Boys are crazy the other five will die just doing something crazy .( am just kidding)
Once, my parents went out out of town, I was home alone they said they will come home at midnight.
It was only half an hour left for midnight so I called them ,my mother picked up the phone she said that they will arrive in 10 minutes. So I waited and the half an hour passed but they didn't came so I called them again but my mother was not picking up the phone I then called my father and he was not picking the phone either .I almost tried to call them for almost 10 times but I got no response. At that movement my hands were shaking and I was feeling very uneasy my eyes were full of tears and like that I went to look for them I drove 2 k/m but there was no sign of them and then my phone rang and I heard the words ' you idiot where have you gone leaving house open like this at that movement the relief I felt was nothing I experienced before. I went home quickly my mother asked me where I went I got slapped by her but I didn't felt bad nor I was angry I was just relieved.
That's my favourite word.
Because ..... Oh I guess everyone knows the reason, so no need to explain.
And I asked myself a question
What am I living for?And the answer i received motivated me and even it does now.
Yes I have an enemy.
My one and only enemy until now is Me who is continuously trying to make me fail make me
give up on things, making me demotivated but my biggest saviour is also me who motivated me, who helped me to fight ,who helped me to gain courage for standing up again ,who brought me back from the wrong.
My enemy myself made me addicted to phone my hero myself won over him and my addiction become far less .There was a time when I used phone for 10-12 hour daily now it's only 1-3 hrs still trying to reduce it .My enemy myself pushed me into depression(the God mode of my enemy) &demotivation but the my saviour myself helped me get out of that and still preventing me from going there again my enemy myself makes me lazy(another powerful mode of my enemy) but my most powerful ally my mother won't let my enemy win so easily she always wins over this mode of my enemy this is the only mode where my saviour fails to succeed on its own when it comes to me but i am learning to fight it too.
Sometimes my enemy myself gets powerful over my saviour myself but the my saviour always know to come back because I have support of people who love me from outside just like there are some outside factors who make my enemy strong. sometimes my enemy myself becomes good yet he wanted to do bad like when sometimes it's important to teach some people some lessons my saviour myself wants to let it go but the enemy myself wants to fight.
These clashes of saviour vs enemy goes on daily and I don't know how long I have to keep fighting myself but there it is I am myself my biggest enemy and my biggest saviour don't know who will win today.
I don't hate my enemy ,well how can I hate myself but I'll say I just don't like him I don't wanted to make amends with him I just wanted to defeat him completely.(End of the main topic)
(Let's talk about hate here)
Do you really hate a person or just his qualities and his actions well if you specifically hate some person you should stop.my teacher used to you should hate bad things bad habits bad activities but not people.
We should have debates it's good but we should avoid arguments .Debates can turn into solutions but arguments can turn into fights. Now a days we see in the world that people hate each other consider each other enemies on the basis of religion,place and much more.
Only if people stopped hating each other without reason a lots of problems will stop.Thats why I never hated someone yes i hated some of their qualities and actions but each coin has two sides there is something good in people too but this works for normal people there are exceptions there are people who cannot be changed well just make your distance from people like these. It's right that you should be yourself but sometimes you have to change for good.
Let's discuss first what meant by 'Gift '?
Gift can be actual thing or just a gesture or a feeling ,it can come in every form, some give gifts to others for just a formality some give gift to others to repay the favour, some give gifts to others because it's festival or birthday or anniversary or something special like this, and many more.
Next question will be why we give gifts?
We say to express our gratitude to others or to express our feelings or to make other person remember us for a long time .
Then what will be greatest gift?, it should be the gift that anyone can have something that is unique for everyone something that someone can treasure and make good use of it for a long time What will it be? The answer is simple it's YOU my friend and YOUR LIFE yes you heard right it's something that is unique and only you can have it. it's been always yours and the greatest gift for life is TIME so make meaningful use of these two things without it no other thing is possible.
Let's understand this from the real life examples
My grandma(mom's mom) she is now 85 years old ,
She does not remember things that good now as she used to remember before she forget things pretty fast but when I asked her who was her favourite person she said her grandfather I asked her more about her grandfather she told me everything during our conversation she also told me about how her grandfather died she exactly remembers the day when her grandfather died which clothes he wore on that day what he ate what was his last words how he looked when he died how the funeral happened she remembers everything.
I asked did she feel bad till now she replied yes but said it's life everyone is going to die someday.
My grandmother laugh with us celebrate with us sometimes she becomes the happiest person in the house even if she lost so many people that she treasured ,loved or cared. But she remembers everyone of them all she do is pray for them she feel satisfied when she prays for them this is what she said to me.
Let's come to me now.
My grandmother died a few months ago(father's mom)she patted my head just the day before she died and and prayed for my success and I didn't even shed tears on the day she died I felt sad, bad but I just won't be able to cry I don't know why I won't be able to think properly for the whole day , I couldn't sleep at night but everything become normal as the time passed I still remember everything, the sorrow of loosing is still with me ,
but the life won't stop it goes on and on it's on us how we handle things because everyone is going to loose so many people between the journey of life so it's on us weather to move on and focus on what's left or keep holding what's gone the one who is never coming back
Yes memories will hurt but it's no unique everyone was is and will be facing it so just take a deep breath ,a sweet careless sleep and because so many things are yet to come until we die.
At last one example.
There is a old man who never left a house in 40 years when his grandson asked him why don't you left house in 40 years he replied that he fears from leaving house his grandson asked why didn't you tried to leave the house let's try it nothing will happen his grandfather starts shaking and said that he can't he then said that only if he left his house on the day first second or third day of fear he would be able to leave the house the more he wait the more the fear increase.(I didn't address this situation properly thanks to my little knowledge in English but I guess you will get the Idea what I was trying to say if you don't please tag me)
You are doing something bad to him because he did the same to you.
You hate him for that ,you considered him evil will you hate yourself too?
Will you consider yourself evil too? Because you did the same thing that he did to you the thing that you considered bad.
Prison guard tortured the prisoner for many years one day prisoers took control over the prison they caught all the guards. All the prisoners have lot of anger in them one suggested that they should torture the guards as they torture them other asked that if he hated guards for that he said yes than the other one said that would you not hate youself then because you are doing the same thing that they did to him one knocked this one out and they tortured the guards.
If I could freeze time
If I could freeze time I would unfreeze it immediately because I won't be able to see anything as photons of light also moves if time froze they will freeze too and we won't be able to see means it's nearly useless to stop time because nothing happens without time running.
Never loose hope,
Each day is a new beginning,
Work hard and smart,
You will always,
Earn what you deserve
And achieve success
Remember these words they say.