Hey you’re not here, and I’m knot here!

You’re knot here, and I’m knot, hear?

You’re not here, and I’m not, hear!?

You’re not, hear?! and I’m not ear!!

You’re not ‘ere and I’m not ’ere!

You’re here ’n I’M here…

U’R, here; I’M, here

U’R, I’M…

R, I?

!?

Hey you’re not here, and I’m knot here!

You’re knot here, and I’m knot, hear?

You’re not here, and I’m not, hear!?

You’re not, hear?! and I’m not ear!!

You’re not ‘ere and I’m not ’ere!

You’re here ‘n I’ M here…

U’R, hear; I’M, hear?

U’R, I’M here...

U 'R, I 'M 

We 'R 

Here!

Happiness: Warm blueberry pancakes with butter and syrup

Fear: Cold licorice

Bitterness: Unsweetened dark chocolate

Anger: Cayenne Pepper

Sadness: Tonic Water

Envy: Juicy lemons

Joy: Sweet, ripe, purple grapes

Confusion: Black pepper

Frustration: Raw jalapeno

Love: Mama's Peach pie straight out of the oven

iced over study guide 

irrational algorithms

chilly fears 

icicles to use for writing 

frostbite brain 

stuck on stupid 

yetis for a teacher 

slushing salvia 

gush memory tricks 

all over the wintry 

bliss of the future 

drilling down 

hailstones 

of 

hard 

facts 

brisk 

whisk 

of 

hypotheticals 

that in this frozen hell 

something

beautiful will come out 

of 

this snowballed 

brain 

breathing 

flurries 

down 

the 

winding 

track 

of 

memory 

lane 

cotton 

fluffed 

clouds 

that 

heavy 

over 

my 

conscience 

igloo

-ized  

by 

society 

defined 

by 

the 

depression 

that 

birthed 

me 

from 

the 

frozen 

lake 

of 

Cocytus

submerged in the

ice from the neck-high 

bobbing 

in empty 

thoughts 

stuck 

in 

caina 

due 

to 

the 

dreams 

and 

wishes

i desire 

to fulfill

locked 

in 

the 

freezing 

hell 

labeled 

and 

confined 

to the 

wages 

that 

define 

the 

sin 

open 

up 

the 

gates 

of 

puragtory 

and 

let 

my 

rotten 

soul 

rage 

there 

in 

the 

desk 

filled 

with 

sheets 

of 

frozen 

dipped 

pappers 

with 

the answer

to guide 

me 

through the virgil 

gates of heaven 

sound 

a trumpet 

open the wings of god 

and damn it give me a A 

I remember a thousand years ago,

A smile and a whispered “Hello”

When you came up to me for a chance

And asked me to dance

I remember shoulder length hair,

And blue eyes so bright, with skin so fair

But it was a dare from friends

And you quickly made amends

It meant more to me and nothing less

When one smiles and says “yes”

And I remember how it played out

A slow dance and a kiss, I wouldn’t doubt

But one night, so long ago

Is much to ask not to let go

But we went about our way

And I should have asked you to stay

To be enamored, by a plot

And your name, I simply forgot

And I will no longer take any chance

When a beautiful woman, asks for a dance

I never thought I would be on the

Other side of that

Everything I do is to forget that I'm dying.

I can never forget! So, what's the point of even trying.

Now, I'm crying on the outside too.

I can't deny it, 

For a long time, I've been lying to you.

I can't abide it.

So much beauty in the world you say.

My mortality is turning all these colours to grey. 

I've had enough,

Why on earth can't you just let me go today.

I do want to stay..

Only if I can actually stay,

But I can't. 

I'm definitely going to die one day.