Levitate beneath the dust

of unseen tragedies, secrets & lost melodies

captivated by nonexistent consistency &

gravitate towards what could be, ...

leaving what was to mold in unmarked graves

echoing silence of addictions & delusions ...

conform not to the ribbon of sin that wraps

around bone & marrow ...

instead, make today your shiny new story.

if you do, shortly you will see

through a clear glass of Beauty ...

WHERE IT RAINS

Where it rains

is where no one knows.

It's hard to reveal its secrets.

It's always dark

but full of life,

It's a place of magic.

All the glistening

through the light

of a thousand stars,

But people still wonder

where it rains ...

She saunters by,

Her slithering self

In all her gory.

Darkness and toil are her means.

She has no love, no compassion, no truth.

Hell spewed her out, and return her it will.

Misery and evil are her seed.

Damnation is too good for her deed.

May torment greet her at every fork.

Doom forever welcome her.

Dear Lord, forgiveness

Is not my word.

To You !

Dr. Seuss!!

Oh, Say Can You Seed?

I think u r great, straight out of the gate!

So kind,

I've always kept u in my mind &

by my side ...

U r such super fun,

especially with

Thing 1 & Thing 2,

how we would make the

ABC stew & wonder

what Horton Hears A Who?

U r amazing at teaching &

reaching all the impressionable minds ...

With One Fish, Two Fish

Red Fish, Blue Fish, The Foot book full of opposites, &

Do You Know How Lucky You Are?

U were never far,

morning or night,

to show me how not to be afraid of

Green Eggs & Ham or

The Grinch Who Stole Christmas ...

U helped me fall asleep to so many more ...

Hop on Pop, Fox in Socks, If I Ran A Zoo,

& What Pet Should I Get?

This list goes on

Oh, how it goes on & on ...

This 2 U

my Dearest Dr.Seuss!

I spit on color

and it brightens,

give pain its sweetness

and lift joy from depths

of flatness, pinning

legs to passion as it

flees monotony.

I make meaningful the void

and stitch devastation with

notion of possibility,

a shield against the world

while you reconstruct hope.

Yet I am despised as I

heap definition on

all that comforts.

one day, I will fade

into tales of regret and look

on from the forgotten shadows

of your heart. and I will smile.

and hate how long it took peace

to give up greed and find you.

farewell old friend. glad you made it.

A silent life

falls too lonely.

And as I lay,

I ponder upon

thoughts,

my eyes begin welling,

with pain and loss ...

I want so badly

to turn the page.

Am I ready ... ?

I'm afraid turning the page

won't change anything ...

When the thought

sunk into my skin,

I felt a single tear stream ...

This single tear

weighed more than the world

and spoke more than a million words.

In this single tear,

it held all my

sorrows, sins & secrets ... ... ...

And when it fell,

it shattered the ground

beneath my feet.

with a (grin)

I whispered,

I'm ready to forget, ... ... ...

I'm ready to be

what I long to be,

~happy~

Something happened on the day he died.

Spirit rose a meter and stepped aside.

Somebody else took his place, and bravely cried ...

The dark has already engulfed my inside.

I take his place for hope of breath.

I've dug a hole,

I'm ready to dance

when the dirt is heaped,

upon my head.

I worship the ground,

and my blood spilled down,

in order to save, my rest in hell.

Let, my mind be crucified.

And with all do respect,

serve it to the dirt

on a silver platter.

Tones change, just as seasons ...

I'll shake and scream repeating my pain.

I'll repeat my pain until I fall

and stick to the stones below.

But Wait, ....

Before my permanent darkness settles

upon my skin,

Just know,

I know,

I die with this secret sin .....

My Dearest Dr. Seuss,

I'm happy to report,

This is kid approved ...

See, Watch ...

Each cloud I dance on

sings out a beautiful melody,

No more rain drops,

just music notes and treble clefts.

Watch me swim with the fish

up here in the cotton clouds,

until we dive into the depths of seas,

where we fly with feathers, you & I.

If you're having fun,

then keep watching me ...

See,

How I paint the coral reefs

and sprinkle upon them

twinkling stars,

Watch them come alive

and we fly up high

on silk angel wings,

Watch me twirl around

on them as they hydroplane

across blue embers laced with

satin meadows.

I can't wait to tell you about the time

The sun and I shared our first dance ...

Fish will fly without fins,

while the sky paints,

polka~dotted grass twills,

elephants will dance

turning shades of pink & green

as they float together on walls

alongside small

waterfalls of lolly~pops,

not gum drops ...

And you will whistle a tune

something to do with the

June moon,

And vibrant yellow fruit-flies

will land pleasantly by

your side,

playing the sweet

sounding bag~pipes.

You see, ...

you'll see

such pretty things,

Your dreams will forever

be disappointing ..... .... ....