Looking out the window

I seek for something distinct

Hugs and happiness

Captures my eye

Turning back to my desk

I feel distress

Feels like it’s been ages

In this trapped prison

Picking up a book

Paints a smile on my face

The sense of calmness

Let me out with a sigh

Why not embrace this

And look on the positive side

There are ups and downs in this pandemic

But make sure to stand strong

Make yourself happy because you’re all you need to put a smile on you face!

Be strong throughout this pandemic and encourage yourself! Do something that makes you happy. ❤

When the light starts to fade

and it goes pitch dark.

You’re filled with hate

and you have no way out.

Alone, in this universe

where no one cares

about your existence

and you feel scared.

But don’t forget,

there’s always someone

who will give you light

and lift you from your sorrows.

You don’t have to hide your feelings anymore...

You are a strong person

to have held all the pain,

doing your best to

brighten up someone’s day.

You have put others’ needs

before you,

forgetting that

you deserve love too.

Now it is time

to return the deed

I’ll be your listening ear

when you’re in need.

If you feel insecure,

this will be the last.

No need to back out anymore,

you don’t have to be an eccedentesiast.

Don’t be afraid,

there’s nothing to hide

No one will judge you

you are just fine.

You don’t have to

pretend anymore.

Take down those walls,

and connect with the people

who deeply love you.

To whoever’s reading this,

Go on now, and treat yourself

to a cup of hot cocoa,

and a good book

because you deserve it.

A virtual hug from me to you

Love yourself, because I do too :)

I'm not an enemy,

I am a friend that can be.

Close to you and help you.

Get through whatever you need to get through.

I don't come with a price tag.

Nor do I criticize and Bragg.

I loan you a shoulder to cry on.

I will listen to you until morn.

Believe it or not, I'm human, as human as human can be

Try to see me as your friend, I'm not your enemy.

I could reach you if I tried

If I summoned my strength

And stood up

If you would be lower

I could reach you

One of us has to make the move

Otherwise, my opportunities will fly out

Just like you tried

I caught you on the border

Just in time

Not to let you out

All the times I looked up to you

And thought

What a nice and shiny balloon

window seat

on an

empty flight

l

i

f

t

i

n

g

o f f

into

where

my

heart

meets

the

sky

i don't need

silk sheets and lace.

i just want a blanket

and a warm cup of coffee

while we watch netflix

and enjoy

the early morning stars

fading into

a radiant sunrise.

Like a grandfatherly smile, or a knowing glance from… who? I can only imagine. My world resides in those two words, those conjoined twins with arms enough to comfort. In a playhouse, they trick you into saying silly things, monsters on a wall are more practical in their teachings- but some of us, some of us revel in two words. Three get tossed around flippantly like seven minute abs- one? Well, there is no one. Two, though? Two can be as bad as one- it’s the lonli… wait, I digress. And plagiarize.

Two words I’ve come to expect. To adore. It means you feel the same as my mother. My fathers. My brothers. My lovers.

One day, I’ll care so much that maybe, MAYBE I’ll utter them to somebody, too.

driving with the windows down

I can still feel you on my lips

you're smiling at me

from the driver's seat

with the wind in my hair

and your hand on my thigh

there's nothing better than this

and the night air

Sideways in my reading chair

legs draped over its arm

head tucked against its frame

Snuggled with my squishmallow

I close my eyes

Trying to remember a time I felt safe

in someone’s arms

To recreate the feeling

holding myself softly

Cosy as can be.