Behind the Mask
The midwinter somber broke with even gusts from the diseases that struck solid in those up near the woodland’s edge. Quiet was so common that the squeak of a bug could draw the whole world’s attention there. The cold air that groomed the valley soaked the wood of the establishment in frostbitten flurries. It was a quaint house, big and roomy inside. Three bedrooms, home to four inhabitants, sunk into the wall’s forgiving surface with a few stray indents in the forms of bathrooms to count. When one walked into the quarantined hellhole they could firstly be found in the smooth tiled kitchen overrun by the messes from days prior. Not a soul touched such slop, dishes lay eschew and random slips of paper littered the ground. As it was now, the kitchen was far from a sightly place, but when it was new its floors shined of hope and its walls welcomed each individual who chose to work in it. Now the walls simply beconned those to leave that the room had an unfamiliarity with. Two passages lead off the welcome area, one into the open spacious pit of living dubbed by those who resided there as their living room and a hall, long in size, thin in width. In the living space were situated two mighty leather sofas, tags still clinging to their sides, and a beaten old chair whose cushion no longer provided a place for one to sit. It wasn’t all so bad to those who lived there, for the place was a common ground that all four people felt akindred to. The hall leading off as the other entrance from the kitchen stretched for what seemed like miles to the unfamiliar eye. It was painted in a dull cream, as the rest of the house was, with a singular painting lining its right wall. The piece displayed three boats with three men positioned ever so delicately on each ship’s bow. It stood as a true work of art to the family, but in reality the painting was nothing special. From the wall mirroring the kitchen, facing inwards towards the two leather sofas climbed a slick staircase of wood, lined with various pictures of a random individual. As one scaled the steps they found a platform facing out towards the living space. One could look down below and see the whole common area displayed before them in a perfect fashion. The rails, although they prevented one from falling, were far from their best days in use. As one traveled deeper into the level there stood three rooms, two of which were the children’s rooms and the other a white washed bathroom whose paint peeled at the seams. Each bedroom consisted of a bed and homely dresser stuffed with endless amounts of clothes and fabrics. Although each place was well liked by their owners, recently such places that once gave off a homely comfort now felt like unbreakable prison cells. One of the rooms belonged to a boy and the other a girl. Their difference of age caused a wide gap of interest between the siblings, but their bond was somehow strong. Down the hallway with the painting so ever plain bridged off a quaint bathroom and the master sweet. Off the sweet stood a glorious bathroom filled with bottles of the most elegant soaps and a porch, screened in and reduced to a rummage pile by the family’s various animals. The sweet itself was quite large, consisting of a closet on each of its sides as well as a wide king bed at its center. Near the women’s edge of the bed sat a camo pillow with various blankets covering its surface for a dog to sleep on. On the man’s side clothes were sprawled all over the floor with stains blotched on every other garment. It wasn’t perfectly clean, but the couple made due. The family slept each night in the constant silence of the woods and its majesty. Few other houses scattered the hilltop’s barren edge. It was a peaceful life, a good life till the years rolled by and hit the decade of disease. A virus began plaguing the world, torturing its inhabitants with unsightly symptoms that killed the morale of the populace slowly. This little family atop their grass speckled hill led lives untouched for so long. Their dreams had been their only true distinction between reality and fantasy for years, but now they awoke in a place where the horrors of the world around them hit hard. This disease, it crept like a mouse through a house leaving not one unaffected by its unsightly charm. In the night it did sweep through bedroom after bedroom, infecting the entirety of the household by sunrise. The first to come down with the sickness was the man, father of two, husband to the women. He was a hard worker and loud about his various educated opinions. In all, the world of his family had seen him as an unbeatable beast whose very will was of the hardest of stones. At least, that was what the daughter had always known to be her father. She admired him with such respect, taking every word he ever spoke into deep consideration. She modeled herself after his work ethic and great aspiration to better the world he lived in. This virus, it ravaged the man, he felt broke inside by the scars the disease continued to leave. The family watched in horror as their once unbreakable will began slowly deteriorating into what seemed like their new reality. Next, the mother caught the dreaded sickness. It was slow for her at first, but fear of the uncertainties it did present were present in her mind. Over time the kids watched as their mother grew worse as their father before had. Her will broke too and her body slowly gave into the disease's demands. The older of the two siblings, the girl, watched as her mother and father grew worse day by day night by night and began running the house to her best ability. Responsibilities piled in as her schoolwork began to slowly build up overtime and her homely duties called her to action. It was hard, mentally and physically and before she knew it the sickness had overtaken her as well. Nevertheless, she kept working, fighting, watching and doing all she could to be of use to her broken parents and little brother. The boy, he watched it all happen, he experienced the pain of feeling alone in such dismal times. He was broken just like his parents, for no longer did he smile or giggle as he once did. On his own he thought of the things of far away memories and distant futures that had and could happen. It was a hard life, but a life nonetheless. The girl tried to make it as normal and smooth as possible for her brother, yet there was no way to mask the truth. She took care of him, put him to sleep, fed him, and played with him to replace the roles her parents were unable to fulfill while stuck in bed.
Henry
Henry? Oh yes, the kid who lived back in room 432. He was truly a tale untold, the boy of lost memories. Showed up at the hospital at the ripe age of twelve. If I’m correct he was going on fourteen. I had always felt bad for the lad, for I was his personal nurse. Everyday I went in to clean his sheets only to be greeted by his whitewashed walls and an always surprising smile. In such a dismal state, he having cancer and all, I wouldn’t expect such a pleasant grin outta the poor doll, yet there he was. I couldn’t imagine where he came from before dragging himself out to Royal Acre, for he never made lick of sense, but I just couldn’t help but give the lad my heart. I once walked into his room to see his mouth jibbering away to the wall. I sat there and watched him for awhile until he saw me and hushed his voice to an unadible whisper. After that he began trying to tell me stories, about what, I was never quite sure. It soon became the highlight of my day, going to work became less and less of a chore thanks to this blissful little boy. God bless him, in life he’d gotten the bitter end of the straw, abandoned, sick, and still he wore that joyful smile, sharing it with the world. That was five years ago. I guess one day he was fed up because when I walked in to his little room I came across his lifeless bed, the plug hooked up to his life support pulled. On his face was a smile though, brighter than normal, and fresh tears still streamed down his porcelain-like face. In disbelieve tears began to melt down my face too, so attatched I’d become to this puppy of a boy. Until that instant I never understood why he so cherished smiling, and then it hit me. In a world without happiness he was forced to make his own. Thinking about it made my quivering lips slowly form into a quaint smile, a smile I wanted to share with him one last time. What a kid, Henry, the boy of lost memories, no, Henry, the boy of everlasting smiles...
Song: Deathbed, Powful
Bica
My mind was blank as I looked upon her bed
She laid there stiff, tears swelled
I, at first, couldn’t bring myself to understand
My face went cold, almost numb if you will
I felt it, but nothing...
Emotion continued to flood my thoughts
Through my lips escaped a shrill cry
So pitiful I felt, like the world had me in restraints
I’m stuck, watching this now lifeless bed
She’s gone...she’s been gone
I was the equivilant to a broken record
What could I do? Nothing
Absolutely nothing...
And there I sat next to her bed
Clenching my aching head
Oh Bica, how good of a dog you were
How I wish I hadn’t let you go
Found
Flutter flutter
Small butterfly
The laps of your wings
The whispers of good times
I hear you
I see you
I can’t quite understand
A happiness bubbles
I feel of a new man
Slight uncomfort followed by bliss
Ever flashing lights
Dimmer do they go
Happier do I stay
Oh how the years do flow
I’ve found a new way
Paint
Painted colors flash the sky
Broken down as night comes by
When the day is done
So is the sun
Who’s brushes no longer glide
The color is shot
Smudged and Blotched
For sleep overtakes the sky
When the sun sinks
The moon merely blinks
As light shyly flashes up high
The darkness is here
Oh so unclear
Colors no longer see eye to eye