I'll never be a star

I'll never shine my light

And I'll tell myself

I'll say that its alright

I'll stay here in the dark

And the world will never see

All of this potential

That hides inside of me

You don't even see me

You look right past my face

Society has beat me down

Until I understand my place

But I don't need your pity

I don't need to be set free

Around me are the millions

Who don't know they're just like me

I held out my tongue and tasted metal

The drops on my face stung like a nettle

I opened my eyes and saw a splash of red

Were the clouds up in the sky filled with the dead?

I looked up and it was raining blood

I glanced back down at Martian mud

The grass was filled with an iron stench

I felt like a soldier trapped in a trench

One more time, I dared to see

what the cause of such bloodshed above me could be

There, up in the heavens, the Son of God lay

trying to clean up his spilt wine in dismay

I'm screaming loud enough so no one can hear,

the breaking of my heart,

the cracking of my bones,

the drowning in my lungs,

the snapping of my sanity,

the madness in my thoughts,

the floods in my eyes,

the pain in my head.

I'm screaming loud enough

so no one can hear

the

break

of

a

soul.

the

break

of

me.

22.6.2020

They say that history repeats itself, crackling out the same old tune like a broken record, over and over again. Imprisoned by the powers that be and their static status quo.

But if that's the case, then why, time and time again, have we broken free? It is because change is but the record's needle jumping on to repeat the next tune on the same disc. We've been waiting for the scratched-up vinyl of space-time to be replaced for a while now.

COVID-19 Pickup-lines (yes, I'm a sucker for those ahahaha)

1. If coronavirus doesn't take you out, can I?

(yikes, don't jinx it kid XD)

2. Since all the public libraries are closed, I'm checking you out instead

(ahahaha this one got me XD just laughing my eyes out at this one)

3. I saw you from across the bar... stay there

(oof 0_0)

4. You can't spell virus without U and I

(bro what?)

5. You can't spell quarantine without 'U R A Q T"

(it took me a few seconds to process this before I burst out laughing uwu)

ahahaha I found something funny to share with u guys :)

(hopefully, it cheers u up during quarantine!)

love,

Ernaline

(22-06-2020)

are you that beautiful

and

am i that gruesome

My words don't stand

a chance

in your impeccable altar?

dandelion’s love is measured in countless stars

it’s counted in me