairs. They looked at each other. Storm threw on a large shirt and jacket, the torn-up one with a hole, no buttons left and a frayed plaid pattern. Inside one of the larger, precarious pockets was a small, snub-nosed Colt Cobra.

Pendragon pulled his hair back, tied it into a bun and let a couple of strands fall into his eyes and then pulled over a longsleeve cotton shirt with various expletives scattered into a coherent sentence, buckshot that happened to hit the entire target. A raven, stranded in thorns, peeked out from the collar, threatening to fly away. A small vampire bat, behind his ear, was displayed, affronted. Storm's clothing concealed most of the viper, save for the head, with jaws and a tongue that curled around her eye and cheekbone. Her eyes were as potent as the viper's venom.

The door struggled in vain against being opened. The force sent a crack through the wood at the bottom. On the other side of the threshold was Percy, Ariadne and-- a boy. Pendragon startled; Percy had found strangers before in the woods, just not ones that look like a bloodied cousin or brother of Pendragon's. They stared at each other for a long moment, his eyes, pale green and fiery, mercurial in their intensity. They all looked out of breath. His whole body was covered in vermillion and carmine. His pink shirt, once pretty, was torn and stained. His collarbone had been shredded, along with some sort of tattoo on it. His face was freckled, cheek- and jawbones high and defined, hair cropped. His trousers, also shredded, were charcoal and red.

His first instinct was to punch the boy into oblivion, but something in his unnatural eyes stopped him.

"Pendragon," said Percy, "this is Artemis, the boy who made mushrooms glow.”

When the boy stuck his hand out, an amulet or charm, the exact same one that he had, revealed itself. The handshake involved no eye contact, just the two of them staring at each other’s wrists. Pendragon’s heartbeat became shallow and unsure.

“Artemis,” he said, trying the word out on his tongue. Everything about it felt wrong.

The boy turned to Storm, who met his gaze with the same ferocity. He cocked his head slightly.

“No weapons.”

Storm let her hand slide out of the pocket where the Cobra was waiting. Pendragon bit his tongue and looked to Percy.

“Percival fucking Ramsay, what have you done.”

“We found him in the woods, maybe four hours out.”

Artemis was too busy staring into the house to confirm.

“We have to get to the synaxis.” Storm glanced down at her wrist, where a glowing radium watch sat ticking time away. She didn’t bother to mention she had an appointment with Rairyx as well.

“What do we do with him?”

Percy ran a hand through his hair. “Ideas?”

“We can’t let Midas see him.”

Ariadne bobbed her head in agreement. “We could leave him just outside.”

“What if he runs off?”

“Where the fuck would he go?”
“Back into the woods?”

The silent hopefully was louder than they intended. Artemis turned to face Percy.

“I can wait outside the Parthenon or whatnot.”

“We can’t let anyone see you, though.”

“Who would care?”

“The Staatspolizei.”

“There’s one squadron in Aquitaine City. They wouldn’t come through here.” Ariadne bit her lip, her eyes narrowed.

“Not until they realize two kids accidentally found some sort of fucking druid in the woods.”

Instead of replying, Artemis merely said:

“Your lights have gone out.”

Sure enough, when Pendragon turned around, every light in his house was out. Storm cursed and walked over to the switch, her watch glowing softly. One lone sodium bulb dared speak out; it was on the wall, covered up. It cast long, sickly shadows, a perverted, yellow light, which fell across the rooms like cadavers into coffins. Pendragon had always hated that bulb, but his mother could never seem to let it go in all of her antique runs into Aquitaine City, or even down to the old crone Pyrra’s Antiques and Curiosities. It smirked, superior to those lights that died.

Storm passed in front of the wretched bulb, her shadow shrinking and then growing. The shapes were grotesque, demons and furies going from large to larger. She flipped the light switch. Nothing. She tried it again, theoretically turning the lights off. Still, nothing. After a couple more tries, she gave up and came back to the threshold.

Storm gave Artemis a deadly glance before rolling her eyes towards Percy.

“We need to get going.”

She pushed in front of them and out into the street, towards a motorcycle parked on the sidewalk. It was old and rusted, probably old Jo Crane's or Little Ben the Smith's. The fact that its light was blown out confirmed it was Ben's, though the fact that he was parked half a mile from his home and shop was somewhat disconcerting, coupled with everything else that had happened. Pendragon shoved it in the far corners of his consciousness, where it wouldn't disturb him.

Fringe's Parthenon, once officially the Federalist Parthenon of the Greater Aquitaine District of the Corvian Federation, was one of the best in Ingwar and Aricairn or anywhere in the Isles. Only that of Sara's Glen on Extrakt and Lumina in Xynfindel rivaled it physically, while that of Capitol was the only one to challenge its holiness. It was close to two hundred yards from front door to rear, almost half that high, and about a quarter as wide. It was almost solid marble, transported from the Acropolan Quarry up north. The doors were large and red, always crimson, with black finishings. Above the door was a phrase: SEMPER UNITAS CORVUS. Forever Corvian Unity. An outdated saying, but a powerful one even to Pendragon’s generation, which had succeeded the collapse of the Federation by three decades or so. A high relief of the jumbled island containing Ingwar, Bryson and Aricairn was on the door, with Capitol, Fringe, Aquitaine City, Yeovil, Urquhart and Human prominently standing out. Most of the lights in Fringe proper were out, while the Parthenon shone brilliantly. Lanterns were placed in hollowed-out portions of the marble, giving the building an ember glow, as if to reinforce its purity.

“You’ll wait here?”

Percy’s question was more of a statement than anything. There was nothing for Artemis to do but nod and step out of the way as Pendragon tore the door open. An immense quantity of light, as much as the sun at periapsis, sprinted into the verior-nox. The rows and rows of ebony pews were almost full of people in dull navy, black or grey, splashes of white uniform on the uniforms. A couple people in the back turned to look, but the pastor seemed not to notice. Reverend Rutherford H. Midas was standing and gesturing, a slim figure from nearly a hundred yards distant.

The door closed behind him with a sound that shook his nerve fibers with its angry and noisy reverberations. At this, Midas looked up and, even worse, stopped. The four kids stood in the back, too colorful, standing, disrespectful in the extreme. Abysida Atheris looked horrified. The pastor only smiled at them, forgiving.

“Welcome, Slytharine, Atheris, Ramsay. It is always a pleasure.”

Coming from anyone else, the phrase would’ve been sarcastic; yet Midas seemed unable to express sarcasm or passive aggression. Pendragon and Percy were known to sneak out at night, while Ariadne would vanish for days at a time with Rairyx and Lukas. Storm was the only one who stayed in town more often than not; she also happened to one the most prone to stealing and black market deals.

Pendragon pursed his lips and forced him to walk, head down, towards the altar, the most shameful and the last in line.

“Oh, but we have a visitor, don’t we? Oh, Mister Slytharine, if you could open the door, that would be wonderful. The Spirit waits for everyone.”

His face was burning, and he had to consciously prevent himself from ripping the door open again. He opened it slowly and, sure enough, there was Artemis. He raised an eyebrow.

“Come in!” called Midas.

Together, the twins, one bizarrely younger-looking and bloodstained, walked side by side. The fact that Pendragon’s eyes were piercing because they were deep and Artemis’ were because of their glacial cold- and paleness was a detail everyone missed, even Moira and Zendaiia Slytharine. Abysida was too embarrassed to look him in the eye, while the four Ramsays in the pews regarded him with a violence usually reserved for when they found him in their basement or on their roof. It was no secret their patriarch, Percival Senior, despised Pendragon Slytharine almost as much as he had Molossus. Artemis wasn’t spared the gore; like Pendragon, he gave them a taste of their own medicine.

The walk to the altar too far too long, but once he was there, everything went by much too fast. Midas seemed excited and anxious to have found Artemis.

“Young man,” he started, “what a pleasure.” When Artemis made the slightest of nods, he went on, “have you ever seen a Parthenon-style sermon?”

“No.”

“And where are you from?”

Pendragon bit his lip and waited for the bullet. Instead, he heard:

“I’m from the Continent. Far, far east.”

“Saron? Khanniam?”

Midas must’ve known that Artemis’ accent was all wrong for either region really, and was just fishing.

“No.”

Another bullet went whizzing by Pendragon’s head, almost clipping his ear.

“Oh, I know— Steinfeld, right?”

The sniper was pointing farther and farther away from him. Pendragon dared to exhale.

“Yes.”

“Of course. Your name?”

“Artemis.”

The sniper was right back on him again.

If anything, Artemis was a Stariot name, maybe VeBarra, not Steinfeld though. Midas, thankfully, merely nodded and let it rest.

“Well, is it good to see you, young man. Please, why don’t both of you sit there.” The pastor looked to him. “As always, good to see you, Mister Slytharine.”

He could only move his head stiffly as he rushed down to the pew and sat down, not letting any muscle relax. Artemis must’ve sensed his tension and stayed alert as well.

“Well, how nice it is for these fine young men and woman to join us. I was just talking about our future— yes, that of Ingwar, Bryson, the Continent, Stariot— everywhere. There is an atrophy occurring few wish to acknowledge and fewer still wish to act upon. It is the death—” a dramatic pause, something Midas was known for, “the death of materialism, my friends.

“This death is, of course, succeeded by a rise in what I would humbly call Noëlism.”

Artemis looked at him weirdly. He returned the glance, just as confused.

“Named after, of course, the holiday, Noël. Instead of materialism, it is a sense of community— the very same sense that brings us together as a town, a district, a nation, a species. They will say our economy, today, is built on the individual. This system will fail, and be replaced by a newer, pious, trusting network, where group trades with group, a semi-permanence ensuring stability.”

Midas went on and on, talking of the Walden system, the Trier Uprising and the coming emergence of confluent trading. Like most sermons, it was as informative as speculative. Out of approximately seventeen distinct families in the environs of Fringe, only a third could afford to attend the Academy between them and Aquitaine City. The rest were educated through sermons and, starting around five years ago, through the now-widespread use of radio.

Pendragon allowed himself to tune out most of the remainder of the next two hours. It was only when about fifteen minutes remained that his mind jumped back into the sermon. Midas had said, in some context, the word angels, a red flag for him.

“… Stranger things have arisen. Madame Oliveros swears by the ghosts in the shells. Travelers from Kain’s Aeries and Syriana tell of unknown objects in the woods. The darkling sea above toils. The Spirit is sending us Their message. And I believe that angels are coming— perhaps not to settle a score, but to see our beautiful world.”

Pendragon couldn’t help but glance over at Artemis. To his credit, he didn’t react to Midas, instead busied himself trying to sit in a position that would set the least amount of blood upon the pews and floor. He was still actively bleeding from the wound in his collarbone.

“Angels come from the stars and the sea. They can appear in glens, lochs and other riparian areas. Welcome them. Embrace them. They are not your enemy.”

Everyone seemed to believe him. Pendragon held back a smirk and kept his face neutral. Angels don’t come from above. They come from below, and they want to kill us. Despite the wishes of his mother, neither Molossus nor Pendragon had ever been particularly religious, the former opting to join Legion— an apparently sacrilegious coalition— while Pendragon skipped sabbatical trips, karmic retreats and occasionally didn’t stand for the Islander Pledge before school. He had dug out the mini Corvian Federation flag from the trash and hung it up again so many times that Zendaiia gave up. His other sister, Moira, was the good one, married at a good age to the fox farmer Renart. Pendragon and Renart’s younger brother, Ysengrin, got high in their garage, or in a parking lot in his barely-legal, practically self-built truck.

Midas rambled on for a couple more minutes and ended on one final note.

“You must know that we are not prototypes. Humanity is beyond that. We are an angel’s equal. Keep that in mind, and may the Spirit bless you with a wondrous verior-nox.”

Everyone clapped and stood up. Pendragon and Artemis were the last to rise and the first to turn to leave. He escorted Artemis reluctantly out the door, one hand on his tailbone. The similarity to his own was enough to make him retract his hand and shiver in the warmth of the Parthenon. They stepped outside the large red double doors and found Ari, Storm and Percy.

“Now what?” Percy asked the question coolly.

“Why don’t you go running in the woods again and find another doppelgänger, yeah?” Pendragon replied sarcastically.

“Both of you,” Ari cut in, “we’re going to Vick’s with Rairyx and co. Let’s go.”

Vick’s was notorious for being inaccurate with their “low alcohol content” drinks as well as letting minors in if they were invited by the grace of the staff— and it just happened that Huckleberry and Theo both worked there.

“I— I don’t know,” Pendragon breathed, looking to Percy and then letting his gaze wander to Artemis, “If we go, he can’t go like this.”

Storm smiled, never a good thing. “Well, you’re the one who would have clothes that would fit him.”

Ariadne snickered, but with a look from Percy reduced it to a sneer.

“Here,” Percy said, still cool, “we’ll go back and can meet you later. Who’s there?”

“Us, Rairyx, Theo, Bear, Huck, Ysengrin, Lukas, maybe Frazier.”

“Alright,” he breathed, “don’t get too drunk before we get there.”
“Try me,” Ariadne replied coyly.

“Let’s go,” he said, rolling his eyes towards Pendragon. They took off in opposite directions.

II.

It was a five minute walk back to Pendragon’s house. The lights had come back on, and two black shapes moved behind the curtains. There was no point in hiding Artemis from Moira and Zendaiia; he was confused until another two shapes entered the room: Renart and his mother. He looked to Percy, took a breath and pushed the door open.

“Pendragon! Is that you?”

“Yes’m.”

He didn’t have time to give Percy another sidelong glance before his mother came at him in full force, which, fortunately, was a minimal amount of force. She was small, five three (“and three-quarters,” she would add playfully, as if he was still nine) and deathly thin from years of physical abuse (by two husbands and seven strains of anxiolytics) and mental abuse (from a constant, overarching, occasionally seizure- or hallucination-inducing so-called manic depression). Naturally, her rusty hair was wild and static-y, her eyes wide, her breath smelling like Altoids.

“Hey— Mom— listen— uh, we gotta…” He let his voice trail off.

His mother backed off. She didn’t even acknowledge Percy as she stared at Artemis. He was only slightly smaller than Pendragon but looked about two years his junior. She seemed to get lost in his glacial, pale eyes. She furrowed her brow, tightened her lips, and her chin quivered a little. She put her hands on him— the same wiry, veiny hands that had held his life for nineteen years— and felt the fabric of his crimson-stained pink shirt. She bit her lip so hard blood started to gather, but she didn’t seem to notice. Finally, she took a shaky breath and laughed, a small, wheezing chuckle, the kind you would hear if someone were asphyxiating or perhaps tripping. She put a hand on her mouth, ignoring the mascara clumping around her eyes.

“Well,” she said, her voice incredibly soft and unstable, “look at you, all grown up.”

Percy stepped behind Pendragon and put his arms around him, in a gesture of affection meant to calm him down, but it did little and less. A fire was quietly raging inside him, as bright as any star and as devastating as any earthquake.

Is this where you replace me? Is this where you take my fucking mother, my family, my boyfriend, probably my fucking hawk from me too? Should I jump now or wait for a bottle of motor oil to ship from Aquitaine City? What the fuck do you want?

He knew he was being impulsive, but didn’t care as he shoved Percy off of him and lurched towards his mother.

“Mom.” I’m still right here.

“Pendragon,” she replied, her voice surprisingly even, “hold on a minute.”

It hit him like a second wave of tremors. “I’m going upstairs.”

What she said then hurt less than what she didn’t say. All his mother did was talk to Artemis, ignoring him completely. Ordinarily, he wouldn’t have minded. She probably just hasn’t taken the Ambien. Probably. As he went up the stairs, he heard her talk again.

“Eleven.”

“What?”

“You’re the eleventh one to come.”

“Eleven what?” He sounded suspicious.

“Why, darklings.” A harking laugh. “Those from above. Children of the sea.”

He went into his room where he couldn’t hear them anymore. Zendaiia started to clean again, and Moira banged a couple of pans together to drown out the awkwardness. He half-shut his door and collapsed on his bed, breathing hard, struggling to make his heartbeat a little shallower. Just enough to stop the blood from reaching my brain. He refused to let himself have any reaction, no tears and no shaking. He put his hands on his face, digging his palm into his orbital cavities, feeling his eyes get flattened slightly by the pressure. He felt the bed bend and heard it creak when Percy sat next to him. He ran his hands through Pendragon’s hair, taking just a little bit of the horrible, circling, vulture-like emotions out of his mind. Then, he remembered he and Artemis had the same hair— albeit vastly different lengths— and pulled away from Percy’s touch.

When it was safe, he released the pressure on his eyes. His whole life, he had been told that he burned his life in his hearth, like Meleager. He had always let it burn a little too short, and his hyperopia seemed to reflect that. The silence grew, like toxic smoke in the air.

“C’mon,” Percy murmured, “get up, it’s okay.”

He sat up and felt all the liquid in his stomach shift When the nausea passed, his eyes were still strained and a headache was coming on. He struggled to focus, but even in the farsighted haze he could tell his hands were shaking. Percy slipped his arms around his body, steadying his twitching body. They wandered around, tracing his chest, his ribs, his navel. Percy hooked his thumbs in his belt loops and put his chin on his shoulder. He kissed his neck, soft, gentle kisses that left a tingling, lukewarm sensation on his skin. His face was hot, from embarrassment, guilt or something else.

Pendragon turned his head, and their noses bumped into each other. He let himself smile, just a little bit, before kissing Percy. He pulled away after a couple of seconds. Percy put his thumb on Pendragon’s lip, letting his eyes trace the features of his face. He was just far enough away so that Pendragon could see his features semi-clearly. Percy took his thumb back and wrapped his hand around his neck, pulling him a little closer. His other hand was still at Pendragon’s jeans, right about the fly. He clenched his jaw and exhaled raggedly. He shifted his entire body to face Percy, and Percy, in turn, tightened his grip. They kissed again, noisy without noise. Which was alright— the silence spoke volumes.

After several moments, he forced himself to pull away. When he did, the lights started to flicker. They both turned towards the door. Artemis stood just beyond the threshold. He looked down, staring intently at the blood still dripping down his collarbone. His mother’s instincts apparently didn’t extend to getting him a bandage.

Pendragon took a long, deep breath, and let it whistle out of his teeth.

“Here. I have some clothes.”

Artemis ignored the passive aggressive neutrality and merely nodded. His face was gaunter than before, the red too loud against his absurdly quiet complexion.

“And,” he started again, more of a croak than a syllable, “some bandages.”

He led Artemis into his bathroom and walk-in closet, leaving Percy to trace a pattern on the bedspread. He tore open a drawer, relishing the startle it gave his double. He put a roll of gauze, scissors, isopropanol, a sewing kit and some Gorilla Glue on the counter. He turned towards Artemis, then turned back around and grabbed his glasses out of a jar. He was overdue to see Dr. Saxifrage by a month, but so far he hadn’t noticed a decline in his vision. He pulled his hair back and tied it in a tight ponytail.

“Well,” observed Artemis, “you look like a real fucking doctor now, don’t you.”

“Shut up and hold the fuck still,” he instructed mildly, “you don’t need an infection.”

He did as he was told as Pendragon first sanitized his wounds, then either glued or sewed them shut. Hiding under the shirt was another deep wound, almost like an IV’s mark, the only one to require gauze. When all was said and done, Artemis was cleaner and looked a little livelier. His vivacity unnerved Pendragon. He spun into the closet, thinking. He took a couple shirts, put them back; found some jeans, put those back too; messed around with some socks, even kicking around a pair of shoes; he did everything slowly, so slow that his double pushed inside and offered to help him. He declined and searched some more.

He said:

“Here, see if it fits.”

Which implied:

Listen, just get the clothes on and leave. Neither one of us wants to be here.

Deep inside, Pendragon knew this wasn’t true. In a queer way, he wanted to spend more time with Artemis, almost get to know him. He refused to admit it to himself, though. As if in reply, more to what was unsaid than said, the lights flickered.

Artemis didn’t look up, instead started to undress. Pendragon’s temptation to turn away subsided and morphed into an off the wall fascination. The more the boy undressed, the stronger the magnetism. He had the same build, of course; the only thing that was different— rather, things— were the tattoos. He still couldn’t tell what the one on his collarbone was, but the ivy and raven-in-thorns was all the same. He took a sharp breath.

The lights started to flicker.

Then, they went out.

“Pen— oh my god—”

They were both glowing, a soft, orange glow. Their veins were black and pulsing underneath their skin. They looked into each other’s eyes— all Pendragon saw were the glowing irises. They looked at themselves and each other in the mirror.

Except, the mirror was no longer a mirror.

The glass distorted and twisted. Artemis reached out to touch it— it retreated and rippled like the surface of a lake. In the mirror, they were outside, except the environment was glowing, not them. It was the toadstools again. They were back in the woods. It was raining; not the slight misting, but as if the darkling sea were coming down around them.

They both stepped back in tandem as water started to run down the mirror, in their world. It took the gauze down to the floor and made his feet go cold, Queerly, it didn’t go past the threshold of the bathroom. In the mirror, a light started to glow between reflection Pendragon and reflection Artemis. Suddenly, a shockwave, visible and appalling, was thrown off by the light. Both reflections were knocked flat on their backs. The mirror image started to fade, the water running faster and darker.

The lights flickered again and stayed on. The mirror was back to normal— everything was normal. Pendragon and Artemis looked at each other, one almost bare to the bone. Pendragon threw a shirt, some pants, shoes and socks at him and grabbed two jackets— his leather jacket for himself and a sweatshirt from the Aquitainia 2K Race in Aquitaine City for his double. He took the Converse, while Artemis went with the Vans.

“Pendragon—”

“We gotta go.” He put his hood on and grabbed a flashlight. He paused for a second, looked at Percy, then looked past him. He strode to his dresser and wrenched open a drawer. Inside were two boxes of shotgun slugs.

“Pendragon—”

“Percy.” He hoped his expression was pained. Judging from his reaction, it was. “Listen, something’s going on. Artemis and I— we gotta go back to the woods.”

“I’m coming with you.” There was zero hesitation, which was good— he didn’t trust Artemis to remember the spot where the toadstools were.

“I know.” He tossed the slugs at Percy, who caught them as deftly as he could. “But we gotta go now.”

“Then go. I’m following you.”

The three boys practically leapt down the flight of stairs. Renart and his mother were at the bottom.

“Oh, Pendragon, where are you go—”

“Sorry, Storm’s having a little bit of trouble.” He affixed a gaze on Renart. “With Ysengrin.”

To his relief, Renart waved them on. His mother, unsatisfied, grabbed his arm.

“At least tell me where you’re going—”

“I’m not sure yet. Storm said she was in town but not where. We’ll be back by el— midnight.”

“It’s past curfew— Penny—”

“Mom. It’s fine. But we gotta go.”

They left her behind, standing in the doorway, shaking.

Pendragon prayed she remembered to take her anxiolytics.

III.

Percy, naturally, had run over to the garage to get the bikes. It was dark, and they all knew biking faster, farther was easier than running. Crossing the lawn, they beelined for the shed, off to the side of the garage. He tried to jimmy the door open, but resorted to slamming into it with his shoulder when it wouldn’t budge. When he was about to throw himself at it a third time, Artemis stopped him.

“Wait.” A ten second pause. “Move out of the way.”

In all of five seconds, the door was forced open by an unseen force. Pendragon, unable to be more concerned, ignored the fact, while Percy stood gaping. He snapped his fingers, and they followed him in. A singular lightbulb was on, flickering ever so slightly. He grabbed Molossus’ mint Benelli. Artemis, while handing the gun off to Percy, admired the Savage Model 212’s and Ithaca Deerslayers up against the wall.

“Your dad a cop?”

“Collector.”

“Of guns or prizes?”

“Both.” He snickered as he pulled out a dusty airsoft pistol, from a toy store down in MacAulay. “This was mine when I was younger.”

“You graduated to shotguns, though.”

“I didn’t.” He nodded backwards, towards Percy. “He did.”

He turned the light off as they led three bikes out of the shed. They were rusted but perfectly functional.

“Show us where.”

Percy nodded, and they took off on a small trail behind the property.

It was dark and muddy, leaves pressed into the ground, half-decomposed. Underneath, the dirt was rotten, the wind in its strength unable to do anything but create small ripples where there was standing water. They splashed through, the bikes struggling to stay upright. There was a light only on Percy’s; the other two rode almost in complete darkness. It was almost true midnight, and a zephyr whistled through the trees as they progressively got deeper and darker.

Fringe wasn’t located near a border or a so-called boreal sea— such as the channel between Stariot and the Outer Isles, or that between Ingwar and Aricairn and Ambrose— instead, it was a place that refused to be developed, and flowed towards a boreal sea. A stream running through the forest showed the way as it became larger and larger, over two miles across by the time it reached the Roulette Channel.

Percy pedaled fast, and Pendragon struggled to keep up. It was almost as if they were being chased. However, the only person behind them was Artemis. He bit his lip and pressed on, ignoring the heavy mist in his eyes. There were no lights anywhere, besides Percy’s bike; no sign that man had ever ventured through here, except for the trodden path.

Towards the end of their ride, several houses came into view. Pyrra the Crone’s rickety shack was easily recognizable, and from there it only took Pendragon a couple of seconds to get his bearings. Of course, this was from where Ariadne and Percy had gone running. They all stopped, got off their bikes and walked them a couple of yards to what appeared to be a large fabric rectangle in the middle of the path. Percy bent over, kicked it, then straightened. Some sort of dust had come off of the soggy fabric.

“It’s an old Federation flag. Ari and I saw it coming back.”

“So we’re in the right spot, then?”

“Yeah. It should be just up here.”

Passing between a couple of poplars, they arrived at a small clearing. Everything was dark— the house lights had a hard time penetrating this deep into the forest.

“Artemis, do it again.”

He let his back fall to the ground and wandered over to a tree, covered in moss, lichen and an assortment of fungi. As he drew nearer, Percy fell back to where Pendragon was standing, the light a soft, weak glow against the forest. He switched it off.

There were three seconds of pitch black, during which time Pendragon had three consecutive heart attacks. He could hear Artemis’ form lean against the tree and suddenly there was a light. Then, another— a half dozen of them, all clustered around Artemis. The color started to spread, a soft, warm hue, somewhere between orange and red. He had to cough, but whether it was from the humidity or the sheer amount of spores he couldn’t tell. Probably both.

The color disease spread and spread and spread, up branches, along the ground, everywhere. It was like the world was glowing, like the Earth had created her own star. The air was murky, obfuscating everything. Pendragon walked over to Artemis, careful not to step on too many toadstools. It didn’t matter in the end— the ones he did step on kept on glowing as they reformed. Visible droplets were forming on his skin. Percy was back at the bike, its light barely seen in the flurry of light sources, spores, mist…

No, not quite. It wasn’t misting anymore. Instead, rain had started to come down around them.

“D’you see that?”
“See what?”

“See the rain.”

Artemis nodded and looked over the environment. It was truly raining at this point, the volume of moisture equivocal to that of standing immediately downwind of a burst pipe. He became aware of his clothes sticking to his skin as Artemis’ did. Almost more so than when he was sewing the double up, he became aware of the doppelgänger’s almost exact replica of his body, ever so slightly more boyish.

It took him longer and longer to cross the distance to Artemis. The ground was turning from sludge to a stream. His feet went cold as the rain started to pool. The light from Percy’s bike got fainter and fainter, then started to twist, as if a pane of glasses separated them and the glass had liquefied. He turned back around to Artemis, blinking furiously to drive the insane amount of water out of his eyes. It was like the darkling sea was falling down on them.

Or, they were rising into the water.

His heart started to murmur, then pound. Against the orders of his mind, his found himself shouting to Artemis.

“Grab my hand!”

He did as he was bid. It was like clasping his own. He forced himself to tighten his grip, pulling them closer together. There was a slight thrumming in his ears, the sound of a watch wrapped in cotton, amplified a hundredfold. The water was coming down in sheets, enough to fill a house every couple of seconds. His digits and extremities went completely numb, but still, he held on to Artemis. He started to choke but found his body couldn’t accept any air that seemed to be around it. He started to gasp, a ragged wheezing that did nothing but make his vision go spotty and his heart murmur faster. His eyesight narrowed to a singular tunnel, with a small light at the end. It was spotty, and occasionally disappeared altogether, but more or less stayed put. There was an intense pressure all over his body, of being squeezed in every direction at once.

Then, the blinding, white light of heaven, painful and horrific, exploded in front of him in shards.

IV.

Pendragon was flat on his back, the ground soft and chilled. Feeling had returned to his extremities. His hands had dirt on them, the fingers a little red from the cold in the wet ground. He stretched his shoulders and propped himself up on his elbows to look around.

He was in a forest, not nearly as dark as the toadstool gathering. The trees shone with extra light, the dew, mist and fog lighter, whiter. The leaves were greener, the ground more mottled, infused with different hues. There was an energetic, almost magnetic hum in the air. Through the branches, he could see that the sky, instead of dark navy, was alabaster and grey, as if there was no sea above, merely clouds.

Pendragon craned his neck, feeling the pops and crackle of his vertebra. They were both still damp, not soaking but nowhere near dry. The double was breathing heavily, eyes wide, nostrils flared. He came to rapt attention when a butterfly, a Polygonia c-album, fluttered in front of his face. He didn’t swat it away, instead watched it like a hawk as it danced around him. It soon left, disappearing into the trees.

Shakily, they both stood up, their backs tainted by dirt. The humming became a little more pronounced and dropped several octaves, going from an annoying ringing to a sound that mimicked a loud, constant heartbeat, without the beat, just a buzzing in the air. He breathed heavily, a roar in his ears and mind. His vision still pulsed with the intensity of the light and glow of the toadstools. He turned to Artemis, who met his gaze. There was a slight oscillation in the hue of his eyes, like a star passing through clouds. Given the way he stared at Pendragon, he assumed his eyes were doing the same thing.

A loud, deep bark shattered the silence of the forest. An entire chorus soon joined the first animal.

There were dogs.

One glance at Artemis told him the hounds were after them. They started to walk, then trot. Ten yards on, they broke into a light sprint. Within a tenth of a mile, their Converse and Vans were covered in mud, and their feet were soaked to the bone. Lichen, of all varieties and colors, covered the trees, while rocks and fallen branches were draped with layers upon layers of moss. Fungi were here and there, toadstools and others. They were heading in a roughly downhill direction, the ground getting slicker and rockier. The edges of his vision were still a little dark and spotty.

The dogs got louder and louder, closing in.

They burst through the tree line and arrived at the shore of a lake. He skidded to a stop, his brain malfunctioning. Above, there was no darkling sea, only clouds. Worse, through breaks in the cloud cover, he could see a deep, light blue, cerulean, eternal. A hot, white disc in the sky revealed the location of the sun. A horrific wind blew through, one of Beaufort’s fresh breezes. It died down quickly but picked up again just as rapidly, from a different direction. As they jogged down, the wind came at them more often than not, biting at their faces and throwing spray into their eyes. Pendragon turned to shield his face and saw a ruined castle, perhaps half a mile distant. There were hills on every side of the lake; looking right, beyond the castle, the lake retreated into a sheltered area, like a cove, while to the left it continued to the horizon, through a sort of gate between two steep hills. A massive cloud hung low over there, creating a sheet of moisture that blocked any sights beyond or into it. Sunlight simmered on the surface of the lake, turning some of the wavelets golden-white, while shadows were full, dark and very foreshortened, from the fact that the light was coming from almost directly above. He stood there for a while, his brain unable to comprehend the sight of an eternal sky, dusty with thick, puffy, windswept clouds, the only sea the one he was standing next to.

From the ruins, shouts and sirens were audible. He was jarred out of the trance, to the visible relief of Artemis. The dogs were coming from the opposite direction of the castle. Therefore, they ran towards it. They trudged uphill again, for the rocky strand rapidly dissolved into a cliff face. The mud ran thick, coagulated and sludgy. He hoisted himself up a rock-face— something of a half-buried wall, in actuality— and scrambled across the smooth surface. The shouts were getting louder, the sirens more and more like disturbing tinnitus.

The trees abruptly stopped, and they found themselves in a clearing. They were in one of the castle’s old courtyards. Advancing cautiously but swiftly, they drifted from wall to wall, something of a zigzagged run/hop. They stopped when they came across another courtyard, this one without any shelter for several dozen yards. Peeking out, Pendragon could see a line of a half-dozen cars, police from the lights and coloring, some with officers inside, others with their doors hanging open, empty. He took in the scene, rotating around. They could follow the wall they were on downhill and hopefully reach a cluster of bushes and get beyond the officers’ lines of sight, or they could sprint overtly across the plain.

Artemis made the decision for him, tearing down the wall, somewhere between spider and hound. The true hounds were getting ever closer, their barks louder by the second. Pendragon followed the double, sliding across the ancient brick.

Something caught his foot, and he went down. He hit his head on Artemis’ shoe before the soft, grassy mud of the ground enveloped his visage. He sputtered, a sour taste in his mouth, and scrambled to his feet. They both hit the bottom of the hill and followed the wall horizontally, parallel to the lake a cliff face below. There was a hole in the wall, and they took the chance to slip on to the other side and continue.

They stopped under a tree, between two monstrous ferns. They crouched down, easily becoming invisible. The barks subsided ever so slightly. It didn’t matter, though— Pendragon was focused completely on what was in front of him.

From where they were, the land sloped down at a steeper angle, as did the other side, creating a small micro-valley-type thing. This flowed and panned out at the bottom, where it was probably about three yards above the water. There was a small brick wall thing again, this one embedded into the ground, creating a kind of step, on which wooden stairs led down to the strands, a mix of grass, rocks and cold sand. It was obvious the water got deep, fast. Several hundred yards out was a boat, a small fishing boat, probably rented by the police, given officers swarmed all over it. But it was who and what were on the strands, the final and lowest clearing in front of the ruins, that attracted all of Pendragon’s, and probably Artemis’, attention.

A group of people, perhaps family, had gathered, each cuffed and held back by police. The handcuffs were brilliant in the light— only gems under artificial light had ever gleamed like that in Fringe. As the figures came into focus, Pendragon could see that their feet were fettered, with some sort of collar around their necks and gags in their mouths. They were blindfolded as well. The manacles and cuffs were attached to each other, limiting mobility and creating a square of silvery metal. Each one, in turn, was being led out into the water and placed on a raft, which was pushed out, carried hurriedly by the current, Little rowing boats of police met the raft, took the person off, then threw them in the water.

It was a mass drowning.

Before long, only a couple prisoners remained. One of them, a woman, turned. Pendragon’s heart went into his throat. Shell-shock hungrily set in.

It was a younger, more vivacious version of his mother.

Before he could stop himself, he called out. Artemis, mortified, threw his arms around his face in an effort to stop the sound, but the damage was done. As she was pushed into the water, several of the officers turned around, staring directly at them, seeing completely through their camouflage. Several of the police began to shout. They ran out from under the tree, their cover blown. They ran back up, following the wall. A pack of hounds and their handlers raced to meet them. They turned back and went towards the water. Pendragon raced down the hill, skidding and sliding more than running. He flipped around, doubled back, before turning on his heel. They were surrounded. He backed up, into Artemis. The thrumm of the woods was back. He looked down. At his feet, small orange spindles were crawling up his legs, his toes infested with maggots. Artemis was the same way. He could feel centipedes crawling under his skin.

The dogs were let loose and ran towards them, snarling, rabid, uncontrollable. The walls of the castle seemed to crumble around them. The sun thrust itself out of the clouds, letting a golden beam slice through and burn him. He screamed and fell to his knees. The orange spindles burned like jellyfish stings, cutting into his muscles. His throat went raw and he doubled over, his body collapsing on itself. He could feel his muscles seizing as the spindles engulfed him. He shut his mouth, clenching his teeth.

It started to mist again, this time acid rain. He dared open his mouth to vomit, a red liquid, spotted black, semi-coagulated. Before he could close his jaws again, the spindles reached inside, constricting around his teeth, wrapping around his tongue dissolving his palate and intruding into his sinuses. He was screaming again, screeching, shrieking.

There was a popping in his ears as his vision pulsed, the tinnitus almost deafening. One, last time, as he was carried towards the lake, his vision exploded in shards and shrapnel of pure white.

When he hit the water, instantaneous relief was immediately overshadowed by a feeling of dissolving, as the spindles destroyed every last bit of matter in his body. The pool of water, dark, twisted beneath and around him, like a grotesque, black mirror.

Look at that, that lightning bolt,

Listen to that, that everlasting storm,

Get it down to a beautiful rhythm,

Don't be caught with a sidereal dream,

A loud, nebular, taciturn silence,

Supernova, stuck in a stellar tomb.

There's much to say for silence.

These are scorpionic, broken-up bolts,

A note to self, written on the tomb,

That says: "don't run from the celestial storms--

Make your own house of Telluric day-dreams,

Don't be afraid to make your own rhythm."

And what, quite, is that rhythm?

It's the beat of quasars, of Lyrid silence,

No set beat, no phosphorus-cooked bad dreams.

Instead-- Luciferian-built bolts,

Thunderclaps above Icarian storms,

Screaming "freedom from fear" from aphotic tombs.

Fear? What fear? Fear of dark tombs?

Fear of saturnine, post-mortem rhythms?

Fear of Daedalian, Jovian storms?

Please. You are not one to fear the silence--

You are the one who knew never to bolt,

And now, you're scared, caught in a bad dream.

There is no "uncontrolled" dream.

There is only that Eridian tomb,

Of which there is not to fear, nor to bolt,

But venture into, into the rhythm

The white noise laced with Hydrian silence

An inner, great expanse, riddled with storms.

Ride the Poseidean storms,

Quantify the hysteric, Venusian dreams

Be enveloped by the mortal silence,

Embrace the sempiternal, decayed tombs

Embrace the old Martian, war-torn rhythms,

Don't be afraid of wild, Rohirric bolts.

Let storms roll across fresh Gaian plains set ablaze, the dreamers set in tombs--

Massive valleys of monuments, built and dedicated to the rhythm of Olympus, unable to escape their Aquariid-induced, lurid dreams--

Bleeding bolts out of their sides, let the electricity flow, with only a singular comfort in the silence.

{Written for @methsnake on Tumblr}

Part One: Angels Fall, Demons Rise

“Are you scared?”

Percy guffawed, an indignant frown on his face.

“Not like you,” he huffed, breathless from the sprint.

“Then let’s go!”
 Ariadne leapt over rocks like they weren’t there. They had been going into the woods for years, since they were children, well before they went to the Academy. Fringe was a small town, and everyone knew them as those who never gave up. Travelers. Most assumed Ariadne was destined to become one of the real Travelers, those who traveled beyond to the Continent and beyond, maybe even beyond Ingwar. As if that’s even possible. Just a scientist’s fanciful dream.

That was all well and good for her. Percy was happy to go along with her, or stay and take care of Moira’s fox farm and live with Pendragon forever. Even the thought of him sent a small electric shock down Percy’s spine. He smiled, the memory of that first time out under the darkling sea making his heart throb.

“Are you trying to go slow or are you just trying to piss me off?”

“Fuck off,” he called out. He started to run again, barely realizing that he had slowed to a jog.

They had been running for a couple of hours already. It was getting late, shown by the streaks of light permeating the sea above. Percy craned his neck towards the sky. Above, the sea was choppier than normal, rippling and swirling with grey, cerulean and sable. Between the canopy and the water were a couple of misty puffs, indiscrete clouds slowly breaking apart. Around Fringe, the trees could only reach a dozen or two dozen feet tall, but here, miles away from the town, they reached two hundred feet tall.

Something cawwed above. Percy looked up. A kestrel was being chased by a harpy eagle, uncommon in a boreal climate, but there all the same. A screech erupted as the eagle turned into a mess of feathers, an avian implosion of sorts. He tripped, regained his balance, and turned in circles, looking for the cause. A large, dark form was gliding away from the feathers with something in its claws. Percy squinted. With a start, he realized it was an owl.

Most owls didn’t grow to have a wingspan of twelve feet.

“Ari!”

His sister turned. “What?”

He nodded towards the sky. “Look…”
 She snorted. “Yeah, animals get bigger the further you go. Ancora once came back with a mouse that was three feet long.”

Percy shuddered. Everything about going deeper into the forest screamed bad idea, but they were already there. What harm could going a little farther do?

After the owl, it was another half-hour or so of running through darkness before they came upon what appeared to be a path. It was a single, warped metal rail sticking out of the ground, defiant in the face of impeding forest encroachment. A small vestige of humanity within an overwhelming scene of nature. He stopped and gently caressed the metal with his palm. It was corroded and quickly fell apart with the force of touch.

“What is that?”

“I don’t know, but Z will probably buy it.” Ariadne cocked her head to the side. She started digging around it, trying to unearth whatever piece of it was below ground. She didn’t succeed and sat back on her ankles for a moment. Her breath was visible.

“Well? Does it keep going?”

“You tell me, Perseus.” She only used his full name when she was well and truly pissed off. “C’mon. It looks like it goes to something over there.”

Percy squinted. There was a form, somewhere between a cylinder and a prism, off in the gloom. Ariadne was after it before he could get up, leaping over ferns and tree roots that he stumbled on. He had to break into another sprint, the fifth of the day, just to catch up with her.

“Wait up!”
 She didn’t answer, only slowed down mildly.

Whatever it was, it was large and far away. Nearing it, he could see that it had a tree growing out of it and had been practically sheered in half. It was metal, rusted and stained from the forest. It was a rounded-off prism, with large holes— windows— in two opposite sides, some pointing up, some down. On the left side was a dented sheer plate of metal covering it, while on the right were massive, rusted wheels, almost comically thin.

“What is it?” Ariadne jumped and tried to grab on to one of the wheels in the air, sending it spinning.

Percy frowned. “It looks like a train.”

“A train? Maybe.”

Her tone gave it away that she knew he was right.

“What’s a train doing in the middle of the forest?”

“Were they trying to go to the West?”

“Most of the forest isn’t explored. The Western Continent is thousands and thousands of miles away. You expect someone to build a train through that?” She pointed at the trees, which had grown from two hundred feet to over a thousand. The trunks were as large as their house, the branches a road between them that even humans could walk. Right as she pointed, a massive centipede moved on the trunk. It was five feet long. Percy had a stone sink to his stomach.

“Oh my—”

Ariadne was already on top of the train car, scrambling along the metal. He cursed and reluctantly followed her. The side said AMTRAK on it.

“What does that mean?”

“Not a clue.”

She didn’t even listen to his answer, instead jumped on a tree branch. An ash tree was growing out of the train, and she scampered down into the compartment. She resurfaced a couple minutes later, with a pamphlet and dirt all over.

“You can only go like three feet inside. Dirt the rest of the way down.” She handed him the paper. It was surprisingly well-preserved. “Found this, though.”

The paper read LONDON, MIDLAND AND SCOTTISH RAILWAY: CALEDONIAN LINE. NEW TRAINS, INCLUDING INVERNESS EXPRESS!

“The hell is that?” Ariadne was poking her head out of the dirt in the cabin.

“A pamphlet.”

“No shit. For what?”

“A railway company. ‘London, Midland and Scottish Railway.’”

“Where’s London?”

“I don’t know.”

Percy bit his lip and looked up at the trees. Between branches larger than Fringe’s main boulevard, he could see the darkling sea above, rough and choppy. Storm warning. It would probably start raining soon, though he doubted any precipitation would be able to muscle down through the canopy very fast.

“We should go back though—”

aaaaaaaAAA! Bang!

Percy whipped around, heart in his throat. It had come from a southeasterly direction, deeper into the woods.

Ariadne didn’t even pause before hitting the ground running. She tore off into the darkness without so much as a glance to her brother. Percy groaned and followed. The only thing on his mind was how much of a shame it would be to get eaten by a twenty-foot centipede before he could say goodbye to Pendragon.

The shout and the bang weren’t close, but it had been loud and high-pitched. After running for over an hour, he came to a stopped Ariadne, who was catching her breath— for the first time in their closing-in-on-four-hour-run.

“Alright,” he said, grateful that she was finally panting, “what the hell was that?”

“Don’t ask me, dumbass. I’ve never been out this far—”

The ground suddenly came up to greet him. A branch caught his ankle while a giant wooden knob near the root caught him under the ribs, a good hook to his stomach. His breath was gone, and before he could process being on the ground in the first place, he was lifted up and slammed back down. Little stars crowded around the darkling sea above, between and in branches. When he could, he dared look around. Ariadne was looking to her four o’clock. He followed her gaze and immediately flattened himself against the ground., praying his static-filled hair wouldn’t stand up tall enough to alert anything. The trees, while huge, were few and far between, providing little on the ground to hide behind unless you were directly around the trunk.

An elk was standing about one hundred yards away, which was good considering its shoulder was at least fifty feet in the air. Its antlers were at least that broad and reaching perhaps an extra thirty feet in the air. The trees were far enough apart that it could stand comfortably and move itself around— himself, from the antlers.

Then, it bellowed.

Percy had always been aware of that verb, an ugly word with too many ugly consonants for his liking, and had never found a use for it. Until, that is, he heard a sixty-five-foot elk scream. Every one of his bones vibrated, independent of the ligaments and muscles surrounding them. The stag lowered a foot, something of a graceful act, but one which made the ground tremble, but not like before. He thought perhaps it had pranced into position before or had run into a tree. Either way, his breath was gone.

At the same time as his sister, he scrambled up and flew over to a trunk. The elk slowly blinked, a black-brown eye probably three feet in diameter which shone in the forest twilight. They hadn’t been noticed.

“Okay,” she breathed, mimicking his tone,“what the hell was that?”

“A giant fucking deer.”

“Ancora couldn’t hunt that.”
“Ancora is a hawk that’s the size of its hoof.”

“It didn’t make the noise from earlier, did it?”
“No. No elk made that sound.”
 For, it had sounded all too human.

They did something of a grapevine over to the next trunk, and on, until they were safely behind the deer. Then, they continued to run on their original trajectory, both bizarrely energized from the encounter. There was no stopping now; if the elk were almost seventy feet tall, Percy had no interest in seeing the bears and the wolves.

Whatever had made the human sound and the bang decided to be silent, and the closer they got, the more he thought they were doing something of a shot in the dark. He decided it best not to mention this to Ariadne. Instead, he wiped his nose, hopped over a queer, blackened rosebush, and stayed silent as his sister trudged on.

Half an hour after the elk— everything seemed to come in hour or half-hour increments, like a clock ticking curiously slow— he dared look up in a stretch of rather flat green expanse with thin branching above, which only appeared to get thinner, as if the trees had been pruned.

The darkling sea was turbulent, more turbulent than he had ever seen. White, grey, navy and black intermixed, the shadows deep and dark as massive waves crashed into each other. It looked like a storm, but a storm only above. There were no clouds, and nary a breeze down below.

As above, so below.

Percy swallowed the saying and, for a brief time, surged ahead of Ari, dodging tree trunks a hundred feet ’round and roots the size of the the train car. The crashing of waves was a dull roar, spread out over miles. Soon, the canopy began to sway as well, and by the time the zephyrs reached the ground, no birds dared fly above the tree line. Instead, thirty-foot owls contented themselves with smaller prey closer to the ground, until they too were taken by a wind.

And yet, it never reached the ground, a phantom chinook hovering above, only daring the push the gentlest caresses towards the earth.

Percy suddenly hated the forest. Hated how Fringe was on the brink. Hated how the First Explorers dared to come to the Lesser Lands on the Outer Isles from the Continent. Hated how the wall, Parallel 55, closed off Ingwar from the rest of the world. Hated how even Pendragon’s name sent a storm through his spine and a throbbing in his body.

He lied to himself and said the throbbing was from the scars, not the love.

A sideways blast quickly turned into a circular gale about ten feet thick, before the air stilled completely. Stilled beyond still. Even the relatively small amount of humidity stopped moving, individual drops and molecules unmoving and unmovable. Ariadne started coughing immediately and backed out.

“And now you want to leave?”

“This is weird as shit. No. We’re not going farther.”

He was about to agree when a hunched over form, shivering as if from glacial cold, caught his eye inside the dead zone.

Oh my god.

It couldn’t be him.

Could it?”

And before he could stop it, the word Pendragon slipped out of his mind, through his lips, and out into the world. And the figure turned.

Before Ariadne could stop him, Percy was through the gale, stumbling through tears. He let out a shout, and the slumped shoulders shuddered with the effort of turning.

“Pendragon! Pendragon!” Hot tears streamed down his face. What had happened to him? “I’m here! I’m here! No…”

He tripped over a root and didn’t even notice. He was flying over the ground. If someone had hurt Pendragon, had done— done what? Anything.

He reached the dead zone and jumped the last ten yards to him. He slid onto his knees and held him tightly, daring to plant a kiss on his head, through a familiar shock of hair, now wet. He pulled away and kissed him again on the neck, a beautifully smooth and strong neck, one he had missed sorely. He helped him stand up.

Then, leapt back as fast as he could and barely downed a scream.

It wasn’t Pendragon. The boy standing next to him was some… version of Pendragon. The sandy hair was there, but shorter, closely cut on the sides and longer on the top. The build was the same, but the outfit was wrong: ripped and bloodied pink colored shirt, trousers that were charcoal grey and not ripped but dyed carmine as well and tattoos the same as Pendragon’s, but in different spots. The raven-in-thorns was on this boy’s back shoulder— Percy had seen it when he was still doubled over— and the amulet/ charm/ whatever it was was on the wrong wrist, the left. His collarbone housed a wound which had shredded more ink, this one some bat or constellation or something, now indiscernible. But the eyes, the eyes were what gave it away. They were pale green, lined with darker hues at the edge of the iris. His face was also more prominently freckled, cheekbones and jawline higher and sharper.

Percy stumbled backwards, all tears gone. He could only stare at this strange, bleeding, green-eyed boy.

Green eyes become green times. Watch out for those.

Any sense of urgency or love was gone. I sure as hell don’t keep love around for doppelgängers.

In the strongest voice he could muster, he screamed:

“Who the fuck are you?”

The boy couldn’t seem to muster a verbal answer. Instead, he just touched his scalp and neck where Percy had kissed him. He breathed a little faster, chest expanding a little more. Disgusted, Percy wiped the blood, sweat and water— wherever it had come from, it tasted rather brackish— from his lips and spat.

“I’m going to ask this again, who are you?”

Pendragon was smaller than him, and this boy was leaner than Pendragon, though taller. If he could take Pendragon, he could take this one.

“Tell me who you are.”

All the boy managed to do was look up at the darkling sea, massive waves reaching was high as the clouds below. He looked back to Percy before going back to the sky. He muttered something to himself. He cursed and grabbed the boy by the scruff of his rather-destroyed shirt.

“Listen, you, you—” he couldn’t find the word for a moment, “you duplicate, you aren’t Pendragon, and you won’t ever be, so tell me what the hell you just said, or you will wish you had never come here. Understand?”

Understand was exhaled, and anyhow by then he had lost most of his steam.

The boy made dead, ruthless eye contact. It was hard to stare into those pale green eyes, but Percy wasn’t backing down now. He waited, impatiently, as the boy formed words in his head before delivering them painfully slowly.

“Won’t you wake me up?”

“What?”

“I-I—I wanna feel the sun… Please… I didna’ expect…”

The boy trailed off. His accent, his clothes, his face, it was all wrong. There was only one word that was a match for such a combination. Queer.

“Who are you?”

“Whaur— where am I?” The boy appeared to have more control over his speech and clipped his accent as best he could. It was only when he did so that Percy realized, with perhaps the tenth startle of the day, that they were speaking Continental. Not Ingwarien, the dialect of Islander. The language was awkward, and it made Percy sick. Mustering his willpower, he asked:

“Do— do you speak Islander?”

The boy cocked his head to the side and furrowed his brows. Percy’s body betrayed how cute and Pendragon-like adorable he was. Stop. This isn’t him. His body didn’t listen. He ignored it.

“Islander?”

“Yes.” You know a thing or two. At least you know our language.

“You mean Latin?”

“Latin?”

“That’s this.”

It was Percy’s turn to tilt his head. “So what’s Continental? What is it?”

“English.”

English. Where had he heard that?

“It’s fucking Continental,” was all he said, “and this is fucking Islander.”

“I— sorry. I’m not from here.”

Not forgetting he was still gripping the boy by the collar, he tightened his grip. “Where are you from, then?”


The boy took a breath. “Inverness.”

Inverness Express. The Caledonian Line.

Coincidences didn’t exist, least of all in Ingwar.

“What’s your name?”

“Artemis,” the boy breathed in reply.

Percy’s heart slammed into his chest. No… This isn’t Pendragon. Stop. You can stop this. Stop being a fool. He let go, let the boy stagger back. “And you’re from Inverness?”

“Aye, sair.” He suddenly went red, vulnerable and submissive. “Er, etiam.”

“Why are you here?”

“You wouldn’t believe me—”

“Listen, boy.” You would never talk to Pendragon like that. “There is a train car about an hour that way. I found a flyer near it for the Inverness Express. Where is Inverness, how did you get here and why are you here?” And why do you look like Pendragon?

“Okay, okay. Er, Inverness is a place in a country— well, not really a country, but like a province? Maybe? It should be a country—”


“Faster.”

Ariadne had either run off by now or become entranced and he had bought himself a little bit of time. Either way, he needed answers rather rapidly.

“In a place called Scotland, in a nation called the United Kingdom. Inverness is near a river, called the River Ness, and there’s a loch there, Loch Ness. I-I don’t know why I’m here, but I think I know how.”

At that, Artemis let his eyes guide his head, slowly tilting upward, towards the darkling sea.

“Everything— everything up there…”

“Up where?”

He pointed to the sky. “Beyond the water.” Suddenly, Artemis’ body was wracked with sobs as he gulped for air. “Oh my God. Everything is shattering, it’s my fault, my mistake— Mairi, Ronan, Nanna, Aurora.”

The way he said Aurora made it clear that whoever that was, their death or pain was his as well. Like me and Pendragon.

“Okay, go on.”

“There was a fight for my family up there, and we were drowned, all of us, tied with silver fetters and sent to the bottom.”

“The bottom of what?”

“Loch Ness. They took everything from us—”

“Alright. How’d you get down here?”

Artemis seemed ready to let out a laugh, and he did, a deep, throaty, racking sound that turned almost into a sob. “I sunk and hit the bottom. Except the bottom isn’t the bottom, is it?” He laughed again. Percy became acutely aware, again, of the stillness of the air. “We were such fools. So close to Broadchurch, of course.” He smiled, a crooked smile that was somehow seductive, syndicatable and serpentine all at once. “It was right beneath our feet the whole time.”

“What was?”

“The Echo.”

The way Artemis said echo made it sound capitalized, as if echo was not a thing but a place, not unaware but cognizant. Confidence was restored to his shoulders, making him more of a dangerous shadow than a weak boy. Percy let himself take a breath to steady his mind, moving dizzyingly fast already, panicked by this show of tenacious arrogance.

“Your world…”

“What about my world?” No phrase in Islander to describe his confusion, at least none in Ingwarien.

In response, Artemis walked— strode? His poise was more than unnerving— over to a tree trunk. The tree seemed to almost shy away from him. The boy put a hand on the bark, which in turn stopped shrinking away and started to glow, faintly. A couple red-breasted cardinals, normal size, fluttered on a branch just above his head. It looked like a fairy tale, with all the animals crowding around a princess. Instead of a princess, though, it was an androgynous boy who had fallen from the sky and was now wearing a strangely crooked and provocative smile. He didn’t even whistle, only blinked, and the birds came to him, a triplet. One rested on his shoulder, one on the ground and one in his outstretched palm. He cocked his head again. The bird did the same.

Artemis crushed the bird.

The movement was so fast that Percy didn’t have time to finish blinking before the cardinal was reduced to… something. Ash and blood from the looks of it. Though the boy’s hands had already been colored rather intensely with vermillion. Artemis didn’t seem to notice that the wound on his collarbone was still bleeding, or just didn’t care.

Percy started to back up, right into Ariadne. The circular gale was gone. Her expression, her entire body, had gone glacially cold.

“Sic semper tyrannis,” was all she said.

Artemis didn’t bother to turn to the voice-bearer. “Astra inclinant, sed non obligant.” When he finally did look up, the smile had disappeared, and in its place was a neutral— yet somehow more dangerous— air, one that betrayed a childlike curiosity utterly similar if not the same as Pendragon’s. Percy struggled to separate the two. The boy is sadistic. No he’s not. He’s just discovering our world. He just killed a bird. Did he, though?

“Flectere si nequeo superos, Acheronta movebo."

If I can’t move Heaven, I shall raise Hell.

“And where is Hell, exactly?” Percy demanded.

“We’re standing in it.”

“This is a godly world—”

Ariadne cut him off. “Oderint dum metuant.” Even quieter, her lips grazing his ear, she continued, “He doesn’t know this world. Let him believe his-his necromancy will help him.”

Percy merely nodded. “We should get back.”

“Wait.”

That boyishness again. It was more dangerous than the brief revelatory sadism— if sadism had truly been what that was— for it was just like Pendragon’s. The only piece that broke the spell was his pale green eyes, a color unknown in Ingwar.

“Take me with you. Please. I need— I need to see if anyone else landed.” He took a breath, as shaky as before. “The Echo… I’ve never been this far in. I need to see Broadchurch, to get back.”

Before he could object, Ariadne pushed in front of him.

“There’s a town four to five hours from here. If we move fast, we can get back before real-night sets in.” The phrase verior-nox sounded weird in the woods, echoing off of bark and leaf alike.

“‘Real-night?’”

“When the Sun sets below the horizon. Faux-night is when the sun is between apoapsis and periapsis.”

“What? That’s not…” Artemis shook his head. Percy smiled at his pain and confusion.

“Apoapsis is when the sun is in the west, precisely between faux-night and real-night. It looks smaller and dimmer, not by much, but enough. Periapsis is when it’s in the east, in the same position. It’s brighter and larger.”

“Okay,” was all he said.
“Apoapsis was about two hours ago. We have another four hours of light.”

“If we’re lucky.”

Ariadne nodded to show he was correct.

“We should get going, then.”

And they started to run. The boy ran fast, somewhere between Ariadne’s and Percy’s pace. They made it to where they saw the stag and kept running, wary of the footprints. Artemis didn’t say anything at all, until they saw the stag again.

“That’s…”

Percy let himself smile a cruel smile. “This isn’t your world, is it?”

He didn’t offer a reply, instead stumbled and fell forwards as the ground trembled. The elk hadn’t moved.

Before he hit the ground, he saw another elk, this male larger than the last. They were near a clearing, somehow large enough to comfortably fit perhaps a half dozen of those creatures, but was still laced overhead with branches. Ariadne had time to shout “get down!” before the elk rammed into each other.

Their antlers crashing was the sound of buildings falling, the dirt they upheaved when they collided enough to fill a cemetery three bodies deep, the sickeningly loud cracks of hundred-foot branches ripping and tearing and splintering was the sound of when that earthquake struck Ingwar and Fringe, six and a half decades ago, and decimated the village and cities far beyond.

The larger male managed to whip around by leaping into the air. Percy braced himself, though not well enough, for the impact of a hundred- or two hundred- or more-ton animal hitting the ground forcefully. The elk slid a little, bringing dust and dirt in a storm in every direction. The larger one hooked part of the left antler underneath the smaller elk’s jaw and forced its head up, taking a knife the size of a small house straight into the other’s eye.

The blood that resulted from the fight, when it was over, was enough to fill a three-story building. Neither died, in the end, but the smaller one was forced to walk away, ashamed and without antlers. The ground shook for ninety minutes after, before they outpaced the little earthquakes.

Apoapsis must’ve come sooner than either Ariadne or Percy had known, as it was already dark when they were still about an hour out. The darkling sea was still rough-and-tumble above, a distraction that both boys paid for. First, Artemis tripped and threw up some sort of root or object that caused Percy to trip. He coughed and cursed the boy’s name, under his breath, before scrambling up to see what they had tripped on.

It was a welcome sight; most Fringe inhabitants threw things out into the forest no more than a couple miles from their home. This was an old flag, one from the times of the Federation, back during that earthquake sixty-six years ago. It was two twin crows holding the seal of Ingwar, long since considered a blasphemous symbol, with the phrase Corvus Oculum Corvi Non Eruit below— A crow will not pull the eye out of another crow. It became a rallying cry quickly, before the southron lords and forces came to take what was, apparently, theirs.

The rustle of the flag brought more than admiration from the three juveniles. It also uncovered something below, a small patch of mushrooms. Artemis was close to them, and they started to pulse, faster and brighter the close they were to him. When he bent down to touch them, they all lit up in beautiful blue.

And then, they released their spores.

The spores glowed as intensely as the toadstools. They swirled around Artemis, a zephyr suddenly picking up from the south and circling them, like a tall, invisible carrion bird. Percy shuddered. Artemis didn’t seem to notice a couple spores had gotten into his eyes; he didn’t even blink them away. The blue turned white-ish, and his irises suddenly glowed with a color that had no name nor description, something beyond the spectrum.

Percy was ready to believe Artemis himself was beyond the spectrum.

The spores danced on his fingertips and lashes, playful. The boy dared to smile slightly, then gasp quietly as he looked around. Ariadne, then Percy, did the same.

The forest was illuminated brilliantly. The mushrooms, clearly, had not been the only of their kind. Spores, once invisible, floated through the air, everywhere and nowhere at once. Toadstools on trees and branches and in the ground acted as a path, directing them home.

Artemis was all too content, it seemed, to follow them.

They ran home, faster, no one willing to slow down, the siblings out of anxiety, the boy out of awe. They reached Fringe’s fringe in no time, where wolves on flags howled and carved stags roared to the expanse above, that darkling sea from which the hellion that called himself Artemis had fallen from.

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Written By Toxic Cloud, C.E.O. of Genuinely Evil Inc.

As any reasonable villain knows, breakfast is the most important meal of the day. How is a self-respecting villain supposed to start a day of evil-masterminding and plotting on an empty stomach? And if you want breakfast, there’s nothing better than scrambled eggs to get into the spirit of destruction and dream crushing, and it only requires a few simple things.

Ingredients

-Eggs, preferably laid by our very own Pure Evil© Chickens, here at Genuinely Evil Inc.

-Milk, which can also be bought from our livestock here at Genuinely Evil Inc. There’s no better place to get milk then from our all natural, farm raised, bred-to-torture, Pure Evil© Cows.

-Salt, available from your local Genuinely Evil Marketplace. Harvested from top secret salt flats in TEXT CENSORED.

-Pepper, available wherever distinctly evil villain food is sold.

-Butter, this can be substituted for All-Evil, All-Natural, Cooking spray. This cooking spray doubles as acid, useful if a hero comes bursting in during your relaxing breakfast.

Recipe

1.Crack the eggs into a bowl. Remember that you’re destroying any far-fetched dreams they may have to be real chickens, so get as much joy out of it as you can. This is a great opportunity to start your day right, with a bit of evil entertainment and destructive joy.

2.Drown the eggs in milk (DROWN THEM!) and crumble salt and pepper into whichever bowl you have chosen to make the scrambled eggs in. We prefer the Evilmeister© Prototype 60, made from pure kryptonite, sold in neon green or ski-mask black at any Genuinely Evil Inc. department store.

3.Take your whisk and begin to beat the mixture. Imagine you’re fighting your way through a horde of overly-protective heroes, or using your super-villain strength to push over every building in the city. Don’t stop until all the heroes are on the ground, all the buildings were toppled, and the egg mixture is light starting to foam, and all the ingredients are well incorporated.

4.Turn on the stove and take out a skillet. We enjoy turning our stoves to BURN THEM ALL!!! Mode as much as the next inherently villain super-supply department store, but scrambled eggs are best cooked a medium temperature. Butter your skillet of choice, or use the All-Evil, All-Natural, Cooking spray, until all surfaces are covered. If you are using the cooking spray, make sure you have an acid-proof skillet. It would be a shame if your skillet were to melt in the middle of cooking. Using a spatula, or other flat-ended item, such as a wide ended machete, razor-edged spade, or human hip bone (make sure it’s been well cleaned), stir the eggs in the pan. As they begin to cook, keep moving them around. Don’t let them burn.

5.When the eggs are done cooking (there should be very little if no liquid egg left) put them onto a plate and enjoy your breakfast. They’re great with a glass of milk from our Pure Evil© cows (or chickens, whatever floats your boat) and a few pieces of our bacon (sold from mundane flavor to spicy toxic waste, and don’t worry, it’s completely genetically modified!) Have a great day being a villain, and don’t forget to be evil!

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