Curve
I love the word Curve, the loveliest
distance between two points.
I love the way my hands run along
your curves, mapping it in my memory
I love how the change of texture
from the front, soft, pliant, rubbery
changes to the side, soft, firm, and
ticklish.
And from the side to the back
skin much tighter, from the fullness
of what lies behind. No, don't deny
yourself of what you have
For it was your curves that caught my eye
and curves of your face, in that delicate smile
or the roundness of your eyes, or the curves
of your lips that quenches my lust
And I love the curves of your hands
as they hold mine, finger caressing finger.
I love the word Curve, the loveliest
distance between two points.
Nightmares Stuffed in Jars
He scissors his torso wide,
rope wound tightly
to keep insanity in,
trembling in convulsions,
pain upheaves in torrents,
broken threads, crumbling psyche
walking barefoot in troubled mind.
Nightmares stuffed in jars
Shovels a fake outside
won’t expose bowels of inside.
Electricity strikes bolts like
pins and needles in his brain
as he cons his game
and feigns his truth
in violent purple slashes
of clouded sanity.
Nightmares stuffed in jars
Wolves howl within his anguish
broken mirrors surround
shattered tumbling tears,
unable to witness heartless sun.
He feels his dripping sweat
through burning of surrender,
flashes of knotted destiny
scrawled on his face.
Of all he has lost,
he misses mind the most
Nightmares stuffed in jars
The boss sends his regards
I sat down by the river Styx as I have done before,
I chanced to see the ferryman as in years of yore.
You see I brought with me some souls in need of passage.
The Ferryman says he "What payment have ye for them and all their baggage?"
I have obol a plenty to pay their way now don't look long any do not tarry
For there are many souls and much to carry.
I have a message to give ye,
"The boss sends his regards and remember how it should be!"
The Night has no Mercy
Nocturnal ember sears my flesh,
Which once desired to connect.
Skin grafts scar my deadened skin,
Where once the night was welcomed in.
Nocturnal ember rots my mind,
Aneurism still exploding,
Where once I entered love so blind,
Memory of love foreboding.
Nocturnal ember scalds my heart,
Where blood's internal rivers flow
Where once an offering, torn apart
From wounds so willingly bestowed.
Nocturnal ember burns my soul,
That once I sold at any cost.
Black ashes born from long ago
Remembrance of a lover lost.
Vanityfair
So many girls
come and go
of face,
indeed very fair
fair and vain
—vain enough to get mixed up
in the game
a game played by men
with big purses,
bigger dreams,
and opprobrious conducts
so many girls
came and went
bent to scorn
and disease,
braved hunger
till malnutrition
intervened
some bent to needles for oodles of cash
some came solely for few spreads
on that vanity-fair
some of them only made a dollar
a handful were a sex symbol
two or three
mastered the game,
and thus remained in the arena of lights
blinding lights, exciting nights
enticing class
so many girls
bought into that life
of lights and lies
newspaper headlines
Hollywood pop-icon types
so many girls
lost their lives
trying to fit into a box,
a thin line of perfection
imagined by fanatics
where self love lacks significance
and double digits on the scale
an epithet of greatness,
of beauty, of sexism
of Vanity!