Too Late to Stop
I was told I should wait til death do us part
I was told don't go fast, to follow my heart
I was told it should be one I loved eternally
I was told it was wrong unless he
would
marry
me.
Then he came along, hot, tall, and strong
His eyes drew me in and to him I'd belong
When we kissed I felt heat tummy to feet
I just knew it was love and he asked if
we
could
meet
When we were alone he turned up the heat
His sapphire eyes and hair colored wheat
Led me to the bed, he asked, 'give me head'
He told me what it was and I said if
I
were
dead
He was touching everywhere
Long fingers through my hair
I knew I shouldn't do it
It was a mistake I tried
to
admit
I tried hard to make him stop
But instead he got on top
My protests, they went unheard
He pressed on, and I never
said
a
word.
If I knew then what I know now
I would have known much better how
To say no with much more force
Or just kick him
like
a
horse.
Secretly Naked
Naked for cash, many times I have done
caring little about the hurting of anyone.
I used this money to pay for my school
using my sexuality both as weapon and tool.
Hurting those closest to me almost everyday
It's no wonder everyone I love simply faded away.
I learned my lesson so late, nearly impossible to fix
I didn't understand others pain till I was thirty-six.
