A Mother’s Love
Ever since I was born,
You've sacrificed
Given up parts of yourself
Just for me
You've spent late nights,
Cradling me until sleep took me away
Nursing me back to health
When I was sick with the flu
And needed a mother's touch to heal
On days I cried, you held me tight
For hours and hours,
Until the warm, rolling tears dried up
When kids at school wronged me,
You were there to comfort me
Even now, with mistakes made
And damage done
Everything you do,
Is with your children's best interest in mind
Still, years and years later,
When I'm big and grown,
Your love is there,
Ushering me on
Love You Till The End.
I promise you, I'll love you till the end
There's not a man alive who can be a better friend
If you run a hundred miles, I'll be there right beside you
Not a single person can stop me, stuck to you like glue
If you swim across the ocean, I'll give it my best
Although to keep up, I may need a vest
If you get into a fight, I'll jump in front
I've always enjoyed the thrill of the hunt
If you ever fail, I'll be there to help you through it
I'd go as far as walking through a tar pit
If you are ever tired, I'll be there to protect
Anyone who comes in is about to get wrecked
If you ever go to jail, I swear I will support
I'll be there myself to fight the court
I hope you understand, just how much I love you
Even if you don't decide to share your beef stew
I, your dog, would fight for you always
That I promise you until the end of my days
Right up until my very last breath
I swear, the only thing that could hold me back, would be death
Missing you was like missing the wind — worse as the weather grew warmer, and memories of a Summer in love grew fonder.
Expected, as your thought would return to me no matter how long it had been since I last felt you.
Fleeting, as inconsistent as the rain and unpredictable as the storms.
Missing you was like missing the wind.
Doctor
It's not exactly a name that I like but if I were to be born as Doctor, it would make life much easier. I won't need to slog through so many years of hardship in university just to obtain a piece of paper that certifies me as a qualified doctor. My parents don't have to spend a fortune on my tuition fees either.
With that name, I can become the Doctor that my parents wish for me to become. No stranger would question my background or status if they heard someone calling me "Doctor" or "Doc". Best of all, I can act smart with the limited amount of knowledge that I possess and people will still believe me all because I say I am Doctor.
DISSOCIATION
i touch a body that is not mine.
i lie with it at night,
cup its soft parts in my hands,
apart from me.
i dress it. i let people kiss it,
want it, go inside it sometimes,
and treat pain
like an apology.
it is almost enough.
i remember you holding this body.
i was sitting awake
imagining the sunset —
how it is so much more
beautiful when it dies.
(is this true? i don't remember.)
are you looking at me,
face indistinct in the press of night;
i peer out over an edge of dark
which swallows at me,
reaching, terrifying.
and you leave for home again.