Try to answer
(Speech is supposed to be boring where I live So made it little boring and the second thing is I never had a proper speech in my mind the speech in my mind is work in progress i will deliver it when its ready until now here are some parts or we say questions from my speech please try to answer some of the questions that I didn't answer I wanted to write more but i guess this will be enough to understand)
It's winter here so the temperature was supposed to be cold. Until 2 days ago it was cold but suddenly yesterday it was so hot and today in the afternoon it was raining in the winter and in the evening hails were falling and it's cold again and trust me it was the first time that I saw hails in the winter in our entire area.This is climate change I Guess , so it's really happening and it is happening so fast. What can I do do prevent it? What we can I do as an individual to save us? This question came into my mind so many times but i still didn't get the proper answer for it.
For now I planted some plants, started avoiding use of plastic long ago . I started talking about the climate. I started asking questions to people that what they are doing to prevent climate change? They can't do anything this is the answer I get almost every time. Well what are you doing to prevent climate change and do you think it will bring the change?
SECOND question that made me think time to time is why people fight over religion and hate each other even though their own religion doesn't teach any kind of hatred? Why people pray to God? For Heaven and not to burn in Hell or just because there is God. Well if we pray so that we will go to Heaven is a shame . To think that God also gave us greed of Heaven and fear of hell to pray to him is a shame for us.
Heaven and hell are same in almost all religions. The way to go there is also almost same then , Why people don't understand that the God should be the same too? Only the praying methods and name of God is different it's hilarious to say that people pray to the one name of God and abuse or badmouth the other and think it's fake. Why people can't understand such a simple thing? Can you guess, what religion I will fall into when I avoid doing bad things, when I try to good things and try not to hate or hurt anyone on purpose and if I prayed to God in a way? Can you answer?
When someone asks me my religion I say ' IT DOESN'T MATTER ' and really does it matter?
Another question that popped into my mind long time ago was-
WHY PEOPLE ARE RACIST ?(work in progress on this one , still wrote it but one day you will get to read a better version of this)
Well I think I got the answer for this question the answer is simple some people are racists because their mind is primitive their ancestral genes are dominant over their gene of intelligence I came to this conclusion from an observation I did.Let me tell you,
One day when I was sitting in my balcony watching the group of monkeys who were playing , suddenly a different face coloured monkey came running towards them he was being chased by other monkeys the monkeys who were playing also surrounded him and all the monkeys gathered around him. He was alone who have a different face colour I can see the hate for each other on their faces and then monkeys attacked the monkey who was alone. He barely escaped with a lot of injuries so you can see that the monkey only got attacked just because of different colour.
it's just the same for humans i guess that's why we should not hate people who are racist because it's not their fault it's just their mind is in the developing condition. Sometimes I feel sorry for this unfairness I hope the process of development will be completed faster in these people so that the racism will end.
If it's not the reason then I don't know why people are racists? why they are good to only specific people even if they can to everyone? Do you know the answer?
Let's end this with the biggest question that is revolving around my mind
Why I think that, always or most of time I am right? This question came into my mind when I was
having a conversation with my roommate ,
when the conversation was going on the topic of illuminati came out ,my friend said that illuminati is a group of secret organization and Putin and Biden and lot of other famous people are the members of this society.
I asked him if it's secret society how do you know about it I laughed at him, he got a little angry and said that they revealed it itself he raised his voice and said that I always think that I am right, I always make them agree to my opinions . He won't let me reply even if I replied that I give logical reasons for my opinions he didn't listened then I asked how he knew all these he said that he studied it on YouTube and on Google for 1 year I replied that I wanted him to tell me about it in detail. He said that I won't believe him. Again I requested him to tell me what he knew then he said that illuminati has special powers they can predict future they even predicted COVID years before with lot of other things . After he finished I said that even he is the student of sciences he believe in such things .I was convincing him that there are no supernatural powers but he wouldn't listen he just kept repeating that he already knew that I won't believe him or agree to him and I never did on anything.
I was trying say to him that it's the symbol of foolish people and people with a lot of ego not to be a good listener. I said that I listened to him without any disturbance now he has to listen to me be should be a good listener hasn't he learned this in the school ? We had whole chapter on this and he didn't even listened to this he ignored the most important thing , at that movement I wanted to slap him on face even now when I am writing this I wanted to slap him . I don't know why I get angry on people who are not good listeners? And seriously it's a challenge for me to teach someone to be a good listener who is not a good listener but he has to listen first for this.(How to make people listen to us?)
Back to the topic again (but if you read this long you must have recognised that I really get off the topic sometimes any suggestions to improve? please tell me) In the end I asked him that had he ever looked the other way around that this can't be possible . He said that he didn't need to look other way around he knew that's it's true and that he is right, then I said that I will give him the answer in a week and the conversation ended.
Two things were clear from this to me that my roommate is dumb just like some people present on the internet and the other is even if i gave him the reply in a week he won't listen because you know he is not a good listener.
But an important thing that this conversation made me ask myself a question that why I always think that I am right and rarely wrong on something? And the other thing is why people don't think the other way around?Why people don't see the other side? only if the people looked the other way around things surely will change specially for religions . My grandmother used to say that I shouldn't read other religious books. That these books will make me distracted from the right path . I replied to her that I didn't found anything wrong until now in these books that people used to say about each other's religions and even if i find anything wrong I will ignore it ,why to care for useless things? Only learn useful and say useful .I always ask some tricky and direct questions to my relatives when they badmouth about other religions and always used to shut their mouths by my questions but let's keep these questions for the next time ok. Back to the main topic so now i am doubting myself that am i on right track or the wrong track or does it even matter? Did something will change only if my friend agree to me or he will be the same? just like people who think earth is flat, they don't affect anything because they won't getting job at nasa or spacex and even if they did then they have to believe that the earth is round and the fact will always be fact. But i know that wether I am wrong or right I will always accept the right thing when the time comes but how will I know wether it's the right thing to do I guess I will know this on the right time.
Yes I have an enemy.
My one and only enemy until now is Me who is continuously trying to make me fail make me
give up on things, making me demotivated but my biggest saviour is also me who motivated me, who helped me to fight ,who helped me to gain courage for standing up again ,who brought me back from the wrong.
My enemy myself made me addicted to phone my hero myself won over him and my addiction become far less .There was a time when I used phone for 10-12 hour daily now it's only 1-3 hrs still trying to reduce it .My enemy myself pushed me into depression(the God mode of my enemy) &demotivation but the my saviour myself helped me get out of that and still preventing me from going there again my enemy myself makes me lazy(another powerful mode of my enemy) but my most powerful ally my mother won't let my enemy win so easily she always wins over this mode of my enemy this is the only mode where my saviour fails to succeed on its own when it comes to me but i am learning to fight it too.
Sometimes my enemy myself gets powerful over my saviour myself but the my saviour always know to come back because I have support of people who love me from outside just like there are some outside factors who make my enemy strong. sometimes my enemy myself becomes good yet he wanted to do bad like when sometimes it's important to teach some people some lessons my saviour myself wants to let it go but the enemy myself wants to fight.
These clashes of saviour vs enemy goes on daily and I don't know how long I have to keep fighting myself but there it is I am myself my biggest enemy and my biggest saviour don't know who will win today.
I don't hate my enemy ,well how can I hate myself but I'll say I just don't like him I don't wanted to make amends with him I just wanted to defeat him completely.(End of the main topic)
(Let's talk about hate here)
Do you really hate a person or just his qualities and his actions well if you specifically hate some person you should stop.my teacher used to you should hate bad things bad habits bad activities but not people.
We should have debates it's good but we should avoid arguments .Debates can turn into solutions but arguments can turn into fights. Now a days we see in the world that people hate each other consider each other enemies on the basis of religion,place and much more.
Only if people stopped hating each other without reason a lots of problems will stop.Thats why I never hated someone yes i hated some of their qualities and actions but each coin has two sides there is something good in people too but this works for normal people there are exceptions there are people who cannot be changed well just make your distance from people like these. It's right that you should be yourself but sometimes you have to change for good.
Let's discuss first what meant by 'Gift '?
Gift can be actual thing or just a gesture or a feeling ,it can come in every form, some give gifts to others for just a formality some give gift to others to repay the favour, some give gifts to others because it's festival or birthday or anniversary or something special like this, and many more.
Next question will be why we give gifts?
We say to express our gratitude to others or to express our feelings or to make other person remember us for a long time .
Then what will be greatest gift?, it should be the gift that anyone can have something that is unique for everyone something that someone can treasure and make good use of it for a long time What will it be? The answer is simple it's YOU my friend and YOUR LIFE yes you heard right it's something that is unique and only you can have it. it's been always yours and the greatest gift for life is TIME so make meaningful use of these two things without it no other thing is possible.
Let's understand this from the real life examples
My grandma(mom's mom) she is now 85 years old ,
She does not remember things that good now as she used to remember before she forget things pretty fast but when I asked her who was her favourite person she said her grandfather I asked her more about her grandfather she told me everything during our conversation she also told me about how her grandfather died she exactly remembers the day when her grandfather died which clothes he wore on that day what he ate what was his last words how he looked when he died how the funeral happened she remembers everything.
I asked did she feel bad till now she replied yes but said it's life everyone is going to die someday.
My grandmother laugh with us celebrate with us sometimes she becomes the happiest person in the house even if she lost so many people that she treasured ,loved or cared. But she remembers everyone of them all she do is pray for them she feel satisfied when she prays for them this is what she said to me.
Let's come to me now.
My grandmother died a few months ago(father's mom)she patted my head just the day before she died and and prayed for my success and I didn't even shed tears on the day she died I felt sad, bad but I just won't be able to cry I don't know why I won't be able to think properly for the whole day , I couldn't sleep at night but everything become normal as the time passed I still remember everything, the sorrow of loosing is still with me ,
but the life won't stop it goes on and on it's on us how we handle things because everyone is going to loose so many people between the journey of life so it's on us weather to move on and focus on what's left or keep holding what's gone the one who is never coming back
Yes memories will hurt but it's no unique everyone was is and will be facing it so just take a deep breath ,a sweet careless sleep and because so many things are yet to come until we die.
At last one example.
There is a old man who never left a house in 40 years when his grandson asked him why don't you left house in 40 years he replied that he fears from leaving house his grandson asked why didn't you tried to leave the house let's try it nothing will happen his grandfather starts shaking and said that he can't he then said that only if he left his house on the day first second or third day of fear he would be able to leave the house the more he wait the more the fear increase.(I didn't address this situation properly thanks to my little knowledge in English but I guess you will get the Idea what I was trying to say if you don't please tag me)
The greatest generation is already dead and the other one is preparing to become one .The dead one I would say that the generation who survived ice age who fought against all the odds and still stood still and didn't go extinct and the upcoming one will be the generation who will fight the real climate change and global warming, who will fight the pollution and will make the earth beautiful again, the generation who will bring the real change, will be the greatest generation I guess and I think this generation will show it's colours very soon and I hope that I will be the part of that too(generation of 21st century).Because if we don't become the greatest generation of all time there will be no other generations to come that's why we have no choice,we had to become the greatest generation.
You are doing something bad to him because he did the same to you.
You hate him for that ,you considered him evil will you hate yourself too?
Will you consider yourself evil too? Because you did the same thing that he did to you the thing that you considered bad.
Prison guard tortured the prisoner for many years one day prisoers took control over the prison they caught all the guards. All the prisoners have lot of anger in them one suggested that they should torture the guards as they torture them other asked that if he hated guards for that he said yes than the other one said that would you not hate youself then because you are doing the same thing that they did to him one knocked this one out and they tortured the guards.
If I could freeze time
If I could freeze time I would unfreeze it immediately because I won't be able to see anything as photons of light also moves if time froze they will freeze too and we won't be able to see means it's nearly useless to stop time because nothing happens without time running.
Never loose hope,
Each day is a new beginning,
Work hard and smart,
You will always,
Earn what you deserve
And achieve success
Remember these words they say.
Just came home after 2 years ,I found a pendrive inside . I saw the old videos of me and my friends. I heard laughter of myself and my friends and smiled but some tears also start coming out of my eyes am I happy or sad ?
Out of Goodwill
My neighbour Jake was becoming bald at the age of 25 kids in the neighborhood were teasing him some kids were laughing at him . He controlled his anger because they were kids ,little John felt very bad after seeing this and thought of helping Jake . On the day of Jake's birthday he kept a party at his home everyone came celebrated and now it was time for gifts little John came forward and gave the jake the oil for faster hair growth and reducing hairfall thinking of that his hair won't fall and then nobody will laugh at him John said 'take this brother and use this daily your hair will grow again'. Everyone was holding their laugh some were thinking that John was moking him but the jake knew that he only did that out of goodwill also crying inside because he already had that oil and was using it.