IG girl, you know who you are
models and
influencers on
the girl who
shows us
her make up
routine
every day
with her latte
we live to
please the male gaze
but at what point
does the envy
go away
the leaving times
i'm
always scared
that you'll leave
me
that the
silence is
going to
last forever
that the
tangled knot
that keeps
us together
has been
untied
but still
you complete me
and your voice
is the one
that narrates
the thoughts
inside of my
head
A love, hate relationship
The truth is the Person Hate and Love all at once, is most likely the person I will Grow old with. Not because I said 'yes' when he finally fell on one knee and said those special words most girls dream of hear, even those who deny they want to hear it "Will you marry me?"
But because out everything that has my mind boggled theres one thing I am sure off...
You were specially created from me. Days when you gone for longer then an hour it feels like a week slipped by. Days when we argue, and dont speak I just want to kills you, yet i find myself doing selfless acts of caring without thinking. When you having a bad day; we are having a bad day. Sometimes you breathing can set me off, yet in those very moments you the only person I want close.
I hate you because since you entered my life I cant remember a time without you in it and I can't picture a life without you. And it scares me...I'm not one to scare easily.
I love you despite all your flaws because they are most probably the things that attracted me to you.
Is this love?
Let me twist your words
To make them love me
This love
Deeply rooted in my soul
Does it hurt this much for you?
You can’t know
You said there was no heartbreak
I can taste it in my coffee in the morning
No cream, unsweetened, black
Addictive
You got me to fall for you
And made me think you fell harder
I hate the way this has to be
I hate you for how much I love you
I hate you
I hate you
yet I can't
cause
you mean more to me
than the sea
we came up with bob
i hate you
but i love you
you made our quote
we saved one another
yet we killed each other
All
The terrible, angry
grip of her voice,
berating me,
belittling me,
infuriating me
without provocation,
without justification.
Her against me.
I should go.
I should leave.
I should flee.
I should run.
All the shoulds
add up
to little.
One approving glance,
one kind word,
one soft caress,
one gentle kiss,
is all for which
I live.
A Beautiful Hatred
As I glare into your eyes
I see the beauteous depth of my distaste for you, my love.
I stare at your smile
And I fall back in love.
Then, I attempt to kiss your loathsome lips
But I find they disgust me so.
They’re simply the method you use to tell me more lies.
I see your mannerisms, those things you do
And I remark at the many ways you cause me to fall deeper in love.
At the same time, I foam
At the mouth,
Become enraged
From all the things you seem to do.
I’ve just decided
Made the conclusion
That this romance we’ve had
Has always been just an illusion.