Ancestral Chord: A poem by Paul Goldman
I hear the strident song of my ancestors.
They must all be drawn to celebrate
these days of waning light, to drop in
like this. Really, it is quite a surprise
to hear their melodies as I have been
so engaged in encouraging them
to just look up, way up, so that
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dulcet
an inch of gossamer trapped in a galaxy of concrete
a dalliance short and sweet amidst a hurricane of heartbreak
sea glass wedged beneath miles of sand and stone
I have dug deep to build this home
fully prepared to sacrifice my grace if it means saving my only safety
candles were never bright enough to guide me
I will need a bonfire to find what's gone
but you will need no magnification to see what's wrong
a novel
brilliant and lifesaving stacked with a plethora of biased text books behind a politician's desk
the law was not always written
but one day people forgot how to listen
he says he fell in love with the way
I wrote things on napkins
because the texture appealed to me
and I never realized
how romantic I had become
until I felt his lips move
a deck of tarot cards
shuffled in with aces, threes and jacks
I've spent my life telling fortunes
to people who never come back
I've spun spider webs from duct tape and watched as my knuckles bled from greeting the wall one too many times
you have whispered you wish I could tell you
every poem
inked onto my wrist
because I have a collection of words
that have washed into the ocean
but dear fish, if you find them,
please don't ever bring them back
I don't wish to relive black
a love letter slipped between report cards
a star stranded in the city lights
sometimes I take off my glasses
to see the world all blurry
and I think everything looks softer
which is dangerous
when you're around knives
so check your eyes
and remember
everyone is blind
maybe I'll only ever write
one thing worth being read
or none
but it's worth it
to get this shit out of my head
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unfortunate truths
I.
i identify as a leech because i do not know how to let go. it's in my nature to clutch everything too tight, to hug everyone so firm that they choke. i give my darlings bruises. sometimes i think i love too hard.
II.
my main talent is turning snowflakes into avalanches. on a good day, i can make a wonderland out of a rabbit hole, but good days don't come around much anymore. nowadays, my prowess is usually wasted doing this: i pick a scab on my wrist so much that my whole arm bleeds. everyone always says, "it's the little things in life," but they always stop mid-sentence to breathe and exhale the bad news. they don't want to tell you that it's the little things in life that drive you mad.
III.
i can spell the word "happy" backwards, forwards, and upside-down with both my eyes closed. i can pronounce it in three different languages. i can rattle off oceans of synonyms for it: ecstatic, elated, overjoyed, cheerful, jovial, gleeful, euphoric. i can spew off the definition of happy ten thousand times over. i know happiness.
but i've never seen it in person.
thermodynamics
i hate to be the bearer of bad news,
but chaos increases
and the spiders in your stomach
will spin silk fast enough to catch the lovesick butterflies
and eat them whole
christmases will become more of a bother than a celebration
and your holiday excitement will fizzle into a lethargic apology
there's no use in saying sorry
your words will be stale
your heartbeats will plot a boom and bust cycle
but don't worry
the ghost towns sitting on your fingertips will dissipate
when placed under warm water
you will feel empty
and hollow
and numb
word vomit will fall up your throat
and fuck fuck fuck your mother will melt sunshine into rain
and goddamn it'll hurt because the ones you love the most know how to make you feel the worst
i'm sorry for putting my hand over your candlelight
i'm sorry i can't
braid your hair
like your mother did
when you were nine
all i've ever known is tangles
entropy is a friend of mine