Strutting
Strutting whores of hate
strike out at the world
hating themselves for loving you
bubbling mud overflows
and demands to be heard
faltering void beneath feet
hating themselves for wanting you
deceptive creatures
crawling under skin
a loathsome town
of evil guts
hating themselves for hungering for you
bottomless crater
scraped walls and
dangling truth
shudder of acerbic
words not seen
or touched but
existing in
malignant eyes
hating themselves for all you do
nightmares in
beds of hate
flowing blood
down streets
of acrimony
hating themselves for adoring you
buried deeply
in scarlet bulbs
of hatred
bottomless crater
of death looming
larger than pain
hating themselves for touching you.
If I could
If I could hold you tight
and tell you it's alright
you'd turn around and fight
that's what you always do
If I could let you in
you'd curse me for my sins
destroy me from within
That what you said you'd do
If I could give my all
you'd break down my wall
only to see me fall
I know that's what you'd do
If I could leave today
you'd turn around and say
don't go, i'll change, please stay
if I could, I would hate you
Inner bully
Stop, don’t think just let it go
If you let it go it doesn’t control you
But I told her then I had no power
No power over myself
Live, but be cautious too
I asked her how do I do both?
There was no reply
Just emptiness inside that was all consuming
Smile but not too much
They might see through your mask
I asked her again, why I must care about what they see?
No reply, just thoughts
Control your pain
Show them only what they want to see
But what if they see me?
They won't, I've made sure of that
Do better, be stronger, and love more.
I told her I have a lot of love but no one to give it to
She said if you love yourself then you can love others
I replied I don’t love myself; you have taken that from me
Hope
On Friday, Donald Trump will be sworn into office. I know that many of us truly hate the fact that Mr. Trump will be our president, as seen from the numerous protest that have occurred since he won the election. However, do NOT let Donald Trumps win change who you are. Do not respond with hatred or anger. The best thing that we can do is support each other and hope that our new president actually makes a positive change for this country. I know it may be impossible for some of you, but PLEASE you must keep hoping for the best. HOPE!
Fucktards and Dickweeds
I may be a titty baby
A "softy," pussy too
I am like a target may be
You shoot your bullet through
I'll make it to a ripe old age
Not understanding you
The freak who keeps a bird in cage
Well fuck you too
I wish there were a filter tool
Aborting your arrival
The world might be a bit more cool
Abating your survival
Prioritize and Get Older
What will you have when you retire
Home in the woods with roaring fire
Accountability you see
Start planning for the days to be
What matters most from coast to coast
Is not about who has the most
Considering the scheme of things
Ain't fancy cars or diamond rings
Maslow made a pyramid
A hierarchy of needs
From the bottom to the lid
The money only feeds
While you are young "sock it away"
Money mustache dot com
so you can have that house someday
And sing a happy song
I pray for you that you'll have too
A soulmate and a dog that's true
Celebrate that you have wealth
More importantly you have your health
P.S. You're already rich if you're healthy. Any millionaire would pay for that.
A Responsible Raven
So the raven reminded responsibly- Caw
And then echoed like leaves dropping
violently- Caw
While answers are stars shooting stingers from space
As worms wriggle, wrangling wreaths worn in their place
Allowing for inclement weather, a breath,
Awaiting the moment, cocooning of death-
His beak is a totem of mealworms and manner- Caw
The raven is waving aloft hunger's banner- Caw
Until shiny objects adjourn the worm's plea,
Distracting and hiding, the bird in a tree-
The raven is flitting and sitting alone
Uncertain of whether or not he is known
Wings flap
Bug trap
Beaten
Eaten
Sigh
Die
Pi