Flip flopping all about

I look like a damned

caught trout!

Tunnel vision,

This my mission to stop

These body quakes

My body takes

Whenever is does so please.

Tests have been run

Things have been done.

And yet still they cannot pinpoint

The cause, the area that's

broken in my head!

As my body does what it wants

Without my consent, I fall hard

I hit my head, my face, my knees...

Bite my tongue.

God is punishing me for the stupidity

I did. The poor choices I made are what

I'm living with.

So let this be a testament to others.

so here I am minding my

own business,

looking out the window

watching the squirrels

play and run from tree to tree ...

when all of a sudden

someone turned out the lights

and doused both my pupils

with salt and pepper!

Oh,

wait a minute

wait a minute ... ...

everything's okay,

don't be alarmed

I just closed my eyes too tight ...

every time love departs

I splice the nerves

back together, but

I'm running out

of slack and

low on lies to use

for twisting the ends

back together.

the numb spots

are like freckles

beneath the surface

and I fear they

may glow in the dark,

when the day creeps

black I can not hide

from myself.

Hurt me, hurt me

I need to feel something.

Leave me with all these bruises on my body

You had a bite, I'm only desert you can skip.

You hurt me and hurt me.

And I get high everytime,

so I won't remember what we had.

All these black and blues will fade,

fading away like the 

warmth of the sun melting down

leaving me with all these

purple and pinks.

I'm hurting so bad all over my body,

and I have a broken heart that aches.

Yeah, hurt me, hurt me...