I’m that invisible man that kisses the deepest parts of your dreams!

I’m that invisible man that sucks out that phantom orgasm that surprises you in the middle of the day!

I’m that invisible man who has suffocated your days of anxiety and has locked away permanently your thoughts that you are not enough, and elevated that true reality that you are More than Enough!

I’m that invisible man kissing the past steps left behind by the soles of your tired feet to keep you moving onward, upward, higher and higher so your eyes see clearly the ordained destination that you have proclaimed!

I’m that invisible man who prays for you, who is ever present for you, who wishes he can remove his invisibility for you, but will stay invisible just for you!

Just like fairy dust I gave your love more credit than it deserves, I elevated your love beyond high

knowing it had a phobia of heights,

I daily illuminated your love only to realize it was just a mirror reflecting my love back at me,

I listened deeply and contently to the sensual melodies of your love only to hear the beating of my own heart!

Just like fairy dust your love it’s a pretty phantom sleeping and stealing my dreams!

Loneliness whispered in my ear

Anxiety kept texting me

Depression mailed me Letters

Self-Condemnation called me every morning

Suicide reached out to give me a hug

Then Life touched me and we made Love!

For my Eyes to see Love

For my Arms to hug Love

For my Lips to kiss Love

For my Fingers to touch Love

For my Tongue to taste Love

For my Body to consume Love

For my Heart to give Love

Lastly I say

Thanks

I created a Sound!!

I created a sound so deafening it broke the vessels of my heart.

I created a sound so loud I could not out run its speed.

I created a sound so penetrating it left me no place to hide.

I created a sound so regrettable only God could forgive!

The sound I created was the sound of her tears!!