I am operation

you can’t fix a broken thing

you can’t save a mermaid

I am not afraid of

drowning in my own ocean

you can’t unload the gun

if I am the bullet

I am a Victim by circumstances

Survior by choice

I am the embryo

still growing

outside my enviroment

I was placed in

you can’t abort

a living proof

I am a hyponthesis

you can’t answer an If

I am the haunting

that willows in the wind

do you know trees whistles ?

I am not bothered from the cold

my veins are iced

I am the hands that steady a keyboard

you can’t play a melody ,

that already knows the tune

I am alcohol

you can’t rub a wound that can’t heal

I am the iris’s of the devil

even god’s bleed

when burned by hell

you can’t banish me to hell ,

when I am born to withsand the heat

I am the seasons

you can’t spring me into winter ,

hoping fall into summer

I am the reaper

you can’t kill a dead thing

I am staravation

you can’t make me taste hunger ,

when theese lips only know the scent of blood

I am a child

you can’t steal my innocence ,

when I was born with my eyes wides opened

I am the peach that eve ate

you can’t devor sin unless it is a desire

I am the virgin hands dipped in holy water

you can’t wash away

the blessings of the mary

I am the walls of a church

you can’t bleach stains

that could never heal

I am the equation

you can’t solve

I am a nightmare

you can’t kill a dream ,

if you don’t have them

I am the past

you can’t time travel

I am liar

you can’t tell a lie

I am the anger

you can’t seem

to swallow

I am the quiet

you can’t hear the shadows

I am the stairway to heaven

you can’t reach heaven if u havent walked through hell

I am purgatory

you can’t be safe in fate

I am harriet tubman

you can’t free a slave

I am freedom

you can’t color it red white blue

I am a soilder

you can’t arm

I am a prayer

you can’t pray when no seems

to answer back

I am just

you can’t finish an almost

I am hurt

you can’t make me

bleed

I am human

you can’t be feel

I am a christian

you can’t make me serve

christ

I am swear word

you can’t fill my mouth with soap FUCK

I am the sweetness of jam

you can’t turn me bitter

I am the underground railroad

you can’t find a northstar when the sky is dark

I am a bag of metaphors

you can’t feed me poetry

I am a voicemail

you can’t seem to reach

I am a spirt

you can’t lay a soul to rest

place the pen on the paper and let the ink trickle down the page

see painted a picture to distract you from the meaning

sometimes you have to fall into wonderland

cause even the cheshire cats makes sense , when frowns become upside down smiles

Covering herself from the misty cold,

With a cloak of feathers she has.

Standing unwavering amidst the wind,

as she sends off her 

kin.

A look of sadness fills her eyes,

Yet filled with determination as well.

Fortitude

is courage in the face of trouble.

Go,

go and

come back.

I'll keep waiting for you,

till

forever. 

Behind those eyes,

how many tears she hides,

With that slight curve of a lip,

Agony, carved deep, 

resides.

Standing under the snowing sky,

Snow piles on her head

like sadness.

In times of trouble,

women don’t break,

they bend.

I’ll tell you why.

People only cry because they’ve been strong for too long. 

I talk aloud, but nobody's there, 

to you, no one can compare. 

I want to call, say hello, 

but after that I just don't know. 

I think about the way we were,

wishing it'd all become a blur. 

I say I love you, swear it's true,

but its more than that, I just need you. 

Come back home, lay with me,

I can't stand being this lonely. 

Stare at me,

Like I’m the scariest thing you’ve ever seen.

Maybe I am,

because you only call me a freak.

Your eyes are wide open,

but what can they see?

I’m pretty sure they can’t see anything,

If they can’t even see through the lies of thee.

That quote you see and hear everywhere:

"We have to see the storms and rain before we see the rainbow." 

But why?

Isn't that just torturing us?

Why do we have to go through these "trials" before we live happily ever after?

Why doesn't God just bring us all home to Him and then we can pet adorable unicorns.

Unicorns with those sparkly diamond horns and the beautiful rainbow-dyed manes and tails.

Some may even have coats of all kinds of different colors besides white.

We can also ride the normal horses.

You know, the ones with the pretty white wings, that you really don't ride, you just hop on the back of one and they fly and do all the traveling for you, and you just sit back and relax while clinging onto their beautiful mane.

We can also dance on clouds and have family time with everyone, and celebrate the fact that we don't have to worry anymore.

Then, we can slide on the rainbows, as if we were always youngsters our whole lives, and enjoy the breeze directly from the sky as we enjoy the soft rainbow lines moving beneath us.

So tell me, why do we have to keep doing this?

I know God means well, and he is an amazing God, and he loves us more than anyone.

But just explain to me.

Why can't we be with the unicorns and rainbows right now?

They're beautiful. 

God is beautiful.

Heaven is beautiful.

And Earth?

Where we are now?

Well, at the moment, it's all about war.

And it's bad.

But up in the sky?

The best place to be.

Wake up moon

It's time to play

Open your eyes

Here what I say

The sun is gone

He's hidden away

Somewhere behind

The milky way

Please shine down

Your silver moon rays

To cut through the darkness

And light the way

Forlorn, she stands behind

cracked pane of glass.

Glass stares back

with soulful eyes -

broken reflection

sealed in ice.

Secrets hidden within,

she can’t recall.

Glass slashes her hand

plunging through

struggling valiantly

to find her truth.

For minutes, the night

has no sound as she

gasps in gulps

of dead skin flaking

onto frayed edges

on the other side.

Swept away by

splintered glass,

drops of sadness

cascade

in river of tears.

She envisions hundreds

of souls straining

to come through

the windowpane.

But she was her

own reality –

No one was

on the

OTHER SIDE.