A matter of metre
So many wonderful words we write,
When we dream of a seed and sow it.
A novel or sonnet may come to light
If we take the time to grow it.
And many are they but plenty are we
Who would yearn to be the poet.
Lovers embrace on the moon tonight
Should our pens' pretenses show it,
And an angel's wing will want for flight
Should the villain reveal what's below it
For limitless bliss or the fury of those
Who would yearn to be the poet.
From the dawn of man at the start of time
One would pick up a verse and bestow it
Upon thirsty mind set afire by a rhyme
A fine lyricist would overflow it
And words were like wine dripping down upon those
Who would dare to be the poet,
Or might care to undergo it
Remember the past or ignore the day
Come the troubadour, minstrel, and bard
Leaving doubt behind, keeping woe at bay
And distresses, disregard
When the words of a beautiful, dutiful voice
bring a healing to the scarred.
Very few children understand
And many who do outgrow it
The Raven, Silence, Fairy-Land
And his name, you surely know it
For it was Edgar Allan's hand
Which put the Poe in poet
And as a child, remarkable he
Was a poet and didn't even acknowledge the fact.
Every time you leave me
You’re an exciting site to see….like the vision of walking into a surprise birthday party with everyone’s eyes on you….everyone clapping. Balloons and streamers decorating every wall.
Your love is like the special feeling of knowing that everyone showed up for you but could be anywhere else in the world....doing anything else there is to do in the world.
You sure know how to make a person feel special. You make a person feel worthless when you leave. Like absolutely nothing special to no one when you left me. You were the decoration to my life. The pearls on the icing on my favorite cake. The decoration to my life….the canvas of my existence. Just a painter waiting for your every desire so I can paint into reality any of your needs. All your wants. Ready to command to your life all and any ...with no questions....your insistence. You're exciting like seeing the ocean for the very first time. How vast, deep, ever changing is she. Simply exhilarating. Sharp as a bolt of lightening, soft as a summer breeze. Your voice sends me shivers, your laugh makes me weak, your cries bring me to my knees….if only I could at least hear you scream. If only you were here...I'd take anything...your love, your hate. I'd love for you to run to me...to throw your arms around my neck and solve all our problems....to fix and forget our past with a passionate kiss. Shit, Id take you back in any form....wouldn't turn you away if you ran at me yelling and cursing passionate insults was the way you used those delicious lips. At least Id have you back as mine....break my heart dead... Make it flatline.
You make a heart fly like diving from a mountain top. Free falling and enjoying every second. No thought of the ground until you reached it….i reached it….and fell even further. Like a meteor crashing deep into the earth. Alone without you....stuck in a hole of depression one could climb out of never....that is until you come back again....like you always do to make things better.
A scrape is the description for any and every pain felt throughout an entire lifetime if put together, compared to the excruciation of losing you. A moments boredom is the sum of sorrow compiled throughout a lifetime when placed beside the depression of you having gone. At first... knowing I would be able to see you was like a snow day away from school. But now...If only I could see you again would be to get a second ticket to live. Another chance at life that was so suddenly ended when you left…. The ability to get up…to finally!! Once more run again… far far away from one’s death bed. To have you forever would be heaven….my heaven at least. I had hoped it would be yours as well. I can still taste your milk & honey smell. The feel of your skin gliding past mine. Our love was divine...something will I never again find.
The sheets on the bed lightly clothing, yet sliding away to the floor. Our bodies connected to the core. In the morning ....I loved to stare and take in it ALL. Like the cute...uniquely your own...constellation on your arm. The way the sun shone through the window and played lines across your beautiful face. I declare that this is what the angels must paint. This must be what god dreams of. Everything.... I was always feeling....this is the definition of love.
Ohhhh but how a person can turn to black and fall apart.
If only you would once more walk through that door. The candle lights dance to your name. Without your love...The plants dry out and go insane.
The photos on the wall stare down the empty halls. They watch each other…each reminding the other of happier times. Memories lost in each other. Before you lost me and I left my mind.....no....I didn't say that right.....will anything ever be alright when nothing's going right?
Each noise echoes without your background sounds to fill the empty spaces. I see you in all places....your features on all the faces.
Stars twinkle without meaning. They no longer hold the history of the false stories that you gave them. No more than hollow lighted gems. You left me to solve all your caused problems.
People….o the vast population, the sky of faces, the sea of clouds. Nothing make sense in a world where down is up and the past is now. How to turn back the running feet of time to hold your hands again? One more day I would spend….and when we fall asleep at the nights end…away you would go….and I would continue to sleep…to dream….to create a reason for you to stay with me. I could live an eternity in a false reality….happily. How I wouldn’t mind to be a fly on your wall…in fact I would stay and never fly away. ….you can walk all over me. I would remain….but on your carpet as a stain. Putting back a life with missing pieces will never be the same….will never be a work of art….could never be framed. Its not worth a damn. Neither is freedom to the insane. One gets used to seclusion. Comfortable in being alone….satisfied dwelling within a memory….being outside and calling it home….running back to whenest we come. But I don't think I can be like that....can't get use to anything when all I want is nothing else but the past or a future with you back. Like a parched lizard in the miserable desert I am sucked dry…no longer can my eyes cry. Physical pain has taken over….actual suffering has begun. How much longer must I hear the sound of a clock? Are you getting closer with every tick? Or further with every tock? How you did crave me once….need me, obsess over me, lust for me….truly love me….only to suddenly not. This house of stone is molten rock, melting and shifting, flowing and burning away. Soon I will be completely exposed. Unsheltered, unclothed, unable…incapable…unloved and all alone….consisting of nothing but fear and self loath. Why wasn’t I enough? How much am I worth? Oh the cost of emotion given everything by the beggar only to be cheated and left with less than when come. I stay here only from fear for I know not what is after death. Such hell I should suffer now in agony awaiting the day you will come to me. But should I die and be rebirthed…the harder to find you between the spaces and parallels of universes. Should I die and go to heaven might be pleasant for I can float above, sweeping above the earth. I would guide and guard you, watch and admire you, adore and love you from afar. At least then I could see you. Watch you grow. No longer stuck on repeat would the memories continue to rerun along the ribbons of tape in my mind. If there was only a machine that could turn back time. I stay here to not admit to defeat….not to come to terms with you giving up on us….still hopeful that prayer and time might bring you back to our love….never facing that you have left me.
This Side of My Skin {Inspired by Robert Frost}
This side of my skin only layers
It shows the story of my kin
A story that can't be shown by numbers on paper
It shows my family history, in virtue and in sin
This side of my skin is gold
Youthful and hard to hold
First soft like grains turned to flour
Then calloused in an hour
But even as my skin frays
This story on the side of my skin will stay
I Do Not Think I Could Survive
*In the style of Emily Dickinson . . . or at least I tried*
I do not think I could survive
Without you by my side –
Your hand, your heart, your name in mine,
And no one can divide.
But life is not eternal;
We are promised but today,
And I fear the separation
That will part us on that day.
I wonder if I will be first,
Will breath rip from my throat?
Or will I be left alive
While Death and God both gloat?
In truth, I know that on that day,
Should you be torn from me,
My heart, my body, and my mind
Will join you rapidly.
Forgive Us, I Beg Of You
Inspired by Robert Frost's Spring Pools
These stars that, though in darkness, still shine bright
Upon the ocean waves that crash down with a fright,
And like the world beneath them, ever so changing,
Will like the world beneath them remain incomplete,
And together remain ever so longing,
Though the two may never meet
The seas that have it in each curled wave
To flood the world and cleanse the grave
Let them think again before they raise their scars
To judge these sinful sparks of life this day
This heavenly earth and these earthly stars
Blessed by the kiss of the wind only yesterday
Feminine Beauty
I have lots of favorites but if I had to pick just one it would be Allen Ginsberg. Here goes…
oh feminine beauty
oh curves and muscle
breasts and perked nipples
curve of ass
lick of soft hair
eyes with long lashes
sutra vagina
light of sun and day
clitoris the window to ecstasy
you are the only true poetry
the only true song
the only music
you are the infinite
the enlightenment
the blip in the mind of Buddha
the only true bodhisattva
you are dreams and consciousness
you are life and death
you are the reason, the meaning
the only truth
you are that which turns the world
Morning Witness
(Robert Frost was arguably the finest classical style poet of the 20th century. I would never put myself at his level, but this one does capture a little of the feel of his work.)
To greet the dawn, I crossed a meadow green,
still blanketed in jewels of morning dew.
I sat upon a rock, still and serene,
and watched the sky transform from black to blue.
Even before the silhouettes of trees
defined the border of the unborn sky,
I heard the morning song of chickadees
and listened as a loon bid night goodbye.
The entrance of the sun brought colors forth
in hues that brightened slow from dark to light;
'twas not for me to judge this beauty's worth,
but merely to record the glorious sight,
and then to make my way from whence I'd come,
with miles to walk to find my way back home.
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© 2023 - dustygrein
Buddha and Bikers and Coffee: In a Bathtub of Gin.
Hello, Writers and Dear Readers.
Happy Saturday, fam. In today's video, we lazily cast a net into the the waters of Prose., and reel in a haul refulgent with beautiful brains of madness and gorgeousness. Just a mellow morning of reading these greats with coffee and the hum of possiblity.
There is nothing finer.
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Ten of the Best Poems by Robert Frost (that you’ve probably never read)
The Man
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The American poet Robert Frost was born on March 26, 1874, in San Francisco, CA. He spent his first 40 years mostly unknown, and it wasn’t until after returning to the United States from England—where he had his first two books of poetry published—near the beginning of the first World War, that he was truly recognized by the publishing world as the talented word-smith he was.
During his later life he earned four Pulitzer Prizes, and as the unofficial U.S. “poet laureate” he was a special guest at the inauguration of President John F. Kennedy in 1961. He died of surgical complications two years later, at the age of 88.
His Works
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Robert Frost is arguably the greatest poet to emerge during the early part of the 20th century, and his works are now taught, analyzed, dissected, and discussed in learning institutions world-wide. Some of his more popular poems, such as ‘Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening’ and ‘The Road Not Taken’ have led more poets to read and appreciate formal metered poetry than almost all of his contemporaries, including Ezra Pound and Edward Thomas, both of whom were close friends of Frost.
This list does not contain either of these gems, nor will you find other popular Frost works, such as ‘Fire and Ice,’ ‘Acquainted With The Night,’ or ‘Nothing Gold Can Stay’— although if you have never heard of these I suggest you peruse them at your earliest convenience. Instead, I have listed here what I consider to be ten of his greatest lesser-known poems, which you may not have ever read. I present them here in order of beauty and wonder, as I see them. Note: His complete works can be accessed on the Internet Archive.
10. On Looking Up By Chance At The Constellations
(West-Running Brook, 1928)
You’ll wait a long, long time for anything much
To happen in heaven beyond the floats of cloud
And the Northern Lights that run like tingling nerves.
The sun and moon get crossed, but they never touch,
Nor strike out fire from each other nor crash out loud.
The planets seem to interfere in their curves
But nothing ever happens, no harm is done.
We may as well go patiently on with our life,
And look elsewhere than to stars and moon and sun
For the shocks and changes we need to keep us sane.
It is true the longest drought will end in rain,
The longest peace in China will end in strife.
Still it wouldn’t reward the watcher to stay awake
In hopes of seeing the calm of heaven break
On his particular time and personal sight.
That calm seems certainly safe to last tonight.
This poem, like many of Frost’s, is about his observations of the natural world around him. The permanence and tranquility of the heavens, especially when contrasted to the chaos that makes up the human world, is reason enough to relax, and enjoy it. He lets us know that patience truly is a virtue, and often, the more things change, the more they stay the same. For me, his philosophical poetry, when done through the medium of simple observations, speaks volumes about his true insights into the nature that is within, and around, us all.
9. The Birthplace
(West-Running Brook, 1928)
Here further up the mountain slope
Than there was ever any hope,
My father built, enclosed a spring,
Strung chains of wall round everything,
Subdued the growth of earth to grass,
And brought our various lives to pass.
A dozen girls and boys we were.
The mountain seemed to like the stir,
And made of us a little while—
With always something in her smile.
Today she wouldn’t know our name.
(No girl’s, of course, has stayed the same.)
The mountain pushed us off her knees.
And now her lap is full of trees.
As nostalgic and otherworldly as it may be for us to go back and visit the place or places we grew up, it was even more so for the generation that Robert Frost belonged to. As a young man he witnessed the birth of the electric power grid, the impact of the industrial revolution on society and the growing transition from rural to urban life for a majority of Americans. As part of a large family, it must have been both wondrous and in a way, disheartening, to see the mountain home from his childhood once again returned to meadows and forests after being left behind years before.
8. The Freedom of the Moon
(West-Running Brook, 1928)
I’ve tried the new moon tilted in the air
Above a hazy tree-and-farmhouse cluster
As you might try a jewel in your hair.
I’ve tried it fine with little breadth of luster,
Alone, or in one ornament combining
With one first-water star almost as shining.
I put it shining anywhere I please.
By walking slowly on some evening later,
I’ve pulled it from a crate of crooked trees,
And brought it over glossy water, greater,
And dropped it in, and seen the image wallow,
The color run, all sorts of wonder follow.
This verse is one which has been analyzed by many, and the depth of meaning attributed to it is somewhat amazing. It is postulated that Frost touches here purposefully on the freedom not of the moon, but of mankind, and that the eternal change of the moon represents a deep and symbolic allusion to the changes all people go through.
While these may or may not be valid points, the poem itself is about the majesty and the wonder that the changing view of the moon contains, for a man who walks the countryside a lot. Depending on his vantage point, the moon may be positioned almost anywhere along the horizon or over any landmark, construct, or body of water he desires, and it’s beauty and mystery are always there as he freely moves it about.
7. In A Disused Graveyard
(The Measure, 1923)
The living come with grassy tread
To read the gravestones on the hill;
The graveyard draws the living still,
But never anymore the dead.
The verses in it say and say:
“The ones who living come today
To read the stones and go away
Tomorrow dead will come to stay.”
So sure of death the marbles rhyme,
Yet can’t help marking all the time
How no one dead will seem to come.
What is it men are shrinking from?
It would be easy to be clever
And tell the stones: Men hate to die
And have stopped dying now forever.
I think they would believe the lie.
This poem is set in a place quite unusual for Frost—namely a cemetery. It is a cemetery that is obviously full, since even though the living still come to visit the graves, the dead no longer do. The poem draws many contrasts between the living and their fear of death, and the gravestones themselves whose rhyme is all that remains of those who are buried there.
It is from this very real place of human fear and hatred for death, that the speaker’s consideration of being “clever” comes into focus. The stones are marking time, having noticed the dead no longer come—but being stone, they would probably believe the lie that men no longer die. This is one of Frost’s darker poems, and broaches the subject of death head-on, a subject he isn’t known for addressing.
6. Good Hours
(North of Boston, 1914)
I had for my winter evening walk—
No one at all with whom to talk,
But I had the cottages in a row
Up to their shining eyes in snow.
And I thought I had the folk within:
I had the sound of a violin;
I had a glimpse through curtain laces
Of youthful forms and youthful faces.
I had such company outward bound.
I went till there were no cottages found.
I turned and repented, but coming back
I saw no window but that was black.
Over the snow my creaking feet
Disturbed the slumbering village street
Like profanation, by your leave,
At ten o’clock of a winter eve.
Once again, Frost’s walks drove his pen, just as they did in many of his works. It is obvious from his title, that he reveled in these ramblings, and spent the “good hours” upon them. This poem, however, relates loneliness about the desolation of this rural setting after bedtime, as the music and companionship he had witnessed earlier in the day were now gone. It speaks to me of lost chances for social interaction, and the price we pay for our desires to study and explore on our own.
5. Flower Gathering
(A Boy’s Will, 1913)
I left you in the morning,
And in the morning glow,
You walked a way beside me
To make me sad to go.
Do you know me in the gloaming,
Gaunt and dusty grey with roaming?
Are you dumb because you know me not,
Or dumb because you know?
All for me? And not a question
For the faded flowers gay
That could take me from beside you
For the ages of a day?
They are yours, and be the measure
Of their worth for you to treasure,
The measure of the little while
That I’ve been long away.
One of Frost’s hallmarks was his autobiographical stories, often about his family life and his love. He was known to take long rambling walks through the countryside, studying wildlife and plants along the way. These walks sometimes took him away from home all day long, and even into the night.
This poem was written as a young man in 1896, as an apology and act of contrition for Elinor, his new wife, who was pregnant at the time and unable to accompany him on these excursions.
4. Wind And Window Flower
(A Boy’s Will, 1913)
Lovers, forget your love,
And list to the love of these,
She a window flower,
And he a winter breeze.
When the frosty window veil
Was melted down at noon,
And the caged yellow bird
Hung over her in tune,
He marked her through the pane,
He could not help but mark,
And only passed her by,
To come again at dark.
He was a winter wind,
Concerned with ice and snow,
Dead weeds and unmated birds,
And little of love could know.
But he sighed upon the sill,
He gave the sash a shake,
As witness all within
Who lay that night awake.
Perchance he half prevailed
To win her for the flight
From the firelit looking-glass
And warm stove-window light.
But the flower leaned aside
And thought of naught to say,
And morning found the breeze
A hundred miles away.
This early poem shows us Frost’s pragmatic views, as well as his romantic heart. It is a sad tale of unrealized and somewhat inappropriate love—he, the icy wind of winter and she, a pretty flower in a window. While he became smitten with her beauty as he passed by, she failed to notice him.
Frost seems to be telling us that sometimes love doesn’t win, and too often we allow a chance at happiness to slip away before we are even aware of what might have been.
3. Looking for a Sunset Bird in Winter
(New Hampshire, 1923)
The west was getting out of gold,
The breath of air had died of cold,
When shoeing home across the white,
I thought I saw a bird alight.
In summer when I passed the place
I had to stop and lift my face;
A bird with an angelic gift
Was singing in it sweet and swift.
No bird was singing in it now.
A single leaf was on a bough,
And that was all there was to see
In going twice around the tree.
From my advantage on a hill
I judged that such a crystal chill
Was only adding frost to snow
As gilt to gold that wouldn’t show.
A brush had left a crooked stroke
Of what was either cloud or smoke
From north to south across the blue;
A piercing little star was through.
This poem, like ‘The Freedom of the Moon,’ shows Frost would have made an excellent photographer as well as poet. The images he captures are clear and well defined, as he relates to us how an error in perception can captivate the mind. A memory becomes an epiphany and is almost religiously approved by framed starlight.
2. The Egg and the Machine
(West-Running Brook, 1928)
He gave the solid rail a hateful kick.
From far away there came an answering tick
And then another tick. He knew the code:
His hate had roused an engine up the road.
He wished when he had had the track alone
He had attacked it with a club or stone
And bent some rail wide open like switch
So as to wreck the engine in the ditch.
Too late though, now, he had himself to thank.
Its click was rising to a nearer clank.
Here it came breasting like a horse in skirts.
(He stood well back for fear of scalding squirts.)
Then for a moment all there was was size
Confusion and a roar that drowned the cries
He raised against the gods in the machine.
Then once again the sandbank lay serene.
The traveler’s eye picked up a turtle trail,
Between the dotted feet a streak of tail,
And followed it to where he made out vague
But certain signs of buried turtle’s egg;
And probing with one finger not too rough,
He found suspicious sand, and sure enough,
The pocket of a little turtle mine.
If there was one egg in it there were nine,
Torpedo-like, with shell of gritty leather
All packed in sand to wait the trump together.
‘You’d better not disturb any more,’
He told the distance, ’I am armed for war.
The next machine that has the power to pass
Will get this plasm in its goggle glass.’
Frost was well known for his wonderful nature poems, his keen observations and his amazing ability to paint mental images in crystal clear detail. He was also a great story-teller, and often his longer poetic works were captured in free verse works of heavy dialog that told serious stories. Occasionally, he also was able to tell a story in verse, that not only displayed his usual beauty and descriptiveness of the world around him but carried a heavy political or social statement as well.
This poem is a warning about the dangers of the then-blossoming industrial age, and one man’s determination to turn his hatred and anger into retaliation, by throwing turtle eggs at a locomotive. At the heart of this tale is the subtle truth that preventing progress is as futile as Don Quixote tilting at windmills.
1. Leaves Compared With Flowers
(A Further Range, 1937)
A tree’s leaves may be ever so good,
So may its bark, so may its wood;
But unless you put the right thing to its root
It never will show much flower or fruit.
But I may be one who does not care
Ever to have tree bloom or bear.
Leaves for smooth and bark for rough,
Leaves and bark may be tree enough.
Some giant trees have blooms so small
They might as well have none at all.
Late in life I have come on fern.
Now lichens are due to have their turn.
I bade men tell me which in brief,
Which is fairer, flower or leaf.
They did not have the wit to say,
Leaves by night and flowers by day.
Leaves and bark, leaves and bark,
To lean against and hear in the dark.
Petals I may have once pursued.
Leaves are all my darker mood.
This is, perhaps, one of the greatest poems ever written by a man who wrote many jewels. The best poetry often contains metaphors and similes, and Robert Frost was a master at using the natural world to describe the human condition.
In this wonderful piece, he tells us he will be comparing leaves to flowers, but he also symbolically describes people as trees, and makes some very profound statements. In life we need to first pay attention to the foundations we lay for our children, and then as we grow we need to appreciate the function as well as the form—the inner strength and beauty as well as the public display. While youth is often preoccupied with flowers, and the bark and wood become more important to the mature, as we age, we also find our focus may shift to ferns, and at last to the moss and lichens that will be closest to us after we die.
His contrasts are even more important, in my mind, than are his comparisons. Not only do we see the differences here between flower and leaf, but between young and old, between day and night, between dark and light and finally between the externalized struggles and the inner acceptance that comes to light in those final two lines.
In Summary
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Robert Frost was a prolific poet, who published over 180 poems during his lifetime. In 1969 Holt, Rinehart and Winston published a volume titled ‘The Poetry Of Robert Frost’ which contained nearly 350 poems and is still considered by many to be the definitive collection of Frost’s complete works.
This list has been a lot of fun to compile, and it has allowed me the opportunity to revisit some of my favorite works by one of my favorite poets of all time. As I stated at the beginning, this list doesn’t contain his most popular works, nor does it contain any of his longer odes.
If you have a favorite that I didn’t include, please be sure and leave a comment for me.
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