Charlatan
You swore on every star
as you crept out
from under my skin
glared at me
as you wafted away
Take me with you
in traces of your mind.
You yanked
a part of me
tearing my inner soul
pieces floating into air
shoved me
into the dark
Take me with you
in traces of your mind
You swore
in pillows of air
drifting through our spaces
ripping
shadows into my sky
unsaid thoughts
Take me with you
in traces of your mind
Grand pa pa
When I am tired and ready to give in
I think back to the long gravel road
that lead me home to the ranch house
my grandfather would walk ahead of me
in his old jeans and thick boots
carry his shovel in his right hand
to cut the heads off of rattlesnakes
foolish enough to cross our path
a swift life lesson expressed in silence
My grandmother would wait patiently
on the broken white porch
singing with crickets
always watching
something boiling on the stove
I learned to skin those rattlesnakes
at five years old
caught a bull frog for a pet at age six
stood on the mountain alone
chest pounding against brown bears
and hound dogs
small pistol strapped to my belt
borrowed from grand papa
fear was a hill I always lived to conquer
caves scratched with my initials with arrowheads
found in dry riverbeds
spitfire dreams screamed into vast acres of hope
a thick bloodline stretching across continents
and into the endless universe
my feet solid on hollowed ground
life a journey to be patched into
my front pocket
When I am tired
I remember the red thread
that will forever tie me to them
and the lessons they showed me
of how to be free
Magnitude
The white horses have all disappeared
Thick calloused hands scratch my forehead
They try to sooth me to sleep as I cringe
Torn from acres of white horned owls
Thrown into sharp shattered windows
Tired and starving I wait in the watchtower
Touching diamonds of yesterday in my palm
There is a storm causing a witch to shift
Tell me where have the horses gone
Trembling I run to your memory
To find that it has slipped away to dust
Amber Lock
smooth whiskey
metallic stardust
bury sense
thick molasses
before dawn
forbidden shadow
mountain cabin
nape of neck
melt candle
delirium sky
inhale union
broken piano
vein pulse
spin counterclockwise
crescendo skin
concept depth
tremor fuse
bloodstream heavy
harmony bond
expectation collide
mind sync
fall directly
between way
Immaculate perfection
sheet crack
chemistry explode
melody meld
harmony lock
unravel silence
blood fuse
sweet delirium
beyond explanation
grace descend
fall mortal
release coil
beneath euphoria
desire dissipate
carnage starve
defeat lifetime
misunderstood
in moments
beyond reach
Azure Vault of Life
Hearts perched on balance beams
of dripping tendrils of rain,
thundering in echoes of our past
as lightning rides on golden steeds.
Plume of my pen paints the skies
cerulean inspiration as moon
falls to his knees, yielding
to sphere of butterscotch sun.
Cracked wisps of madness explore
sky on wings letting go the fragile hush
of broken thoughts, reflecting mirrors
of life’s onslaughts in magical sky.
Windy fingertips breathe on my throat,
fire in sky strengthens heated desire
in billowed swirls of cushioned passion.
Skyward laughter of bubbles hangs
upside down from trapeze of stars.
Paper lanterns in sky of glassy light
peek through cloudy puffed windows -
azure vault of life to those who thirst.
yes I am simply mad
I am not mad at anyone
for i am simply mad
for I love the little things and it's important to enjoy them
I enjoy big bulging eyes
the way they bulge out when I say the things I say
I hate the way people chew gum
they look like a donkey
there annoying yacking
and split
smacking around in their mouth
saliva slushing and gushing and mushing the gum
in their mouth
and the crinkle of their snout
and pushing their nose in their air like everyone wants to see
what's up in their house
anyway back to what I was saying
I simply enjoy how people look at me when I go on my rants
or when I furrow my brow
when I smell a stench
and with one pinch
I can offend a crowd
with just one glare
I make them stare
I make them take a dare
to share in my idiosyncrasy's
I enjoy my little fetish's
some are very pettish
My doctor says I am mad
I say how can I be mad when he has done nothing bad
all he has done is make me feel sad
because he makes it clear in one bottle I am not normal
sure I ramble about my friends in wonderland but they are real
one dresses in teal
and wears heels
wait they are the same person
sometimes I see different versions of the cat
I always hear this annoying noise of a tit-tat-pitter-pat
and a loud bang
of a clock
then there's my idiot friend's tweedle dee and tweedle dum
I think there are brothers
but then again I don't even know if any of that was real
because every time I take those dang pills
I can never visit them
but my doctor says I need them
I don't see the need
but I still heed
because I don't want to end up in that asylum
well if I am being honest it wasn't really an asylum
it was just some shock therapy it was really fun watching the waves enter my head
and jolting my head back into the chair .
I have been there so many times I practical now how to do it
you wanna try my friend ;)
Blue Glass Day Fade To Night
This world is
upside down
twist and turn
below
buffalo heart
bright side of
life shining slow
climb the path
watch soft ways
endure the pain
until waves breaks
sand and shore
understand the
change is slow
rearrange
hold fast
forget age
grace lasts
youth a breath
still worth the
will to take
wrinkle brow
as candlelight melts
upon metal and wind
burn your blood
to iron dust before
you give in to surrender
eyes fix forward into
waves of ideas as they
reflect the truth
behind small mirrors
of sand and shore
echo the siren call of
all that's been forgotten
love and glory
upon every edge
death and desire
fall heavy like trees
to scatter leaves
hanging concepts
on cliffs
to grasp and
then forget
This world is upside down
a wildfire in the mist
a dream within a dream
I float now to
watch you from below
red leaves tilt with
blood and sand
to reach the ground
from which I stand
You sing softly past wheat
buried in snow and grain
hands numb frozen
chill of pain and death
but child it's only
brief in moments
mistakes
are painted
on canvas
in water
not oil
to wash away
with silver brush
and turpentine
feather bristle pulls
upon your pale
and fragile skin
you must still
lace the day with hope
made from white doves
and silver strings of clay
I can taste your truth
in pigments of earth
upon my tongue
blood pure
with grit and bone
form of blackbird
within your breast
a life built from
brick dust and
old ideas
paper cuts
drip deep
red puddles
on white page
as you whisper
"please, take me home"
I am a hidden chapter now
invisible to the touch
ripened then ripped
from Dead Sea Scrolls
I could sing soon but
your ears would be deaf
to the fraction
of my hum
wear my memory
around your wrist
built of blue glass
and stone
I am and will always be
lost between the trees
waiting for the son of heaven
to return his breath to me
We will meet bellow the willow tree
I will be wearing white stars to touch
Your perfect face as I wipe the last
blue tear from your eye
Together we will enter the void of nothing
To swim up and out to the edge of planets
They sparkle and burst with every hue
We will know each other there
fearless throughout the oceans of space
And time will bend to our sorrow