suddenly

i am transported

back to who i used to be

and my heart begins to breathe again

beating softly, silently

reminding me

of hope

I'm numb.

And I don't like it.

Moments pass by and I feel nothing.

Days go by and I remember nothing.

Emotions stop haunting me but then

Suddenly, they'll wash over me like a tsunami.

It's like waiting for your alarm to go off in the morning.

I know it's coming - I just don't know when.

It slithered down his raw throat

It felt almost foreign, yet so welcome

The metallic taste of old pipes

The charcoal taste from the filter

The cold to chill his twisted teeth

But just a gulp gave him life

Ah, the water felt so good

Hearts grieving

Crying out

His family weeping

& friends mourning

Now an angel

a new guardian

watching over earth

Rest in Power~

Mr. George Floyd.

#R.I.P.

05/31/2020.

I thought she loved me

And so did she.

But she didn't.

Luckily

As it turned out,

I didn't love her

Either.